October 2015

I sat across from my family, picking at my dinner, I was lost in my thoughts. But my mind was elsewhere.

Y/n.

Y/n's name lingered in my thoughts. I want to know more about her. What's the need of living in an asylum? Does she really have no one else?

My father asked,breaking from his thoughts. "So, did you meet him?"

I looked at my father and shook his head, "No, Dad. I haven't had the chance."

"Jungkook, you should have visited him too. He must be missing you, and I want to know how he is doing there." My mother said and I rolled my eyes.

"No, mom. If you are missing him so much, go visit him, yourself. Don't tell me to meet him." I replied.

"Really? Then why did you still agree to go back and visit the asylum again?" My father arched an eyebrow, sensing there was something more on my mind.

"Just too impressed by the old architecture of it." I lied.

My father chuckled, "I hope that is the case. Your great grandfather made it, and still its considered as one of the best design"

I just can't wait to go back and be with her.

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I saw her sitting alone and writing something. I went to her and sat beside her. Y/n looked at me with a smile and closed the notebook.

"Hi," I said. She moved closer to me and held my hand before placing her head on my shoulder.

My heartbeat went crazy, I understand she is dealing with some mental health issues but I was not expecting her to place her head on me like this.

She played with my hand. "I don't like winter."

Oh how I wish I could change the season, I would have done it if I could.

"Why?"

She turned her head to me, and we were so close, our lips almost touched. "Doesn't it get lonely in winters? "

"This time it will not feel lonely, I am here." I said and she smiled before she intertwined her hand with me.

"I know, guk. I love you." She exclaimed.

My body stiffened, this makes more sense now. I smiled and kissed her forehead. "Do you want me to take you away from here?"

"Can you do that?" She asked.

"I can." I tug her hair behind her ear, she is mine. I will take her away from here. Away from all this, and make me mine.

"We're gonna own a home?" She asked.

I smiled, and cupped her face. "Yes, baby."

She hugged me, "You are my home, I will go insane, without you."

I caressed her hair.
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January 2016

I shifted nervously as I faced the stern-looking head of the asylum, the air thick with tension.

"Jungkook, are you absolutely sure about this? Taking someone home directly from here, especially in Y/n's case, can be complicated." He asked.

"I'm sure. I believe she'll get better if she's with me. I want to take her home." I replied. I want to bring her home.

The head of the asylum leaned back, studying him with his gaze.

"Y/n's condition is delicate, Jungkook. We've been providing the care she needs, and transitioning her could pose risks. Are you prepared for the challenges?" He asked.

I nodded my head."I understand it won't be easy, but I want to help her heal. I'll do whatever it takes. You also agree she needs love and care. I will take care of both of them, he comes back home. And Y/n will be happy to live with me."

The head of the asylum sighed, "Very well, but be aware that it won't be a straightforward process. I need to ask Y/n too, and ask what she wants or not."

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November 2016

It was hard, it was so difficult to handle her. Her mood swings, her behavior, it was hard to keep her calm.

Her past will haunt her, but can't she see her present? I love her, care for her, and can do anything for her.

But I was so happy, I got married to her. I got married to the girl I love. It took my time. But I won her heart. I won her.

I win. I win. I got her. I am with her.

She caused a scene in the wedding too, and I was handling it, but it's fine. I am fine with a little mess only if I could be with her in the end.

I wanted us to have a really good time, that is why I booked this villa. I was excited to spend time with her, make love with her all night on our wedding night.

I fixed my blazer, I checked my pockets to make sure I had c*ndoms. I know usually honeymoon suites have them, but still I wanted to have them too.

I took out my hotel card and realized the door was already slightly open.

I entered the room with a smile, the room was white with some red roses, and some red blood drops.

Blood drops?

BLOOD DROPS?

Oh my god, Y/n.

My heart clenched in worry, I rushed inside to see Y/n and if she was okay.

I took out a relief sigh as I saw her standing. She was fine. Thank God. She stared at me, I looked at her, she was wearing a white lingerie, which looked so gorgeous and hot on her.

But it was covered in red blood, that was scary. What was more scary was that it wasn't her blood.

"Jungkook, It just happened. Sorry." She exclaimed. I looked down at a man who was lying on the floor, his stomach cut open. "Help me, hide this."

She asked. While looking at me with her sweet innocent eyes.

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