After a few days of sleeping at the hospital my vitals were back to normal. It took a long time to adjust to the fact that I lost almost every one that meant something to me. Dean, Josh,becks and Jake: all died within a week......
It's too silent without them. So here I lay curled up in a ball on the couch . Trying to reflect on what has happened within the time length.
Since the mansion was blown to smitherinees we had no choice but to stay at arthurs aunts house. Apparently arthurs aunt had fallen dead during our whole gang war: leaving Arthur the only family member to take care of the mansion.

Me and Arthur haven't heard from ace since he took care of becks Dead body. Tomorrow night will be the funeral for becks, Josh deangeline, and Jake.  I feel like ace is avoiding us. I can't help but blame myself for my family's deaths. It's not fair.....they didn't live past twenty five.

Arthur comes into the living room as I pull the blanket over my head. I know what he is going to do. He's here to get me off my lazy ass. I don't want to be bothered so I face the couch silently: just hoping he will walk past.

      But he doesn't.

Arthur scoops me up bridal style. I let out a startled yelp as he carries me upstairs.
" Arthur stop!"
I yell in fear as his grip tightens around my waist. What is he going to do is he going to hurt me??
Arthur carries me to the bathroom. I'm still flailing in his arms like a fish. To my surprise Arthur opens the shower door. Then without hesitation he tosses me inside. He shuts the door quickly with a grin. I knew what he was going to do.
" Don't!"
Too late
               Arthur presses the shower button as the warm water hits my skin. Arthur holds the door shut with his back so I can't escape.
" Once you shower and shaved maybe then I'll let you out"
            " I don't want to!"
My voice practically sounded as if I was a seven year old. Arthur wasn't one to back down though. After standing there waiting for him to let me out of course he doesn't.
      So with no other choice I have to take a shower.
  " Bathe yourself or else I'm going to hop in the shower with you"
Arthur threatens me as I yank off my  damp clothes. I take a nice hot bath before shaving my skin. My leg hair had grown thick due to not shaving for a week.

       An hour later I'm laying on the guest room bed: my legs shaved smoothly and my hair finally cleaned for once. Arthur enters the room he's wearing just boxers. My face turning red instantly as he lays beside me.
" What are u doing"
" Sleeping -"
" Where the hell are your clothes!?"
   I yelled in anger . Arthur wasn't phased though instead he pulls me close. His half naked body pressed against mine.
      " Get some rest"
" Arthur I can't sleep"
I'm silent as I lay in arthurs arms basking in his warmth.
" What's wrong strawberry?"
" I'm sad about becks and the others.....
They didn't deserve to die. We lost half our family and let's not forget how my father's mansion as been blown to smitherinees."

Arthur lets out a chuckle he's clearly fond about my ranting.  Something i do a lot when I am upset or anxious.  Right now I was feeling dare I say depressed. At first Arthur is silent but then he sits up fast. As if he has a brilliant idea.
      " Mari get dressed!"
Arthur heads to the closet and tosses me an outfit. 
" What are u -"
" Hurry up!"
Without thinking I get into the outfit curious by what Arthur is up to.