(y/n) - your name

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"We just crossed... the threshold..." the man says in shock and I knew he was talking about Dr. Strange's spell going haywire since Peter couldn't shut up, the multiverse breaking.

"The timeline is branching..." I sigh out, watching as wisps of the timeline free themselves from the ring, spreading further apart.

"So, I fibbed. I fibbed earlier when I said I know how everything's going to go. I... I know... I knew... everything up to a certain point, and that point was about... seven, eight, nine, ten seconds ago. " The man chuckles and I turn back to him.

"Now you have no idea what's going on. So that whole speech was for nothing." I growl out and this dude had the audacity to shrug. "Your supposed work of killing innocent timelines, just shot up into smoke from one single little boy not being able to keep his mouth shut and you throw in the towel!?"

"And now you're just gonna sit there with all that freedom and... let us decide your fate?" Loki says as Sylvie holds me back from jumping this dude.

There was a brief moment of silence before I exploded. "I'M GOING TO KILL YOU!" I scream out, ripping free from Sylvie's grasp as I lunged onto the man. Before I could rip his throat out, Loki pulls me back and I yell at him to let me go. "LOKI-"

"-just think about this for a second-"

"-what is there to think about!? I'm going to murder this fucker for ruining my life!" I scream out, breaking free and launching forward but I suddenly get pulled back into Loki's arms again.

"I know he hurt you (y/n), I know he took you away from your world but please let's just talk about this."

"What could you possibly want to talk about with him!?"

"If we kill him, what's going to fill the void-"

"-I DON'T CARE! ALL MY LIFE I HAVE BEEN PUTTING PEOPLE FIRST BEFORE ME EVEN IF I GET HURT!" I cry out, struggling against Loki as I hear the angry whispers in my head again. They urge me to let go, seething as I let them take over me. I was so angry, so hurt that this bastard took everything away from me! "Let me go Loki. I don't want to hurt you." I hiss, ripping his arms off me as I turn around to face him.

He looks at me with wide eyes, sadness on his face as I lost control. "(y/n), please don't do this."

"He deserves to die." My voice distorts as the darkness crawled up my body, my claws slowly piercing through Loki's hands. He winces but he doesn't let go of me.

"I love you (y/n)." I freeze up, frowning as Loki tried to get through to me.

"I'm sorry Loki..." I let his arms go and I turn around to attack the man.

"(y/n) don't!" Loki blocks my attack with his sword, my claws scratching against the surface and I dodge his swings that make me tumble back. I siphon my own sword, swinging at Loki to stop him but I was hesitant. I didn't want to hurt him.

I quickly pick him up and throw him against the wall, crumbling to the floor along with the wall. I send a blast to the man but it collides against a chair that crashes into me. I seethe and rush forward, a dagger in my hand as I raised it up. My attack was blocked again as Loki stood in front of me, his sword pushing back my own.

I move against him but he manages to push me back as he held my arm. "(y/n). (y/n). Please-"

"-just let me through!" I grunt out, Loki grabbing both my wrists in one hand while the other held my shoulder and his sword that angled against my throat.

"You can't do this-"

"-then kill me! Do it!" I screech out and Loki falters, pain in his eyes at that sentence. "Finish me off since I was supposed to be dead anyway! Tumour or not!"

"No..." Loki whimpers and I falter at how hurt he was when I said that. "No..." I shake my head, kicking him back and sending a blast against his chest.

"Now you..." I seethe, dark vines rising behind me as I walked towards the man. "Die." I send them forward to shred the man apart but they quickly stop like second nature when Loki appears in front of me, holding my arms.

"(y/n). Stop. Stop!" I pant out, my hands shaking as Loki moved his hands to hold my face. "Stop... please..." I look up at him. "Just stop..." He moves forward against the vines to step closer to me and they drift away to not hurt him.

"Loki please..."

"I know (y/n), I understand the burning urge to take revenge on someone for ruining your life and I know that he definitely deserves it."

"For once, I just... I just want to hurt someone for hurting me back..." I tremble as I leaned into Loki's hands as he wiped my tears away

"I know but believe me when I tell you it doesn't help. It eats away at you when you realise that hurting someone doesn't stop the pain you feel. It poisons you when you realise you become the person you kill, becoming that same killer."

"He took so much from me..."

"I love you (y/n), I will always love you..." I break down crying as Loki held me and loved me even after everything I've done. "I don't wanna hurt you."

"I don't want to hurt you either..." I hug Loki and he hugs me tight, soothing my hair back. I could feel the darkness fade away, the voices silencing as Loki clung to me. He chased away my anger, kissing the top of my head and whispering that I will be ok.

"That was really touching but what's your choice-"

"-oh shut up you son of a bitch." Sylvie hisses at the man, patting my shoulder. "Should we get going?" She picks up the Tempad and I look at her in surprise.

"You're not going to kill him yourself? He hurt you too." She shakes her head, looking at the man.

"I think leaving him to continue working this horrible job for infinity is torture enough." She smirks, opening up a gateway. 

"Let's go home." I breathe out, happy to just go see Mobius again. Before we all could step through, the man behind us laughs.

"I knew you weren't going to kill me (y/n), you just can't!" I glare at the man as he smacks the table like it was the funniest joke he's ever heard. "You're too kind-"

"-you shut your mouth before I make you." Loki seethes furiously, eyes glowing as he pointed a sword at the man.

"Loki," I hold his arm, urging him to lower his sword. "Don't-" I gasp when I suddenly feel burning pain shock through me, stumbling back as it felt like I was being ripped apart.

"(y/n)!" I let out a shrill scream in pain as I held my body, crying out as my powers scorched through me and glowed brightly like someone was controlling me. "What are you doing to her!?" Loki yells at the man as I scream, my body splitting and pulled in every direction.

"It's not me!" I could barely hear anyone, multiple voices screaming bouncing off in my own head as I gripped it. My body rapidly morphed into different versions of myself, merging and splitting as multiple screams rang out in the air. 

"What's happening to her!? Make it stop!"

"I can't believe I'm a variant... This whole time, I thought..."

"What are you saying!? Explain!"

"This is just another universe... The one true version of (y/n) just killed me and now different versions of her are being released." I fall to my knees as I cried in agony, just screaming over and over.

"How do we stop it!?"

"You can't. She just released infinite versions of me and of herself, released multiple timelines where she now exists in all of them."

"(y/n)!" Loki kneeled down in front of me and I look up, seeing multiple versions of him doing the same for my variants all across the office. "You're going to be ok." There was a deafening noise of multiple voices saying the same thing.

"Don't say anything else, it will break her!" Sylvie yells out and I scream as the continuity continues breaking as different versions of her also say the same thing.

I love you (y/n), I'm not going anywhere.

I sigh in relief as a single sentence murmured through all of my minds, Loki leaning his forehead on mine as his variants did the same. "Loki..." my voice echoed as I glowed brighter, my senses burning and frying as I smile at him. "I love you..." all my variants whisper together before we all merge and an explosion rings out across space and the timeline, blasting everyone against the mansion walls.

I heave out as I lay on the floor, whimpering from the burning pain in my head. "(y/n)!" Loki runs up to me, picking me up on his lap. "You're ok, you're ok." He croaks, holding me tightly before standing up. "Sylvie, we're leaving." I kept my eyes closed, trying to ease the headache. 

"(y/n)... guys...?" I open my eyes to see Mobius and I tear up, feeling emotional and exhausted. "I'm glad you're all ok."

"It's all over now." I smile out, feeling relieved. "It's finally over..."