"Hyung, we didn't believe you and checked with Jai if you were with her but you weren't" Namjoon explains and Yoongi gets up from the cold and wet floor.

He is still just in swimming trunks and he's still wet as f•ck. "How did you even check it," Yoongi mutters but his friends still heard him.

"We called the hospital," Namjoon says coldly. "Why are you checking what I do?" Yoongi asks now. He honestly doesn't like it. Why are his friends even checking him? Can't he do whatever he wants?

"Do we have another chance?! You are trying to kill yourself all the time lately and you lied to us, hyung?!" Namjoon is getting mad once again and Yoongi couldn't handle it anymore.

He can finally stop with it. It was the last time. Can't they just forget about this? Let him do what he wants?

"Namjoon I still do whatever I want," he says calmly but mad. "It's my life," he says while pointing at himself.

"Yoongi.." Namjoon starts calmly but he wasn't going to stay like this. Yoongi saw he was mad and he even got a little scared.

Namjoon has red cheeks and is breathing heavily.

"Can't you just see how weird you're acting?! You keep trying to kill yourself and why?! Because you believe you have a guardian angel?! Do you really believe that bullsh•t?!" Namjoon just says what he wants to say but he isn't even meaning it.

He's just extremely mad. Yoongi is hurt. He felt like he was lying down and someone was putting big rocks on his chest.

"Fine. You think I'm getting crazy?" he asks and he licks his lips slowly. Namjoon was already regretting what he had said.

"I don't need this. I'm leaving" he continues and he walks to the exit of the pool again. He almost reached the door, he was almost gone but then it happened.

Nobody saw it coming.

"HYUNG DON'T F•CKING LEAVE!!" A loud voice went through the whole room and maybe even the water was moving from the force. The person's voice broke in the middle of his sentence though.

Yoongi turned around again and looked at J-hope with big eyes. J-hope was standing there, looking at the ground. Tears were in his eyes and they were also rolling down his cheeks.

Yoongi didn't even know what to say. He never saw J-hope like this. He was always so cheering and happy.

"I can't handle this anymore. I don't like this. Namjoon is mad at you all the time but he's actually just worried sick and I'm too! I don't know what's happening. The only thing I do know is that you are almost dying every time we find you and I- I miss you hyung," he says quietly, not looking up at his hyung.

Yoongi felt extremely guilty suddenly. It's like this opened his eyes. Like he needed it. "Hope, I'm-" Yoongi starts while walking closer to the boy.

J-hope looks up now. Yoongi opens his arms and J-hope quickly runs to him, letting himself fall into his arms. Yoongi grabs him. His arms around J-hope's body.

He keeps whispering apologies.

Namjoon comes closer to. Yoongi notices and they share a look. It's like they are talking with their eyes.

After that, they end up in a big group hug. Nobody cared about the fact that Yoongi was still in his swimming trunks and still wet.

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It is 12.30 am and Yoongi is finally home. It's a weekday so he only needs to work till 12 am.

He's exhausted though so he's happy that he's finally home.

After brushing his teeth and changing his clothes he walks into his room with a plastic bag with new stuff he bought.

Simple things like toothpaste and toilet paper. He already put most of the things in the right place but not all of it yet. He takes a seat on his bed, opening the drawer of his bedside table.

It's a private drawer. It's where his boxers are but also some condoms for it he ever needs it, a dildo he got from his friends even though he doesn't use it. He's not a bottom.

He blushes when seeing it. He feels awkward for having it even though nobody knows and nobody sees him right now. He takes a little bottle out of the plastic bag, leaving it completely empty.

It's a bottle of lube. He uses it just because it feels better when he does something. Not like with one night stands or something but just with his hand. He feels a little hot while looking at the little bottle.

"You were right! My wings dried very quickly because I kept them open!"

The voice was suddenly there. Yoongi immediately recognized it and startled very hard.

He quickly put the bottle lube in the drawer and closed it. He turns around to see Jimin sitting on his bed. "Jimin, what the f•ck! Don't startle me like that?!" he says, still shocked that the boy is suddenly here in his room with him.

Jimin giggles. "I'm so sorry, Yoongi," he says but he laughs and Yoongi can't help but laugh a little too. "You're even a little red!" Jimin notices and he pokes Yoongi's cheek with his fingers.

Yoongi laughs a little bit uncomfortable. He's just blushing because he had a bottle of lube in his hands only seconds ago. "So what were you doing?" he asks and glances at the drawer. Yoongi quickly shakes his head.

"Nothing really. I wanted to go to bed"

"Oh, should I leave you and come back another time?" he asks innocently and Yoongi smiles. He doesn't want him to leave.

"No! Please stay! I'm happy you came back without me needing to kill myself" he says and Jimin smiles weakly. "I'm sorry hyung, I actually can't be here"

Yoongi takes in his words. He can't be here. Why not? Because he's an angel? Aren't angels allowed to come here? Aren't they allowed to talk to humans?

He actually had a lot of questions in his head but one of them made him very curious. "Hyung? I'm older than you?" he asks and Jimin nods.

"Only a few days. I'm born a few days after you. I'm your guardian angel I'm born because of my task" he explains and Yoongi is interested.

"What task?" he asks which is actually a stupid question but Jimin answers it anyway. "To protect you of course," he says.

He knows that Yoongi has a lot of questions and he knows that he will need to answer them, or at least some of them. He needs to come here because otherwise Yoongi could keep trying to kill himself and he can't let that happen.

"Has everyone in the world one?" Yoongi asks now and Jimin nods again. "Do we become angels too when we die?"

Maybe that's what happens when humans die? Maybe he's the first human to find out what will happen after people die. Yoongi is so curious but he is confused when Jimin shakes his head.

"No, angels are born as angels and humans are born as humans. We don't know what happens after death" he says and looks at Yoongi with an apologizing look. Dying is for him also one big question mark.

Angels are also able to die. It's another world and there is a lot of difference but they can die too. An angel is born a few days after a human is born. Angels are meant to protect the human he is born for.

An angel gets born with a name on their body. The name can literally be everywhere on the body. It's the name of a human. The human that they will have to protect all their life.

They get born together with their human and they also get old with them. They even die together. If their human dies, they die too.

Jimin explains that part to Yoongi which takes a while for Yoongi to understand fully. "So I'm your human?" Yoongi asks to make sure he understands.

Jimin nods with a smile. "And I'm your angel," he says proudly which gives Yoongi a weird feeling in his stomach.