"Without support from someone you feel like you are drowning inside your own body without a single person to care."

Jimin

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Jimins POV

I arrived home after waving goodbye to Jungkook.

I unlocked the door and Taehyung pulled me inside instantly.

"You need to clean up the glass you left yesterday night." Taehyung muttered pulling me to the living room.

I sighed as he pulled me over to it.

"Alright. Let me get a bag to put it into." I stated walking towards the kitchen.

Taehyung sat down on the leather couch as I grabbed a bag to put glass into.

I sat down in front of the glass that lay on the floor as Taehyung closely watched.

"I'm not going to do something stupid with the glass, you can stop staring at me." I said looking up to make eye contact with him.

He raised his eyebrow.

"Can't you let me worry without questions?" Taehyung muttered.

I rolled my eyes as I continued to pick up the pieces.

"Ou." I hissed.

Taehyung instantly got up walking over to me.

"Are you okay?" He asked kneeling beside me.

I turned to him smiling.

"Yeah just wanted to see you care because it's cute." I happily hummed creating his mouth to fall open.

He huffed sitting down on his bum on the floor beside me.

"You are so stressful." Taehyung whined covering his face with his hands.

"Tae-tae, seriously relax. I am fine. Just because I mentioned I was suicidal doesn't mean I would actually ever do it." I said placing my head on his shoulder.

Taehyung didn't move.

I sighed as I quickly gather the pieces of glass before standing up to go put the shards of glass into the bin.

Then I quickly ran back over to Taehyung.

I sat down in his lap and before he could shove me off I wrapped my arms tightly around his back hiding my face against my chest.

"Jimin-ssi, off." Taehyung grumbled pushing my shoulders roughly.

"No." I whispered.

"Why no?" Taehyung asked, his voice seemed riddled with anger.

"Because you don't seem happy. I think anything to do with a way of dying is seriously playing on your mind. Especially in context with your own family." I answered.

Taehyung slowed his hands from shoving at my shoulders.

Butterflies erupted inside of me from feeling him wrap his arms tightly around my waist.

He hid his head against my shoulder as he let himself just cry between my arms.

My heart started to ache as his wails got louder.

I ran my hand up and down his back soothingly.

"It's okay, let it out." I whispered as he sniffled into my shoulder.

His tears felt hot and tingly as they landed on my shoulder.

I was surprised I could feel them however it was apart of him and makes him seem more real humans.

My arms shivered feeling up and down Taehyung's back as I took in Taehyung's sweet strawberry scent.

After about 10 minutes Taehyung's tears almost completely stopped as he continued to hide his face down against my shoulder.

"Are all humans like this?" Taehyung questioned me softly.

"Like what?" I softly asked back.

"Considerate enough to comfort someone when they are suffering?" Taehyung said lowly in my ear.

"Hmmm some people don't have a heart, however the ones that have a heart maybe. Depends if you can tell someone is suffering but support is needed for people here on earth," I started.

"Without support from someone you feel like you are drowning inside your own body without a single person to care." I hummed.

"That's how I feel right now." Taehyung whispered, more tears threatening to fall from his white eyes as I pulled back from the hug slightly to look at him.

I softly smiled wiping the water streaks on his cheeks.

"That's how I felt before I met you. But things change, things get better so long as you push through. Their is always going to be someone their who cares for you, even if you are blinded by the way you feel to realize that someone is their for you." I said running one of my hands through Taehyung's light dusty brown hair.

I don't care if Taehyung was the one who taught me this, I want to remind him that he has me.

"How do you seem so understanding about your family situation though? I mean you may not tell a lot of people but you seem to have accepted it. I feel like I can't accept the way my mother left me." Taehyung muttered.

"My dad may have left but he was basically never in my life so I didn't hold feelings for him," I started to explain.

"And my eomma did the best she could, battling being a single mother and her addictions. I appreciate that she suffered some parts of her life just trying to work so she could at least feed me. I hold peace knowing she's in a better place now." I responded.

Taehyung slightly nodded as his eyes changed back to the golden brown I love.

"Plus you need to remember that even your life as a guardian angel isn't easy, you may be feeling things from your mothers death but theirs so much pressure on you to save someone else too that it already makes a guardian angel mentally unstable from the beginning," I told Taehyung.

"You need to remember that their is reasons behind what your eomma did and that she will be in a better place for her now. You also need to stop getting caught up in the means of death for bad reasons. Sometimes death can be a peaceful journey which eases suffering like my eommas sickness." I mentioned.

"Sometimes you just need a way out and to be happier it has to be done. But you need to be less caught up on it and focus on the good sides of things/ what you are grateful for." I stated.

Taehyung frowned nodding.

"Yeah, you're right." He hummed.

"Now cheer up okay." I said pushing Taehyung's lips up into a smile.

He slapped my hands away poking his tongue out at me.

"Two can play at that game." I said giggling as I poked my tongue back out at him.

"Hmmm aren't you naughty." Taehyung coed.

I smirked.

"Hmmm you deserve a punishment." Taehyung said tightening his hold around my waist.

"What kind of punishment?" I questioned, my eyes opening wider.

"This." Taehyung said with a smirk as he pushed me off him sideways.

However I squealed as Taehyung lifted my hips over his lap.

"No no don't." I whined leaning on one of my elbows as I placed my hand on my bum.

"Move your hand or I will spank you more times." Taehyung growled.

I quickly moved my hand.

"Count to 5 for me." Taehyung said rubbing his left hand over my ass, the pleasurable sensation of tingles calming me.

I squealed feeling the pain across my ass.

"Taeeee." I whined.

"I said count." Taehyung complained before slapping my ass again.

The sound echoed around the room.

"Augh one." I yelped.

He slapped me again, tears piercing my eyes, "Aaaah two."

I licked my lips enjoying the feeling of his larger hand places on my ass, along side the light rubs and tingles his hand gave my ass.

"Fuck why am I enjoying this?" I wondered aloud.

"You are?" Taehyung gasped.

"Yeah." I said giggling.

"It may hurt but I kind of enjoy being manhandled." I said giggling.

Taehyung laughed running his hands over my ass again, the tingling sparking feeling creating me to drool.

"I shall stop then, I'm not going to give you a punishment you enjoy." Taehyung hummed.

I giggled crawling back over Taehyung so that I knelt on my knees.

Taehyung laughed again caressing my tinting cheeks.

"I don't know why I like you so much you cute little weirdo."

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