(y/n) - your name

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I had been following Steve around as he gathered up recruits for the civil war but I didn't bother contributing. I sat next to Bucky in Steves car, clinging onto my backpack and not bothered moving anywhere. I didn't want to do anything for fear of exploding again.

"Don't blame yourself. It was not your fault." Bucky whispers to me as Steve got out of the car to talk to Wanda, Scott and Clint.

"I almost killed thousands of people Bucky... I can't do this."

"You didn't kill them (y/n). They were just unconscious and still alive." Sam turns around in his seat, frowning sadly.

"I can't do this." I quickly get out of the car as the boys call after me.

"(y/n)?" I look up and Wanda looks at me sadly, opening her arms and I dive for a hug. "Shh, it's ok."

"I hurt so many people Wanda. I don't want to fight..."

"You don't have to solnyshko." I look up to see Pietro as he smiles warmly at me, ruffling my hair.

"What are you doing here?"

"It has been so long since I have seen you when you ran away. I also could not miss out on seeing Wanda fight."

"Both sides have to be equal so you can't fight or it won't be fair." I raise a brow and Pietro shrugs.

"All is fair in love and war." I snicker, seeing everyone else was suited up and I frown.

"It's time to go." Steve nods at everyone who was ready and I frown. "(y/n)-"

"-Steve, I can't do it." I take a step back and he looks at the helicopter then back at me, unsure of what to do. He sighs and strides through an underpass, then jogs onto a private runway. He heads for the grounded chopper when an electro-disabler slams onto it and Steve looks up to see Tony with Rhodey.

"Hear me out, Tony. That doctor, the psychiatrist, he's behind all of this." Steve tries to sway Tony and he looks over at me as I hide behind the pillar. I walk off, ready to go into hiding again when I suddenly bump into someone.

"Sorry-Peter!?" I gasp out, seeing the one and only Spiderman right in front of me as he held his mask in his hands. "Holy fucking shit it's actually you!" Peter looked at me with wide eyes, stumbling over his words.

"You know who I am!? I don't know you-"

"-you're just as adorable as you are in person as through a screen oh my god!" I squeal, lightly pinching his cheeks and Peter turns bright red. "You're so cute!" Peter blushes heavily, sputtering questionable thank yous as I beamed up at him and I quickly take a step back. "Sorry! Couldn't help myself. I'm (y/n)." Peters's eyes widen and he gasps.

"As in the (y/n)!? The heroine that literally fixed New York overnight!? The heroine that took down 3 airships and a whole village!?" Peter suddenly starts fanboying over me and I look at him in surprise. "I can't believe I'm meeting you in person! You're more prettier in person-I mean, not like you weren't pretty-I mean you are! You're beautiful-I can't believe I just called you beautiful!" Peter starts pacing, rambling and apologising and I chuckle lightly.

"Ok calm down." I grab him by his shoulders.

"I'm sorry. I tend to ramble when I'm nervous or just really anxious, either it be presentations or just meeting people in person-I'm doing it again." Peter just takes in a deep breath, letting himself calm down. "I'm Peter Parker, but you already knew that." I chuckle and he nervously rubs his neck. "Are you here to fight as well?"

"No, I'm trying to avoid that. I don't want to be a part of this." I frown and Peter nods in understanding. "But hey, you get to meet the avengers. How awesome is that." Peter starts gushing, excitement pouring out of him. "Well you better put that mask on, Tony's about to call you up."

"All right, I've run out of patience. Underoos!" Tony calls out and Peter swings away and shoots a web, stealing Steve's shield and binding his hands. "Nice job, kid."

"Whoo! Go Spiderman!" I cheer him on and his eye slits rise up at the ends to indicate him smiling as he gave me a thumbs up.

"I'm trying to keep you from tearing the Avengers apart." Tony says.

"You did that when you signed." Steve argues back.

"Alright, We're done. You're gonna turn Barnes over, you're gonna come with us-

"-and you're going to lock me and Wanda up cause America doesn't grant visas to weapons of mass destruction?" I hiss out and Tony looks at me in surprise.

"How did you-you were the coffee girl." Tony gasps out in realisation.

"Is that what you really think of me Tony?" I frown sadly and a look of regret passes over Tony's face.

"Of course not (y/n). I wasn't thinking back then ok. It's a stressful time."

"No, you're right. Someone should just shoot me dead before I hurt anyone else." Tony visibly pales at my words, shaking his head.

"Don't you dare say that."

"Why? It's true. I'm too dangerous to be alive so what's the point. I can't hide for the rest of my life."

"(y/n), come on." Tony begs me and I sigh out. Steve tilts his head subtly and I know Sam was talking to him as he raises his arms and Clint free him from the web.

"For the record, I'm not fighting anyone. I won't do it." I raise my hands in defeat as the avengers start fighting each other. I walk backwards before flying up to follow Peter since he's more interesting at the moment and he gasps.

"You can fly!? I mean, I knew you could, I saw the youtube videos but you're actually flying!?" He fanboys as he crawls over the glass as Sam and Bucky were running inside the airport building? I don't know where we are exactly.

