jungkook

i think

i understand now why she wanted me to avoid her.

i stared blankly as the orange haired-boy walked away while carrying her on his arms.

i think the world is all too cruel to begin with. you easily get the things which you care less to have, while you don't get the things which you desperately want to have.

you deserve this, jungkook. this is what happens to cowards like you. if you had told her sooner about your feelings for her, she wouldn't have been taken by another guy. 

coward.

"jeon jungkook," i heard clara call me.

as i turned to her i saw her eyes widened, "oh my god, jeon you're crying--"

"to answer your question," i started, "yes. i fell inlove with her. and i think i fell too hard."

"too hard, that i could literally feel my whole self crumble to pieces when i realized that she was never there to catch me."