i had no choice but to eat my lunch inside the ladies room cubicle.

i could literally feel my heart nearing its bursting climax as i remember the scene in my memory.

i touched my cheek, the part where park jimin kissed, feeling my face going hot.

why did park jimin do that? is he insane? i don't even know him and he acts as if--- as if we're a c-couple. i don't understand. he even made intimate contact with me. it's a kiss! for felicia's sake! it's what couples do! not friends or acquaintances or strangers!

and jungkook even saw that. what if he misunderstands me? what if he thinks that i said that to him because of park jimin?

did clara see it too? of course she saw it, she's there with her friends. what is she planning to do to me then? will she slap me again?

i never wanted that to happen. i don't know what to do anymore.

so after all that mental monologue, i proceeded to my next class, trying not to run into any person who is of my concern.

but clara found me,

and she slapped me again.

"didn't i tell you to get lost? whore?"

and i said sorry again.

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