Yoongi walks out of the way too busy pub. He doesn't understand why all the old men go to a pub in the evenings. They get drunk and waste their time there, watching stupid football matches.

They probably have a wife or something at home who is alone because they are wasting their time. Yoongi just doesn't understand. Maybe it's because of he and his mother always alone because of this reason.

Anyway it doesn't matter. "Yoongi I'm sorry about this all" J-hope who walked behind him suddenly starts talking. Yoongi turns around and shakes his head. "No, it doesn't matter. He will never change Hope" he says, walking to his motorcycle.

He looks for his keys. "It was stupid to think otherwise" he continues and J-hope sighs. He doesn't know what to answer on this. He could say that maybe it will be good and he will change but he knows better than that.

Yoongi is right. His dad will never change. "You're right Yoongs. He never will, let's get out of here" he says and Yoongi nods. He finally found his keys and starts his motorcycle.

Namjoon is probably waiting for them.

Like most of the time they would be hanging out together. The three of them are together a lot. Yoongi's dad decided to ask a meet up with his son though. Yoongi didn't want to go but his friends were saying that he should try.

He didn't see his father for years.

He should have kept it that way because he really regrets coming here.

He jumps on his motorcycle and looks sideways at J-hope. He also gets onto the motorcycle, grabbing Yoongi's body.

Yoongi is the only one with a motorcycle. Namjoon has a fancy car and J-hope also just has a car.

Yoongi starts driving. A high speed, air rushing against their skin giving them both goosebumps.

It is night so it is cold outside. Yoongi didn't care about it. J-hope, on the other hand, is freezing and is asking himself why Yoongi wanted this thing instead of a warm car.

It doesn't take long before they reach Namjoon's house. J-hope quickly gets off and walks to the front door. He honestly doesn't like to ride with Yoongi. He prefers a car.

He knocks on the door a few times which causes the door to open up. A handsome looking man is standing there. Yoongi and J-hope where used to it. It happens a lot that f•ckbuddies are still at Namjoon's house.

He gives them a sassy look but Yoongi ignores it and just walks inside. "Hey guys" Namjoon greets them once he sees them.

"It didn't go that well, I see" he continues and Yoongi just nods. Namjoon knows enough with that.

"What do you guys think of that beautiful human being that opened up the door for you?" Namjoon asks and Yoongi looks up.

"He's really cute," he says. "He's a handsome boy but he's not my type," J-hope says.

"But boys are just not your type Hope," Namjoon says and J-hope nods. "You're right. Give me some cute girls and I'm happy" he says and Yoongi takes one of the brown bottles from on the table.

"He's another f•ckbuddy or what?" He asks while sipping from his drink. "That boy is much deeper than just a f•ckbuddy" the younger answers.

"I don't know yet," he says but suddenly the beautiful boy from before walks in. He's wearing one of Namjoon's shirts but nothing else. Maybe a pair of boxers but Yoongi isn't sure of that because he can't see.

The tall boy takes a see-through cup with water in it and holds it above Namjoon's head before turning it around. The transparent liquid spreads over Namjoon's body. He doesn't even flinch though.

"Babe, I'm leaving. I'm not one of your f•ckbuddies believe me. You will come back to me" he says and he kisses Namjoon's wet lips. Just a soft peck. Namjoon doesn't even move his lips.

"And you will remember me for sure" the unknown boy says before walking out of the room. There is a silence and only seconds later they hear the front door. "I think he's a keeper" Yoongi says.

"Hm that's for sure" the younger answers, biting his lip and taking a towel to dry himself.

The three boys keep talking for hours. They see each other every single day but still, they have so much left to talk about. They don't even understand themselves.

They get bored so fast but not when they are together. Is this what they call best friends? Yoongi doesn't know and doesn't care.

His life draws on nothing. If he would die right here, right now, he wouldn't care. He just has no purpose in life at the moment. He is just living his life right now but he has no purpose to look forward to.

You need a purpose in life though, otherwise, your life is useless. Most people from his age, 20, are just thinking about studying, getting a job, a lover, marry and have kids with a house and maybe a dog or a cat. Depends on if you're a dog or a cat person.

Yoongi doesn't even see that. He can't imagine himself with a lover, a job, kids or anything of that. He just hangs out with his friends and goes to college because... well he doesn't know. Just in case he finally finds the purpose of life.

He also feels like he will never find someone who he wants to share his whole life with. He doesn't even believe in love. Are human beings able to love someone for the rest of their lives?

He wants one person to share his life with. He doesn't want to break up when he's like 35 years old. He wants the good one from the beginning. Is this possible?

He also never met someone that he thought was interesting enough. Maybe he wants too much? He doesn't know.

The only thing that he does know, is that his life won't be easy. He'll be searching and trying to get his life how it is supposed to be.

He will wait and he will let it come to him.. let's see what happens.