(y/n) - your name

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"Of course, you have the time machine. This is a big no no under TVA huh." I mumble out, seeing the machine that Tony made in infinity war that the TVA had now confiscated. Mobius nods as he stood next to me, his hands in his pocket. Loki and Sylvie were with me as well, all three of us wondering why Mobius called us here.

"Will you explain your great plan now?" Loki asks, raising his brows at Mobius as he takes out a tablet and I look at it in shock.

"You have the spare Pym particle tablet?"

"The one you saved, yeah I did. It was on you when we took you." Mobius passes the tablet to me, the glowing red pill in my hand.

"But why..." Mobius just pats my head as I looked at him in confusion.

"I'm sure you remember what Scott Lang explained to you. You have this single tablet for only 1 to-and-back trip for whatever timeline you want to go to." My eyes widen when I realise what he meant.

"I can go to the future..."

"You can see your child." Mobius says and I look up at him, tears brimming in my eyes.

"And why can't we use the Tempads?" Sylvie asks.

"We can't alert the others. We're not exactly allowed in here." I look at Loki, his lips pursed as he frowns at the time machine. Mobius and Sylvie walk off to be the lookout, leaving me and Loki alone.

"Loki..." I knew he didn't like the idea of me going to the future, I knew he was scared I wouldn't come back. "Loki." I whisper, turning his head so he was looking at me.

"Don't go..." I could see his fear and I brush my fingers against his cheeks. "Don't leave me..."

"I won't leave you. You know I won't leave you." Loki sighs out and leans his forehead on mine, pulling me close and hugging me. "You know I love you." he chuckles softly, nodding.

"I know..." He buries his head in my neck. "I love you too. Please come back."

"I will." Loki lets me go reluctantly and I get on the machine, placing my hand on a sensor and a suit envelops me. I get hit with a sense of deja vu, locking in the Pym particle tablet. I take in a deep breath, waving at Loki as I try to calm my racing heart. "I'll see you later Loki." I whisper, closing my eyes as I turn the machine on.

I gag as I lean against a wall, my body buzzing from travelling through time while my stomach flipped making me feel sick. "Oh, I am not looking forward to doing that. It's the Bifrost all over again." I groan, standing up once I was feeling ok and my suit disappears. I look around, instantly recognizing the hallway I was in. I was standing next to the door of my bedroom in the Avengers Tower.

I crept down the hallway, making sure no one catches me since I'm supposed to be dead. I could hear someone talking and I walk closer to the end of the hallway to see Loki sitting on a couch with his back to me. I couldn't see what he was doing so I flew up to the ceiling. I hold in my gasp, seeing Loki sewing a dress for our daughter as she played with some of her toys on the flooring in front of him.

My heart soared seeing how beautiful and how happy she was. "My baby girl..." I mumble behind my hands, in awe of her long hair that resembled my own and her bright green eyes that resembled Loki's.

"What do you think princess?" Loki coos, holding up a green dress as he smiles sadly. "Perfect for my little girl." I silently cried as our baby girl claps her hand and squeals. Loki sets the dress down and picks her up in his arms as he sat on the couch, nuzzling his nose with hers. My heart hurt to see Loki try to hold back his tears as he kisses our girls forehead.

"You look like your mother every single day... I miss her..." My heart was hurting, it was hurting so much that Loki was still mourning over me despite it being years. "I miss hearing her voice, I miss hearing her laughter... I miss her and the Spiderling pulling pranks on everyone. I wish she was here to watch you grow up..." Loki sighs before setting down our child on the floor so she could keep playing with her toys.

I knew I shouldn't but I wanted to talk to my baby, talk to Loki and tell him how sorry I was for leaving him. "Loki..." I whisper as I walked towards him. He freezes immediately in his seat, trembling on the couch before turning around.

"(y/n)... no it can't be-you died! You died in my arms! You're an illusion! A sick trick to make me feel pain all over again-" I quickly walk towards Loki and pull him into my arms to hug him. Loki breaks down when he realised I wasn't an illusion, holding him tight as he hugged me back and cried into my shoulder.

"Mama?" Loki gasps and looks down at our girl as she looked up at me, just blinking at me.

Loki cries in happiness before picking her up. "Yes, princess! It's your mother!" my baby whines and makes grabby hands for me and I burst into tears as Loki passes her into my arms.

