(y/n) - your name

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I stayed up all night, humming softly through the suffocatingly silent air as Loki laid in my arms. I didn't know if he cried himself asleep or not, but I wasn't going to leave him in his most vulnerable moment. He trusted me to show himself broken and I wasn't going to leave him alone and suffer.

I had moved us to his bed using my magic, making sure our position didn't switch but I made sure to cover him up with a blanket. I let him curl up into me as I laid my back against the headboard as he laid between my legs, laying his head on my chest. I close my eyes for a second but all I could see was Frigga dying and I snap them open.

I didn't want to sleep, couldn't sleep since all I could see was her. "Loki..." I whisper quietly, gently waking him up as I rubbed his arms. "Thor will be here soon..." Loki moved so stiffly and locked as if he couldn't be a human waking up, all dried and empty inside as he sat up on the bed.

Low and behold, Thor showed up at the cell. "Loki." Thor sighs out, briefly surprised about me being in the cell with him.

"Did she suffer?" Images flash by my eyes and I flinch, Thor frowning at me.

"I did not come here to share our grief. Instead, I offer you the chance of a far richer sacrament." Thor and Loki talk about their agreement to get revenge on Malekith.

"Hmm. When do we start?"

"Now." I mutter out, slowly standing up and a rush of dizziness suddenly hits me. I push through it and split open the cell for Loki to walk through and I follow him. I quickly follow the brothers out of the dungeons as Loki changes his attire to the infamous green and black leather suit. They talk, well more like Loki rambles on with Thor and I easily slip away to my bedroom. The door had been thrown wide open, things thrown about and destroyed. I grab a bag, packing whatever I needed including my devices that luckily wasn't destroyed before running back out to catch up with the brothers.

"Now, where did you run off to?" Loki grins at me but I know he was still hurting. We all were but he was better at hiding it from others than from me. I just knew where to look.

"Just grabbed some things." I quickly changed into my known assassins creed uniform using my powers, the hoodie pulled up to hide my face.

"Are the edges supposed to be dark?" Thor questions and I peer down at my clothes to see that they have gotten just a tad darker than usual. It wasn't that noticeable unless you looked up extremely close.

"Let's just go get Jane." I mumbled out, wincing slightly as the pain across my stomach resurfaced again. 

We met up with Sif as she went to get Jane while I waited with the boys. I leaned against a pillar suddenly out of breath, shakily lifting up my shirt to see blood start to seep out from the gauze that was wrapped around me. I suck in a breath, grabbing more gauze and quickly wrapping it around my stomach before pulling my shirt down. The boys rambled on and I put in my headphones, wanting to drown out everything around me as well as keep me awake.

I just didn't want to sleep and I didn't want to think. I didn't want Loki to hear anything from my head. I notice him looking at me with worry from the corner of my eyes but I don't acknowledge it as I blast my empty head with music. 

Sif comes back with Jane. "You're..." Jane narrows her eyes at Loki as he introduced himself, his words being cut short as she slapped him. His head snaps to the side and he just smirks.

"I like her." We suddenly hear soldiers and Sif tells us that she will handle them and urges us to leave.

"Betray him and I'll kill you." Loki chuckles at her threat, her sword pointed at his neck.

"It's good to see you too, Sif."

"We need to go." I hiss out, seeing the soldiers getting closer and I wave goodbye to Sif as I run after the brothers with Jane. We reach one of Thor's other friend that I can't remember as he guarded the dark elf ship we were going to escape in.

"I will give you as much time as I can." The big guy and Thor do some sort of bro hug arm kind of thing.

"Thank you, my friend." Thor says as he gets on the ship with Jane. Before Loki could walk on the ship, the big guy stops him and glares at him.

"If you even think about betraying him-"

"-you'll kill me?" Loki snickers and I roll my eyes.

"Yeah, apparently my guy here has a long line of people waiting to do that. Here and on Earth and on god knows where." I smirk and Loki gives me a pointed look. The big guy lets us pass and we walk into the ship.

