"I will kiss everywhere that hurts better after."

Taehyung

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Jimin's POV

Mature audiences - Isn't sexual, just thoughts of death, giving up etc.

I wandered inside my apartment and looked around.

"TAEHYUNG?" I called aloud searching through my entire apartment, only to find out I am completely alone.

I pouted.

"Could it be possible I imagined I saw him today at the cafe?" I whispered to myself walking into the lounge.

Tears pierced my eyes seeing the blue aqua blanket still on the carpet where Taehyung and I lay and made love to each other yesterday.

I sat down at the couch, my hand clutching my heart as I stared at the blanket.

"Why would you not think that I wanted to send Jungkook home only it was too late at night when he arrived and it was dangerous." I lightly whimpered as tears fell softly down my puffy cheeks.

My hand shakily reached out for the blanket.

Once it was in my grasp, tears streamed down my face like waterfalls.

I held the blanket closely too my chest gently shivering as I cried.

I didn't even want to catch feelings for Taehyung but I let myself because for once I felt complete.

I held my breath to control my tears as I already felt my head starting to ache from crying.

I quickly got up, blinded by tears and strolled towards the kitchen.

I was quick to grab an entire bottle of vodka before walking back to the couch and chugging half of it down.

I didn't even stop when I felt the burning hot sensation of the liquid in my throat.

I burped putting down the bottle as I laid down staring at the ceiling.

"What a stupid bitch gaining feelings for someone." I slurred covering my face with a pillow.

"Can't the world just go away? I mean even if I end up with Jungkook, I'm in love with Taehyung." I huffed under my breath while throwing the pillow in the opposite direction of the room.

I hissed to the sound of a vase breaking as it smashed upon the hard grounds impact.

"Damn it." I mumbled getting up slowly.

My eyes widened to see the room float around like a boat.

My steps swayed side to side as I tumbled my way over too the vase.

I fell down on my knees in front of the cracked pottery, my eyes adjusting slowly to what was now in front of me.

My hand was shaking as I focused hard to pick up a shard of green vase.

I lifted it just bellow my big brown doe eyes.

They slowly went cross eyed looking at the glass in front of my pink nose.

I licked my quenched lips wanting another drink of vodka as I ran my finger along the shard of glass.

Biting my lip, I winced as it cut into my finger, red blood appearing on my index finger.

I stuck my finger into my mouth sucking on the aching cut.

"Ouie." I whined with my small finger in my mouth.

But I took it out as it just continued to bleed.

I picked back up the shard of glass looking at my blood slowly dripping down it.

I bit my lip holding out my left wrist. 

I think I could actually do it- Take the world away from me. Take everything away from me.

"Ah! Don't even think about it!" I looked up, my eye sight blurred as white colours appeared in front of me as I tried to focus on the person.

Wait I know that deep voice... "Ta-Taehyung?" I asked looking up at the persons face.

All I could make out was white shiny eyes and a stern face.

"God you've had way too much to drink." Taehyung said holding his nose between right two fingers while using his left to move my lip up so he couldn't smell the alcohol on my breath.

Tears ran down my cheeks as I quickly dropped the piece of glass not caring that it scratched my wrist slightly as I shuffled against Taehyungs body.

I cut my knees on the vase glass that lay underneath me as I wrapped my arms tightly around Taehyung.

I cried hiccuping while hiding my face into his chest.

He wrapped his arms tightly around my back as well as I felt softly a pair of large white tingly wings tightly scoop around me providing me warmth.

"Seem's I can never leave you right now." Taehyung whispered rubbing his hands up and down my back.

"Come on, let's get you cleaned up, you can get rid of the vase glass tomorrow." Taehyung whispered pulling me up from my knees to lift me onto the couch.

I pouted as he sat down next to me.

"Mind if I take off your jeans?" Taehyung asked reaching for my belt.

"Yah why?" I asked with wide eyes seeing his deep dreamy brown eyes had returned and that his wings had collapsed hidden away again.

"Because you possibly have bits of glass stuck in your knees. I can pull the glass out seen as you are hurt." Taehyung coed softly with his hands on the top of my jeans.

I pouted.

"I will kiss everywhere that hurts better after." Taehyung insisted making me grin and nod.

He pulled down my jeans completely sighing to the sight of my knees covered in blood.

"Is it bad?" I questioned quietly my voice breaking.

"Ah no, just hold my hand because this may hurt." Taehyung said placing his hand in mine.

My heart raced feeling his hand warm and sparking in my own.

"Ou!" I yelped squeezing Taehyungs hand tightly as he pulled out a small bit of glass.

"All done." He announced as the shard of glass dissolved into thin air. 

"No crying now." Taehyung coed wiping away my tears.

"You- You said you would kis-" "Hush I know, I keep my word." He said placing a finger to my plump pink lips before using his other hand to lift up my wrist.

My heart skipped a beat as he softly kissed the tip of my finger before lifting my other arm up to kiss the scratch on my wrist.

Then he got on his hands and knees over top of my knees leaning down to kiss them.

I smiled feeling satisfied.

"Anywhere else hurt?" Taehyung whispered.

I nodded sitting up on my elbows before pointing to my lips.

He raised an eyebrow.

"Your lips hurt hmm?" Taehyung questioned crawling over to bring himself closer to my face while sitting down gently on my lap.

"Yes." I insisted.

"You cut your lips?" Taehyung asked.

I pouted shaking my head.

"I can go cut them to get a kiss though." I hummed shifting from under Taehyung.

"Yah no!" Taehyung exclaimed while slamming my shoulders down onto the couch as I lied under him.

"But I want to kiss you agai-" I started to whine however I was cut off as Taehyung's lips pressed straight up against mine.

I felt my chest rise up and down enjoying the sweet soft sensation as my eyelids fluttered closed.

His serenity put my mind at ease as I slowly drifted to sleep from his kisses.

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(Sorry for such a late update, I spent a lot of my day writing my health scholarship which I don't think I will even hand in because it's a report and I'm much better at writing essays and also I have written 10 out of 26 pages so I'm a bit fucked when I need to show my teacher in like a days time.

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