(y/n) - your name

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I groan as I feel the bed shift behind me, shivering from the sudden cold draft. I peek my head from beneath the blanket and open my eyes just barely to see Loki awake and getting dressed in his usual green and black Asgardian leather combat suit.

"Loki?" I croak out softly and he quickly turns around to shush me back to sleep.

"Go back to sleep darling."

"What are you doing? Why are you dressed?" Loki breathes out a sigh, sitting down next to my feet on the bed as he pulls the blanket up higher to keep me warm.

"Thor has asked me to accompany him on a mission."

"When will you be back? What's the mission? Is it dangerous?" I slowly sit up, getting anxious and Loki quickly lays me back down on the bed.

"It's nothing too big. You do not need to worry over me." I frown at him.

"You know I always worry about you." I huff out and Loki chuckles softly.

"I know dear but I will be back as soon as I can. Ok?" I nod, begrudgingly letting Loki tuck me back into bed.

"I'll see you later love." I whisper our unspoken promise and Loki smiles at me.

"I'll see you later." He kisses the top of my head and I feel sleep clawing at me once more. I watch Loki leave the bedroom before I fall asleep again.

When I wake up again, I was left alone in Loki's bedroom with his spot next to me ice cold.

Throughout the next couple of days, I tried to keep my mind off Loki and tried to keep my worry at bay. I didn't want the Asgardian brothers to screw up their mission because of me. I didn't want to take my harness off in case Loki might need me but it was getting harder to not let him feel my worry.

The avengers helped keep me occupied for a few days; Steve brewing my favourite tea and watching movies together, Natasha being my one-stop-shop for venting, Sam blasting his songs while he took me onto long car drives, Pietro hugging me like he wanted to squeeze the life out of me while Wanda fed me cut up fruit, Peter mucking around and doing stupid spiderman shit to try and make me laugh and Tony trying to get me drunk with him.

I sigh out as I reach the living room, plopping myself on the couch and opening up my laptop. Honestly, at this point, I could literally just live on the couch since I don't move anywhere else. Since there was nothing I really wanted to watch, I figured I would work on my movie. I throw up a large holographic screen that floats in the air in front of me, going through some of the clips I took recently while staying with Peter and Asgard after that plus some videos of the avengers in the compound.

"Hit it!"

I chuckle as I watch one video where I set up the karaoke machine for the night, Peter and I blasting music through the compound as we sang our lungs out. We both were dancing and acting crazy until the rest of the avengers soon joined us for their own karaoke sessions. I watch as I tried to coax Loki to sing but he was adamant about not singing in front of the avengers.

I remember that night when after the karaoke session had ended, Loki had sung me to sleep with an Asgardian song. I remember him saying that he was embarrassed since Frigga had taught him to sing Asgardian songs but I reassured him that the songs were lovely to hear and that he had a wonderful voice.

The clip ends and another shows up where I was temporarily helping Pepper with some paperwork for the company. I was swamped with the amount of papers that needed to be sorted and read through, causing Loki to be bored since I wasn't giving him attention. But that didn't stop him from keeping me company and watching me work.

FRIDAY took the clip of where Loki had made me dinner one night since I hadn't eaten, forcing me to stop working and have dinner with him. It was a cute moment that I was glad she taped.

The clip ends and another that FRIDAY had taped was when Loki found out what Valentine's day was from Tony. Tony had tricked the poor guy into thinking that Valentine was a serious holiday for couples as a test of their love for each other. Tony scared Loki that I might leave him if he didn't get me something for Valentine which caused him to buy a whole floor's worth of balloons, chocolates and giant teddies just for me. I was beyond surprised when Loki showed me what he did for me for Valentines, not questioning the annoyed look on Tony's face since his credit card was used.

I smile at the memory and continue watching more of the clips of the other avengers I hung out with, adding music and effects. I felt a sudden sense of melancholy and sad nostalgia, tears pricking my eyes as I watched the many clips. I sigh, knowing that when it comes to the end, this would be my big goodbye to everyone.

I worked through the feelings, pushing them down. I stayed up long through the night, slightly dozing off on the couch as my head bows back until I finally fall asleep.

"(y/n)?" I grumble as someone shakes my shoulder, opening my eyes to see Natasha trying to wake me up.

"You fell asleep on the couch." Wanda says and I rub my eyes.

"Were you crying solnyshko?" I look over and I notice the rest of the Avengers were in the living room.

"Nah." I shrug Natashas hand off despite the frown on her face.

"What is this?" Sam and Steve ask as the former looked at my laptop and the latter looked at the holographic video that was playing of the time when I was introducing everyone on film. Steve was looking confused when I filmed him, introducing himself in the gym as he wrapped his hands up with boxing gauze.

"Just videos I took while I was here." Everyone suddenly bursts out laughing when Natasha easily beats Sams ass in hand to hand combat as she flips him over her shoulder and onto the floor.

"That looked like it hurt bird brain!" Tony bursts out laughing as Sam groaned in pain in the video.

"Do you have any more?" Peter giggles as he asks me and I nod, giving him my laptop and I show him the folder full of videos.

I let the avengers go through the videos as I got up to head to the kitchen when the elevator suddenly opens. "The God of Thunder is back!" I gasp and lean back to see Thor walk out and I run towards him. "Lady (y/n)!" Thor yells out as he picks me up and spins me around before hugging me.

"You're back!" He chuckles heartily as he sets me back down on the floor.

"It seems like my girlfriend cares more about my brother than her own boyfriend." I peer over Thor's shoulder to see Loki with his brow raised and I squeal before I bolt for him.

"LOKI!" I jump into his arms, us tumbling over to the floor as Loki chuckles lightly. He hugs me and I squeeze him tightly, having missed him a lot. "I'm so glad you're back, I missed you!"

"I missed you too darling."

"What did I tell you, brother, she would miss you more." Thor laughs before walking off to the avengers. I grin as I lean back, a big smile on my face and I feel a flush of happiness swarm around me. Loki winces as he sits up and I finally notice the multiple bruises and wounds on his body along with his suit cut up and torn in pieces.

"What happened!?" I get off Loki and kneel in front of him, inspecting his wounds but he waves me off.

"The big oaf barged right into battle with no plan in mind." Loki rolls his eyes and I narrow mine at him. "I'm alright (y/n), really." Loki stands up and picks me up easily before heading to his bedroom.

He sets me down on the bed but I stand up. "Take it off." Loki looks at me in surprise, a glint in his eyes but I sigh out. "Not like that idiot. Take off your shirt." Loki does just that, trying to hide his winces of pain as the leather suit comes off leaving him in his pants. I frown at the multiple bleeding cuts and wounds and I sigh in frustration. "Come here." Loki walks over and stands before me, his body looming over mine easily as I rest my hands on his chest.

He shudders lightly from my touch, my arms glowing softly as I let my powers trickle over his wounds. Loki watches in surprise as I heal his wounds, cuts sealing over easily. I run my fingers over Loki's skin and he pulls me close to hug me. I sigh against his chest as I wrap my arms around him, Loki running his fingers through my hair in a soothing manner.

"I'm fine now (y/n). Please do not worry."