(y/n) - your name

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I hum softly to the music that was playing in my headphones, blasting loud enough to drown out the silence as I laid down on the large sectional couch. I was slaying down on my back, feet dangling over the couch pillow and feeling lazy when I knew I was supposed to be training with the others.

Yes, I was back at the compound cause I wanted to give Tony and Pepper their alone time that they desperately deserved. A couple of months have gone by through the year and I was getting comfortable hanging out in the compound.

A movie was playing on the TV next to me but I wasn't paying attention as I closed my eyes as let the music wash over me. I tap my feet on the floor along to the beat, waving a hand against my face to ease the heat I was experiencing despite the shorts and the baggy short sleeve shirt I was wearing.

"(y/n)." I blink and open my eyes, thinking that someones was calling for me. I look around me to see the couches were empty and I was the only one in the living room, sitting up to peer over the couch when I heard my name again.

"Hello?"

"(y/n)." my name was whispered and I felt shudders run up my spine, slightly freaked out.

"Loki?" I mutter out, recognising the voice against the music in my ears. I look at him in confusion as he walks over to me on the couch and I look around to see if the avengers were in sight.

This isn't right.

Why is he here?

A gasp escapes my lips as Loki suddenly climbs over me on the couch, a smirk gracing his lips as his dark hair gently fell over his shoulders. He pushed me back down on the couch and I look at him with wide eyes as he straddled over me.

"L-Loki? What-" I stutter as his cold fingers brush against my bare thighs, trailing up against the skin. My breath hitches his other free hand slithers beneath my shirt to hold my waist as the other rubs circles on my inner thigh. I could feel my heart racing quickly as confused thoughts were running through my head.

What is he doing!?

Why is he doing this!?

Why is he here!?

Where is everyone!?

Why is a spicy song playing while this is happening!?

"Shh darling." the thoughts disappear altogether as Loki leans down to whisper in my ear, his lips brushing against my cheek gently before moving down to leave a cold kiss beneath my ear. A whine leaves my lips as the kisses trail down my neck, getting harsher as he nibbled and sucked on the skin.

"Loki-" I gasp out softly as he licks against my collarbone, his hand running over my stomach and brushing against the hem of my shorts. My eyes flutter closed as I let his hands wander over my heated skin, pulses of magic running through my veins from his fingers that shot pleasurable shocks through me.

"Mmh darling, let me hear you more." Loki mumbles against my neck, his growl vibrating through me as I let out a soft moan. He moved to hold my arms above my head in one hand, the other creeping up further beneath my shirt to my breasts.

"Oh, Loki~" I throw my head back to give him more access to kiss across my neck as he teased me by tracing a finger beneath my boobs. My body heated up more as I writhed beneath his body that laid over me, the pulses of magic increases and shocking more towards my core. I let out a louder moan from the feeling and I twisted beneath his grip but he tsks.

"If you continue to move, I'll make sure to keep torturing you darling." I whine at Loki, opening my eyes to see his green eyes mischievously looking at me.

"Loki, why-" I didn't notice his free hand travelling down my stomach and into my shorts until I jumped as I felt his fingers tap against the seam of my underwear. I let out a long moan as the pulses hit straight into my core, vibrating and increasing in pleasure as seconds went by. I shifted my hips to move away from the feeling as I slowly got overwhelmed, feeling my stomach knot and build but Loki held my hips down. "Please~" I moan out as the feeling increased but Loki just looked at me with his eyes glinted and I blushed as he leaned closer.

"(y/n)!" I gasp and quickly sit up, panting slightly as I see the avengers look at me with mixed expressions and I quickly rip my headphones off.

Natasha, Tony, Clint and Sam gave me smug smirks while Steve, Bruce and Pietro looked at me in confusion and slight worry. My blush darkens as I turn to look at Wanda as her eyes were just wide, her hands glowing slightly in red before disappearing and I know she was looking into my head.

"Uh hey guys..."