"I'm not flying exactly, more like manipulating my body to be lighter and move around in the air. You know, since apparently I can manipulate matter." I shrug, flying backwards as I sat cross-legged.

"That's so cool!" Peter grins before he dives through the glass and kicks Sam backwards. Bucky throws a punch but Peter catches his fist easily. "You have a metal arm? That is awesome, dude!"

"They said, 'All teenagers scare the livin' shit out of me'!" I sang out as Bucky looked at Peter in shock. I quickly move out of the way as Sam flies and hits Peter, knocking him off Bucky.

"You have the right to remain silent!"

"Kid, you're not a police officer!" I yell out to Peter as he fends off Sam in midair, being knocked off but then swings after him using his webs. I head back outside to see Wanda, Clint and Tony. "Go Wanda!" I cheer her on as she controls a bunch of cars to fall on Tony and I quickly surround him in a protective dome.

I don't want him to die...

I look up to see Sams little gadget friend drag Peter out of the building and drop him in the air. "Wahhhh!" Peter screams and I raise my arms to catch him midair, him hovering and he whips his head around in surprise.

"You really are adorable." I chuckle as I hover in front of Peter and his eyes widen.

"This. Is. Freaking. AWESOME!" I grin and make Peter fly around, moving my arms as they glowed and Peter just flaps his arms like a bird. I see the avengers all line up ahead of me and I send Peter flying through the air as he flips and lands next to War Machine in a classic hero pose.

"And the showdown begins." I jump as I look down to see Pietro eating some popcorn and I hover down next to him.

"Where did you get that?" I grab a handful to start eating it.

"From a cinema nearby. They are showing some cool movies if you wish to see them."

"Nah. This in person is much cooler." Pietro shrugs and I see both sides of the civil war start running towards each other.

"They're not stopping!" I mimic Peter as he calls out.

"Neither are we." Tony says and both sides go off into a sprint. Everyone breaks off fighting and I just hover around watching like the annoying spectator I am. I go off to find Peter and Steve fighting, gasping when a gangway falls and Peter easily holds it up.

"Holy fucking shit Peter! I knew you were strong but goddamn son!" I whistle as Peters's eyes widen and I imagine that he was blushing. Steve runs off after talking to Peter and I hover closer to him. "Ok, let's help you up." I let my powers wash over the gangway, flinching slightly at the darker tinges as I lift it off Peter and he sighs in relief.

"Thanks, I didn't know how I was going to get out from under there." I throw the gangway away and it crashes loudly behind Peter. "So which side are you on?" I frown at the question.

"The side that doesn't lock me up like a monster and sadly that's the side you're on."

"But Mr. Stark said we're doing the right thing?"

"The Accord takes away all my freedom. I have to obey the government at all times if I sign it."

"But-"

"-forget about that. Watch what Scotts gonna do. He grows huge like King Kong. you're gonna love it!" I grin and turn around to see Scott grow 10 times his size.

"Holy shit!" Peter gasps out. I chuckle as I see the avengers fighting once again.

"You really are a spider!" I call out as I see Peter crawl over Scott's helmet. I know Steve and Bucky made it to the quinjet and Tony, Rhodey and Peter try to take Scott down but he gets knocked off as Scott falls back. "I got you!" I quickly grab Peter as he flies through the air, skidding back a few feet before hovering.

"Oh god, thank you!" Peter sighs in relief as I set him down gently. I let Tony talk to Peter, walking away to leave. As I was about to leave the airport, I hear whistling and I look up to see Rhodey falling through the air.

"The things I do for this group." I sigh out, raising a hand to catch Rhodey before he crashes into the ground and I set him down safely in the large field past the airport. "Now it's time to leave." I walk out to the airport, ready to fly away when I suddenly hear multiple cars screech into the parking.

What-

I stumble back in surprise as multiple armed guards got out of the car and aimed their guns at me. "Hey (y/n)!" I turn around as Peter ran up to me and I hear the guards cock their guns towards him and starts shooting.

"Peter!" I cover him and protect us in a forcefield.

"Why are they shooting at us!?" Peter hides behind me in fear.

"They're here for the ones that are against them, including me." The bullets continue to rain over us and I walk backwards to let Peter head back into the airport for cover. "Go back inside, I'll pull them away."

"Wait-" I shove Peter back inside the building with my powers before I fly away, the guards following me with their guns. I hear loud chuffing and I look behind me to see a jet chasing me.

"Oh shit!" I shriek as a missile gets fired and I quickly fly around rapidly, trying to shake it off my tail. I head back down to the ground and fly through the cars as the missile hits the ground and explodes, sending me flying back from the explosion.

I groan as I skid across the floor, slamming against a car and I quickly get up to fly away when shocking pain wracks through my body. I scream out in agony as fall to my knees, someone blowing a current through my body that forces me to light up like a glow stick.

"(y/n)!" I hear Wanda scream for me as I wail out, my lightning streaks burning through me.

"Wanda... Don't..." My body writhes in pain and I cry out, my eyes going wide as they glow and my skin splitting apart painfully. The pain finally stops and I hear Wanda scream out in pain as someone shocks her too, my own body quickly shutting down as I fall to the floor and blacking out.