"We both know I would rather be with you"

Jimin

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Jimin's POV

The tears finally stopped as I wiped my eyes looking into the bathroom mirror.

I splashed some warm water on my face before drying it on my blouse showing off my abs and tanned skin.

Then I headed out of the bathroom to see Jungkook waiting for me surrounded by a few of his friends.

Though he pulled a face seeing me which already unsettled me.

"Jimin-ssi," Jungkook said looking at me.

"I think you should go home." Jungkook said sternly.

I tilted my head to the side.

"What- Why?" I questioned my voice cracking already from emotional drainage.

"Do I have to give you a reason? I don't want you here anymore, shoo slut." Jungkook demanded while his friends smirked leaving the entrance to go back to join the dance floor.

My eyes widened.

"Slut? What the fuck is wrong with you? You asked me to come with you and I am giving you my time only for you to call me a slut?" I gasped out.

He took a step forward leaning down to me.

He cupped my cheek lifting my face up roughly so I made eye contact with him.

"You know, I actually started to like you, like almost possibly love you," Jungkook hummed staring into my eyes creating butterflies to swirl in my stomach.

"But it is disgusting to know I spent money on you for you to be after my money," Jungkook started my eyes widening as I shook my head.

"Yes, don't fucking lie to me anymore. Plus you fucking played me by having interest in someone else." Jungkook spat.

"I don't know what you are even talking about." I got out feeling tears start to fall down my cheeks.

"This sound familiar, We both know I would rather be with you." Jungkook quoted directly my words to Taehyung.

Maybe he heard what he wanted to hear? Or maybe even his friends did?

"Fucking leave dick sucker or I will make you. I don't ever want to see you again!" Jungkook growled before turning from the entrance to go back in and join the party.

~ Flashback ~

Jungkook's POV

I watched Jimin disappear towards the entrance of the hall however my eyes caught a glimpse of my friends Aili and Woo-seok standing by the entrance in the light talking.

I walked over to them, they both smiled at me.

"Interesting evening isn't it?" Woo-seok stated.

"I suppose so." I replied standing between them.

"I mean we all thought you were gay at least once but we also guessed you weren't. Like hell you kissed girls all the time with us." Woo-seok muttered.

"You even kissed me." Aili exclaimed.

I laughed.

"Yeah well I didn't want to be turned on by you all but I think I shouldn't hide the truth any more. You all deserve to know a more real me whether you accept it or not." I told them and they nodded.

"He looks nice, he's the male in the red suit right?" Aili asked and I nodded.

"Yeah I bought it for him but I hadn't seen it until tonight." I stated smiling as I remembered how stunning Jimin was when he first opened the door this evening, his suit fitting his body perfectly.

"So you got yourself a sugar baby hoe right?" Woo-seok asked.

My eyes widened.

"I'm not a sugar daddy." I exclaimed.

"Psh well that's not how I see it, I mean is he rich too because if so why are you buying him a suit? Plus it was just a guess that you get into his pants a bit too." Woo-seok explained.

My nose scrunched up, Jimin surely wouldn't be like that right?

He wouldn't surely just be after sex and my money?

"He's not rich and maybe... I mean we aren't dating so I suppose he's a bit like that." I stated aloud.

"Sounds not trustworthy to me." Aili mumbled.

My chest started to contract.

No Jimin isn't like that, they are just putting things into my head like the rest of them because they likely don't approve of me being gay.

"Suppose I better check on him anyways as he is still my date here." I muttered sighing as I headed to the bathroom door across from where my friends stood.

I opened it quietly walking inside a few steps but I was surprised to hear Jimin's voice.

I walked further down the cubicles until I could make out what words he was saying.

Why would he be talking to anyone else though? Does he know someone else here? Is he on a call?

"We both know I would rather be with you-"

My eyes widened as I stumbled back my heart clenching.

No, not Jimin... I thought he was different for once.

I thought maybe he liked me in return?

It's stupid that I haven't even told Jimin that I like him.

I don't even know why but ever since I fell on top of him at my friends party years back when he still attended university I was instantly attracted to him.

And since then my crush has just grown massively for him but because he would want to publicly date I always hid because I wasn't ready.

However now I was, I wanted to tell him the way I actually felt tonight.

Tonight I was hoping he would reciprocate.

Tonight I hoped to make him mine.

I walked back out of the bathroom hyper ventilating.

Woo-seok however saw me walk out and quickly approached me as I popped my inhaler into my mouth to calm down my breathing.

"You alright bud?" Woo-seok asked straightening out my back that hunched over in panic.

Aili approached the two of us after as I nodded.

"Yeah just found out he is a sugar baby hoe." I muttered as we walked back over to where we stood before.

My eyebrows stayed furrowed as anger embraced me while Woo-seok and Aili continued to talk.

My heart smashed into pieces as I watched a handsome male with a tight fitted red suit walk out of the bathroom.

~End of flashback~

Jimin's POV

Tears cascaded down my cheeks as I watched Jungkook's back head into the party.

My heart ached as it contracted from pain.

Two people don't want me now. 

And I don't even fully understand why Jungkook doesn't.

Who could just randomly accuse me of wanting his money because I don't, I already have a stable enough job so I don't care about his damn money.

But he definitely has selective hearing or something.

I rushed down the steps of the hall and ran past Jungkook's car parked up by the school while more salty tears escaped my deep brown eyes.

As I ran my eyes wandered across the road to loud music playing but a huge pout formed on my lips to see Yoongi and Hoseok taking photographs together.

To my knowledge Hoseok was more on my side about things (ie. against Yoongi telling people I was going to the prom with Jungkook) then Yoongis side, but yet they were hugging like best friends side by side.

Is everyone's feelings towards me fake?

I thought Hoseok was now my best friend? However I surely am wrong.

Turning my head away, I rushed down my street and up the stairs of my apartment.

Love doesn't last forever, friendship doesn't last forever, in the end, what's left is memories, but more memories could have been made from silly endings...

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