Sleep, eat, shower, sleep. That's all I do everyday. Everyday for a very long time. Mom says it has to be this way for a reason, but I forgot why. I get very lonely. Mom says I'm going to a place called School very soon but I don't want to go,  what if they hurt me?

"Catherine, time to sleep!" Mom yells through the house.

"Mom I don't wannnnaaa" I whine, not wanting to sleep. The time says an eight and a zero four.

"Sweetie you do this every night, just get in bed with mommy."

"Will you get sad if I don't?"

Mom looks down, "I'll get very sad."

"Okay mom I'm coming!" I say and go quickly towards her so she don't get sad.

We hold hands as we lay down in bed, getting ready for sleeping.

I start shaking, I always do, I just don't know why.

"Sh it's okay Catherine, Daddy won't hurt you anymore. He's not here remember?"

"I remember" slowly getting tired, the shaking stopped.

"Let's go to sleep."

"Goodnight mom."

"Goodnight sweetie."