"Are you ok? You were moving around on the couch." Bruce asks and Tony snorts, biting back his laughter.

"She is more than ok Banner." Clint comments as Natasha winked at me.

"Are you sure? She was calling out Loki's name." Steve asked and Natasha patted his back.

"Oh, yeah. She was dreaming about something you don't need to worry about." Natasha walks off and the confused avengers leave along with a traumatised Wanda who was being led away by Pietro.

"So Reinderr Games huh." Tony grins and I sigh out, afraid to move as I could feel the dampness in my shorts.

"Oh shut the fuck up tin man." I hiss out and Tony raises his arms in defence.

"Have you even done it yet?" Sam asks and I shake my head.

"I'm a virgin so no." I stand up, walking off away from the man-children that were making fun of me. As soon as I closed my bedroom door behind me, I laid my back against it as my body shook from the vague shocks that were fading away. My skin faintly tingled.

Is Loki actually doing this or is this something else?

I was sitting on the couch again, my laptop on my lap as a holographic projector hung in front of me. I was going through all the videos I had been taking while being here on this universe, from the moment Tony had given me a phone when I went back to Asgard to now. I was making a home video of sorts, clipping together every single video and image I took.

I didn't want to leave out anything.

I was adding music to some videos for the background, reminiscing over the old 2015 songs I used to listen to since that was the latest I could search up. I really wished to add some 2021 songs but I was the only one to know them.

"Ah, look at all the lonely people..."

I sang out quietly, working through my computer as I looked at the projector.

"I feel stupid and contagious, here we are now, entertain us..."

I watched over a clip, chuckling as Pietro and Wanda play a trick on Sam and Clint as they jumped to try and grab their breakfast that was floating high above them.

"Oh, watching as the flames get higher. Oh, I've always liked to play with fire..."

There was another video of Tony this time, trying to scare Natasha or get a reaction out from her but she always points him out from his hiding spot.

"And all the kids cried out, "Please stop, you're scaring me". I can't help this awful energy..."

I chuckle as I see Pietro running circles around Bruce who looked up fed up as I videoed him in his lab. Steve was also there, a disappointed look on his face as he grabbed Pietro by his shirt and dragged him away.

"E equals MC squared. I got a blimp inside my head. Flew over the cuckoo's nest..."

I watched another video where I walked around the compound, just recording the avengers doing their daily business.

"I think of the night in the park, it was getting dark and we stayed up for hours. What a time, what a time, what a time."

"What are you singing?" I jump and look behind me to see Natasha and Wanda approach me before settling down on the couch next to me.

"A song that hasn't been released yet." Wanda looks up with slight awe, looking at my videos that were playing.

"You took all these?" She asked and I nod. "So many..."

"Yeah, I tend to take a lot. My memories are extremely important to me."

"But none of these have you in them." I nod as Natasha noticed this since I was always behind the camera.

Because I'm not important as everyone is to me.

I was glad Wanda was too distracted, laughing at a video of Pietro screaming like a girl when Sam grabbed him and flew with him in his arms in the sky. The other avengers were there in the open field, laughing or just chilling together and I smiled at the memory.

This, having this and being able to have proof of this is precious to me.

"Look (y/n)!" I watch as Thor had taken my phone from me, his face being zoomed in and we all grimace back slightly. Thor managed to flip the camera and he pointed it to me, expressing awe and shock as he could see me through the small screen.

"What's with the home videos?" The boys had soon joined us, sitting down on the couches with us as I shrieked at Thor in the video to point it away from me.

The videos continued on, me taking them almost every day and on special occasions. I had taken videos of everyone celebrating everyone's birthday, celebrating holidays like Christmas or Halloween where we all dressed up as different heroes. I grin and get up, letting the avengers watch my home videos as I got behind the couch and took out my phone. I took a video of them as they all burst out laughing where I ran out from Thor's room and him chasing me with makeup on his face.

I wanted to leave the avengers something to remember me by, to remember the team by. Something they could go back and cherish these moments together.