"Oh, my sweet baby girl." I hug her tight as she nuzzled into my chest, falling back on the couch as I cried. "I'm so sorry for leaving you." I kissed her head as she lays her tiny head on my shoulder.

"How... how are you here (y/n)?" Loki asks as he sits down next to me and I smile at him sadly.

"It's a long story."

"Well, we have all the time in the world now." I shake my head and Loki frowns, my heart breaking all over again to see how hurt he was.

"I can't stay-"

"-why!? Why can't you stay!? Please don't go again-"

"-Loki, I promised someone I would come back to them." he freezes, nodding in understanding. "I came back to see you one last time and to make sure I don't break my promise to you." Loki leans his forehead on mine, trying to hold back his tears as he pulled me to his chest to hug me. "I love you Loki. And I love you too buba-"

"-Frigga... I-I named her Frigga... If that's alright..." I tear up again as I looked down at my daughter as she smiled at me.

"It's perfect Loki, she's perfect." He pulls me into his lap as I held Frigga, Loki circling his around both of us. He held my hand, his thumb rubbing over the ring I kept.

"You still have it..." I look up at him as he smiled softly at me. I lean my forehead on his, holding his cheek and Loki closes his eyes while leaning into my touch. My heart sinks when I hear the sudden beeping and I knew Loki knew it was time for me to go back. "Please (y/n)..." I reluctantly give Frigga back to Loki, kissing both of their foreheads.

"I love you Loki, forever. And I love you too Frigga, always." The beeping becomes incessant and both of us stand up. I feel something poking my side and I reach into my pocket to see a TVA device.

Did Mobius slip this in?

I hand Loki the device, knowing exactly what it was. "It's a mini projector from where I'm from. It shows my whole life story, past present and future. It's never-ending so I hope, in a way, I'm still connected to you." I curl Loki's fingers around it as I look up at him. "You don't have to watch it but I guess I wanted to leave some proof of being alive here." I smile sadly and Loki pulls me into a hug as we both hugged our baby girl like the family we dreamed of being.

I feel the suit envelop me as the timer runs down and I cry softly. "I love you (y/n), I always will." Loki's voice slowly fades away as I close my eyes, feeling my hold of him and Frigga disappear as I get transported.

I stumble to the floor as I cried out loudly when I got transported back, bawling as my heart pained in my chest. I grip my shirt, wailing as I feel Loki pull me into his arms.

"I left them again Loki! I left her! She won't even remember me!" Loki held me tightly, trying to calm me down but everything just hurt.

"I'm sorry (y/n). It kills me that I can't stop the pain." Loki whispers against my head as I held his shirt. "But if I know your daughter's father, and I do," I snort lightly at the joke as my crying calms down. "I know he will tell her all the stories of how wonderful her mother is. Your daughter will remember you, she has a huge family to prove that." Loki pulls back, smiling down at me as he wipes my tears away. 

"Her name is Frigga." Loki's eyes tear up at the name, a glowing smile on his face.

"Well isn't the father a genius." I hear Mobius and Sylvie chuckle. "Is it selfish of me to say that I'm glad you came back?" I shake my head.

"No because I do love you Loki and I would come back to as I promised." He sighs happily before leaning down to kiss me softly and I kiss him back as I thread my fingers through his hair.

"I love you so much (y/n)." Loki smiles against my lips before helping me back on my feet.

"So now what?" Mobius asks and we four look at each other.

"Why don't we go to the beach?" Sylvie shrugs and I cheer at the idea. The boys both nod, all four of us ready to leave behind the TVA and start our own new life. Mobius opens up a gateway and him, Loki and Sylvie walk through.

I was about to walk through the gateway but I pause and look behind me, giving a warm smile. "This alternate timeline may have come to a happy ending but that doesn't mean it's over." I take a step forward into the gateway. "Why don't you continue reading the real timeline, it hasn't ended just yet." Loki pops his head through the gateway.

"What's taking you so long?"

"I'm coming, I'm coming!" He grins at me as he takes hold of my hand, pulling me in. "The story will continue again for season 2 of Loki." I wave goodbye and giggle when Loki pulls me through the gateway, it closing behind me as I start my new life with my new family.