I put my hand gently on his cheek I was still scared of him he was stronger than me he can't kill me but he could hurt me really bad Robert leaned into my touch a thunder like purr rumbled from his chest it sounded like a big cats purr his was different to mine of course mine was lower. I smiled a little as he started to lick the claw marks on my face his way of apologizing " it's been so long...." I whispered " I made myself forget everything didn't I? even... even you..." I said looking down. I then looked back up at him he smiled sweetly at me one that I have never seen him do" but... I never knew that you were an alien clown demon that feeds on fear....." I scoffed.

" I still dont remember the full story but.. I remember half of it now... I guess the half when you're in it.." I said whispering the last part I still needed to know why I made myself forget my human past even if I hated myself doing this but I had to know so it will all be more clearer to me and so I can help the kids... and why.. Robert made me so happy. Robert sniffed the air and frowned down at me he sat on the bed and pulled me onto his lap I growled a little at him he growled back " Hannah you changed so much since I last saw you... what did you do?.." I shook my head " if I knew I would tell you i'm still trying to remember you know.." I mumbled as I crossed my arms he then grabbed my chin and pulled my face closer to his I hissed as I felt his other hand on my thigh " I still need your answer tough about my deal....".

I frowned at him " I dont know what you mean?" Robert chuckled he slowly watched the claw marks heal and fade on my face " isn't it obvious sweetheart? when I mean you will be mine i'm meaning become... my mate.." my eyes widened I pushed him off me and got off his lap no... I couldn't he's a child murder and child eater.... he kills the innocent all those poor darling souls.. I am the complete oppiste of him I am a children's guardian " no... I can't... you hurt children..." I mumbled he then got up chuckling then it became laughter as he shaped back into the clown form I backed away from him till I hit the wall his shadow going over me " hehehe I always intended for you to be my mate.... I just didn't have the chance too.. " his eyes went blue as he bent down to my height I whimpered a little.

" Hannah.... you changed me the day I met you all those years ago... you still effect me like... poison... you're like a drug.." he growled out as his voice went deep. Drool started to drip from his bottom lip as he stared at me I huffed I could tell that in my human past I loved him... do I still do now? even if I know the truth on what HE is... he said he would leave the Losers club alone if I took his deal... my breath hitched as I felt his wet breath on my face. He chuckled softly " you can't hide your emotions from me... I need and answer Hannah..." I stared into his yellow eyes I closed my eyes tight as I shook my head I was still confused about my past but.. I had to do it for the kids... at least maybe I could slow or even stop his hunts... A shaky sigh escaped my lips I opened my eyes his were blue again his blue eyes were so beautiful no wonder I fell for his human form all those years ago.. " yes..." I mumbled Pennywise put a hand to his ear and leaned in close " sorry what was that sweetie?.." he said mockingly I growled " YES... I'll be your mate" I won't lie I was still attracted to him like he said my body knows but my mind just forgot but that won't stop me from protecting the Losers club.

Pennywise giggled as his nose touched mine he was so close I felt my cheeks heat up I heard the wallpaper rip as I scratched my claws on it " good choice.." he mumbled he then crashed his lips into mine his lips were soft but wet from his drool making the kiss sloppy on instinct I raised my hand to claw at him again he growled in warning as he bit my lip making me hiss. He grabbed my hand and entwined his fingers with mine making me melt into the kiss as I gasped for air giving him the chance to shove his tongue into my mouth he tasted like the circus. I felt black tears run down my face this...this was wrong.. but it felt so right his kisses became rougher he slammed his other hand on the wall digging his claws into the wallpaper trying to control himself.

I huffed as I broke the kiss a string of drool still connecting us I panted trying to catch my breath back. Pennywise chuckled as he stroked my cheek with a claw "Pennywise will see you soon my sweet..." he said softly shaking his head making the bells on his suit jingle as he disappeared in a blink of an eye I slid down the wall with my hands on my head I just sold my soul and body to the demon... but it felt like.. my soul was his..already. The next day I was back in my human form Bill wanted all of us to meet at his house he had something to show us I sighed as I put my hand threw my hair as I stared at the claw marks Pennywise left on the wall the ones on my face fully healed like nothing happened " God.. what have I done... " I mumbled to myself but there was no use fighting myself anymore I had to find out about my human past I knew some of it thanks to the clown.. but I still needed to know the rest what's done is done.

I grabbed my bike and road to Bill's house he gave me the address so it was easy to find I was running a little late over thinking too much and trying to get myself together from last night I parked my bike by the others " guys?" I shouted " we're in here Hannah!" Richie shouted from Bill's garage I opened it up and walked in " s-shut the garage door.." Bill said " oh sorry Bill" I mumbled shutting the garage door. I sat next to Beverly I raised a brow Bill had a projector up " whats going on Bill?" I said curiously what were these kids up to? I had a bad feeling about this.

