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"This is what it's about? You are now trying to kill yourself over me?"
Taehyung
𓆩*𓆪
Take me to the sky, let me fly up high, for I shall never fall, or let you die.
Jimins POV
I felt a huge pull on my body as I felt it rise out of the water.
I coughed loads as I spat water out of my mouth.
"Why would you even do that!" I heard Taehyung instantly grumble at me as he grabbed a towel drying my eyes.
"Oh my god, just let me die Taehyung. I don't want to be saved." I said pushing him away from me so that he landed on his butt as I faced away from him.
"Why would you want to die?" Taehyung asked wrapping the towel around my bare shoulders.
"You know if I die it means I could actually be with you?" I asked looking at Taehyung over my shoulder.
"This is what it's about? You are now trying to kill yourself over me?" Taehyung asked with a raised eyebrow.
"Not just because of you." I said looking down at my shivering body.
Taehyung lifted me up onto his lap wrapping his large white wings around me to keep me warm.
"Tell me everything then." Taehyung coed softly.
I leaned my wet hair back against his shoulder bitting my bottom lip.
"Jungkook heard me talking to you in the bathroom somehow and thinks I'm using him for his money or even a great time in bed." I muttered.
"He kicked me out like I was nothing. No explanation wanted. Just insults." I mumbled, tears clouding my eyes.
"And then on the way back I saw Hoseok and Yoongi together. And I guess I just feel jealous that I don't have a friend like that." I mumbled.
"No matter how hard I try with people. Everyone gets mad at me and tries to leave or isn't truly close to me." I whimpered as tears ran down my cheeks.
"I just don't want to be here. You are the only person who makes me feel any portion of love or care." I whined turning around to cry into Taehyungs shoulder.
He wrapped his arms tightly around my cold naked body, my waist tingling from his tight grip.
"Jimin-ah..." Taehyung coed pecking my forehead.
"Look I may not always be on earth but I want you to live your life. Life is so hard, which is why angels come to help you refocus on what's important." Taehyung whispered rubbing his hand up and down my back as I just shivered from the change of temperature.
"You are so young, you are going to work hard for a better future, you can have children, you can have plenty of good sex," Taehyung started chuckling.
"Plus you may think everything is lost but it's not. You go and demand Jungkook to listen to you, you tell him that I exist and the way you feel about him. If he really cares for you, he will listen." Taehyung demanded.
"He did say kind of he was falling for me actually." I said looking up at Taehyung.
"See, you make him go feel that way again. And Hoseok, hes known Yoongi for years. You can be like that with him too yeah? You just need to get to know him better over time." Taehyung explained.
I looked into Taehyungs golden eyes running my hand along his cheek.
"Tae... Are you leaving me?" I whispered lightly gulping.
He nodded tightening his grip.
I let the tears fall down my cheeks as I too held onto him tightly.
"What if I just keep trying to kill myself?" I whispered.
"Don't do that. Waste of your life. Look, Jiminie, I don't know how long I have with you so please just know that I will forever be watching you, and I will forever be in your heart," Taehyung coed tapping my chest as we now looked at each other's faces.
"And I love you more then anything. I don't want you to live for me, but I want you to live for yourself. If you give up, their may be no happy ending because its possible I will get reassigned to someone else from our young age if you died, so you would loose me," Taehyung whispered and I nodded.
"Someday you will be with me when you naturally pass, but don't let it be now. Let it be a situation where I cannot do anything so I can spend the last of your days with you happily rather then focusing on how to save you like a mad man too suicide." Taehyung whispered.
"Plus if you attempt to die to many times I will likely end up not being deployed so please just live your life Jiminie." Taehyung told me running his hand over my cheeks to wipe away the tears.
"Things will get better, you just have to stick it out and fight for what you enjoy in life. If me being here and creating relationships with people is what made you feel better, then don't let them go to waste. Continue without me and improve everything." Taehyung insisted pecking my left cheek.
"I will miss you so much." I whispered holding onto him tightly.
"Promise me to give your life a go?" Taehyung asked and I nodded standing up to pull him up from the floor.
"I promise. I will go demand Jungkook listens to me and continue trying for a better future." I hummed and Taehyung brightly smiled.
"I love you Taehyung." I uttered wrapping my arms around his neck as he hugged me in a tight embrace.
"I love you too Jiminie." Taehyung coed lifting up my face to passionately kiss my lips.
His lips sent pleasurable sparks as I took in his sweet mango fruity scent for the current last time.
Savouring this experience as a memory I would never ever forget.
My guardian angel, you keep on saving me whenever I want to give up. You are my savior, my protector and my lover that I never knew I needed...
Taehyung then let go of me.
I watched him float through the bathroom door.
Quickly I grabbed the towel Taehyung put over my shoulders as it was something he could do to make sure I didn't die from being cold, and I wrapped it around my naked waist before rushing to the front door.
Once I made it outside Taehyung warmly smiled at me.
"I will call and then you can look down on me right?" I asked Taehyung seeing his entire body start to glow a bright white.
"Of course. I will be up there." Taehyung answered me pointing in the direction of the moon.
I smiled as his body turned white before his wings spread.
Then I watched him climb higher and higher up into the sky, my guardian angel, again you have given me purpose. You have saved me...
𓆩*𓆪
(Second to last chapter of Guardian Angel complete... Obviously I wouldn't kill off Jimin, however he doesn't end up with Taehyung? Oop- may also make an epilogue actually at the end of the book so yal can see what it's like when Jimin and Taehyung meet again :)
-- Also the poetic, meaningful parts in italics actually sounds pretty good for once. Pretty happy with it :)
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