We got in and the door closes behind us as Thor scrambled around trying to get the ship to start. "I thought you said you knew how to fly this thing." Loki sighs out as Thor looked at all the controls and started randomly pressing them.

"I said, "how hard could it be?'" Everyone whips their heads around in worry as we all heard the sounds of Asgardian guards rush towards the ship. I peer out the small sliver of a window and see Thor's friend standing in front and guarding us.

"Thor! I suggest you get a move on! I ain't about to die today!" I hiss out, getting frantic.

"Well, whatever you're doing, brother, I suggest you do it faster." the brothers continue fighting and I roll my eyes, shoving them both away and slamming my hand down hard in the middle of the control panel.

The ship finally comes to life, holograms popping up and I throw my hand towards the control panel. "Bruh, it wasn't that hard." I scoff and let Thor control the ship. It starts rising and I stumble into Lokis arms as the ship tilts while ripping out from the ground, colliding into the palace columns

"I think you missed a column." Loki walks off towards Thor to annoy him as I rested against the wall of the ship next to Jane.

"Shut up!" The ship jostles and breaks through the palace walls before taking off.

"Oh, this... this is not ideal." I hag out, hating how my stomach flips and turns around as Thor spins the ship around, making us swirl like a rollercoaster.

"Look, why don't you let me take over, I'm clearly the better pilot." Loki tries to shove Thor away from the panels.

"Is that right? Well, out of the two of us which one can actually fly?" Thor flew over the palace, people watching us from below and I suddenly hear someone firing at us. I groan softly, holding onto the wall of the ship as my vision suddenly blurs, pain bubbling from my stomach as I see blood seeping onto my white suit.

Ah shit...

"I... I don't feel too good..." I gasp out, dizziness taking over me as I try to cover the blood on my stomach.

"(y/n)-" I look over, hearing a thud and I see Jane suddenly collapse. Loki rushes over to me as I fall to the floor as well, blacking out.

"(y/n)? Darling?" I groan out, feeling a numbing pain across my abdomen as my head pounded in. I felt like my whole body was being jostled around and I open my eyes to see Loki kneeling next to me as I laid down on a boat.

"I'm ok..." Loki runs his fingers through my hair gently, rubbing my arm as I curl into a ball.

"Just close your eyes ok." I nod and keep them shut, trying to not focus on the rushing water or the revving boat engine.

Seasickness is going to be the death of me...

I suddenly hear gunshots and I look up to see the Asgardian ships firing at us. "Keep your head down darling!" Loki yells outs, the boat speeding across the water before hovering up into the air and heading straight towards a small gap in the mountains.

"Are you mad!?" Thor yells out, ducking and holding onto both me and Jane as Loki manned the boat to manoeuvre it.

"Possibly!" Loki keeps us steady and the boat suddenly jostles and collides into walls as he goes into the gap of the mountain.

"Oh fuck..." I groan out, tightly closing my eyes as I see rainbow lights circle around us. "I'm never going to get used to that." I hag out as we arrive wherever we were supposed to arrive, pain spreading across my stomach once again.

"Why didn't you tell me you were hurt." I hiss lowly as Loki carefully lifts my shirt, unravelling the soaked gauze when he kneels in front of me again. His breath hitches and I grip his arm as his hands glowed, trying to heal me. "Shhh, it will be ok." I let out a short cry as he places his hand on my stomach, sighing out from the cold of his skin cooling down my heated one. "Give me your arms." I do as he says, looking over the dark streaks that have only barely faded away.

"They're not white..." I mumble out, hands shaking at the seemingly darkness that spread across my skin. I let Loki heal me, carefully covering me up to not hurt me anymore.

"Here darling." Loki drapes a blanket over me, sitting next to me as I rested. I shivered from the sudden drop in temperature and he takes his cloak off to lay it over me. "You should sleep. I know you stayed up all night." He frowns and I shake my head.

"I can't sleep." He frowns, gently placing a hand on my forehead. "I don't want to sleep..." My words slur as I feel exhaustion ripple through me. "Please... don't make me..."

"I'm sorry darling."