"w-watch H-Hannah.." I watched the screen carefully as Bill placed a slide in of a map... of the sewers "look thats where G-Georgie disappeared .. the iron works...and the black spot.. everywhere it happens.. it's.. all connected by the sewers and they all meet up at-" " the well house!" Ben shouts " its in the house on Neibolt street.." Stan says shakingly I could smell the worrieness and fear from him he was scared I dont blame him.

" You mean that creepy old house where all the junkies and hobos like to sleep?" Richie asks as Eddie takes a puff from his inhaler " I hate that place..." I turn to face Bev " always feels like it's watching me..." she mumbles. " T-Thats where I saw it...thats where I saw the clown..." my eyes widen as I turn to face Eddie shit... I was getting a really bad feeling now like something was going to happen I tightened my fingers on the chair. "T-That's where IT lives..." Bill stuttered as Eddie took another puff " I can't imagine anything wanting to live there.." Stan mumbled " CAN we stop talking about this" Eddie said getting up and facing the rest of us " I-I_I can barely breathe this is summer... were kids... I CAN BARELY BREATHE I THINK I'M HAVING A FUCKING ASTHMA ATTACK!" shit.. Eddie was scared as hell I could smell it I whimpered a little in my chair as I played with the sleeves of my summer jumper "I'M NOT DOING THIS!" Eddie said as he pulled the map of the screen.

"What the hell put the map back" Bill said pointing to Eddie to put the map back up Eddie shook his head "mhm" I sniffed the air a little I could smell something off then suddenly the projector started moving on its own Bill wasn't touching it none of us were touching it " oh no.." I whispered. Pictures of Bills family started to show now I watched closely "what happened?.." Bill mumbled " what's going on?" Stan questioned "guys..." Mike tried to stop it I whimpered and got off my seat the little... that....that must of been his little brother Georgie. The projector then started to zoom in on a photo of Bill, Georgie and his parents it zoomed in on the little boy " Georgie.." Bill said as he watched closely the projector started to go faster zooming onto Bills mum " Bill?".

We all watched in horror as the slides changed I felt my stomach sink as I could see Pennywise slowly taking Bill's mothers place. They all started to panic " WHAT THE FUCK?!" Richie shouted "WHAT THE FUCK IS THAT?!" everyone backed away a little except me I couldn't take my eyes off him.. Beverly grabbed my arm and pulled me back " shit! what the fuck!?" I shouted more in anger then fear he promised he wouldn't hurt them if I agreed to be his mate the bastard " t-turn it off!" Beverly shouted. "TURN IT OFF!" she shouted again then Stan started shouting to turn it off Mike then kicked it over but it was still going... but slower this time I jumped as Pennywise stared at Stanley the slides started going slower.

I growled a little this was not good at all how fucking dare he lie to me Pennywise then disappeared my breath hitched. " RAGGH" I jumped back as Pennywise popped out of the screen the kids backed away screaming Pennywise had a mouth full of needle like teeth I started to growl I was furious with him he turned to face Stan making Stan run to the others I stayed in front of them. My eyes glowed in warning but his grin widened as he noticed me. The light from the projector was still going on and off Pennywise smile turned into a vicious look he started crawling on all fours towards Beverly and me I grabbed onto Bev and hugged her tight protecting her from his huge size he reached his hand out to grab us I could hear him growling and snarling Bev covered her eyes I could feel her trembling I snarled at him " NO, NO!!" I yelled. Mike and Ben then opened the garage door Pennywise disappeared I sighed in relief as I let go of Bev she lowered her hands and hugged me tight " it's ok Bev.." I mumbled.

We both walked over to the boys Bill went to grab his bike " Bill... no you can't go to the house!" I shouted I knew what he was thinking... he still believed that Georgie was alive..... but all his friends knew.. even I knew... that darling little boy won't return home Bill just glared at me as he got on his bike and road off " BILL NO you dont know what your up against.." I shouted mumbling the last part.

I grabbed my bike and went after him I could hear the others following behind he was going to the house on Neibolt street I was not going to let Pennywise hurt these kids it hurt that he lied to me... I felt the black tears again run down my face it hurt so much that... he tricked me... that he lied to me he promised.. he wouldn't hurt them. I shook my head in frustration my breath hitched as we came to the Neibolt house Bill was already walking up to the door mumbling to himself. I got off and dropped my bike " Bill!" Bev shouted as the rest came and got off there bikes " you can't go in there" she said we all walked up to the door as Bill turned around " what happens if another Georgie goes missing... or another Betty?" I looked down still feeling guilty like it was my fault... that Betty went "missing".... Bill continued on his speech surprisingly without stuttering " or another Edward...". I stepped forward and walked up the steps to stand in front of Bill I put my hand on his shoulder I could smell mixed emotions fear but also bravery I smiled at him and nodded " I will go in there with you..". Bill smiled at me and nodded I wasn't going to let him or any of the other Losers face Pennywise alone.