Dear gray .

      Juvia is sorry. Juvia mean I'm sorry.i know how annoying is my third person . How annoyed you when I talk or near you.  It's my fault.

I just wanted to earn your love . Is it too hard to get. I never feel love before . My parents always busy with their and neglected me.  I have two older sister and a brother. But parents love him more because he is only son .my siblings were pretty distant .but my mom  gave her babies except me to her sister to take care of.

I grew up alone .my mom bring me to see my second older sister.  We were close . We hang to together I like her so much. But her taker which is my sister's care taker doesn't like .
She protected me a lot from that woman . She took my beating but I not hard if me must have bruised. I get burn from her even I made a small mistake. I don't remember where was my brother all that time .

The more I grew up I started to stop go Thier house . When I was 9 I learned that I have a older sister.she is the first . She stayed with me . And first I was in hell . She make me cry she beat me with a hanger not my hand but every where it's  burn . I still cannot forget her face when she hit me.  I'm last child in my family but they to busy to notice their child is getting hut by her sister which name as punishment even I doesn't do anything.
I always run to my best friend house which is behind my house . We are different culture and race but I love her so much . She 2 years older than me.  We always hang out together.i love her so much . But she left me ...she left this world leaving me alone . She died because of sickness and she hide her pain from me . Do you know how it's hurts when you lost someone? Who is you really love ? This happened when I was 13 years old . Yeah I fall to depression. I just numb.  .......too numb to feel anything...but I soon change when I got my puppy! My most beautiful baby .I got her two months after my best friend died .and yeah the third month is when I proposed you.

I shouldn't do that . I don't know love is dangerous disease came from hell. I really don't . When I first saw it fall in love with you. I learned what is love ! I was cold more colder than you but I have when I get know you ...love you. I turned from cold juvia depressed juvia to happy cherry juvia . But I should've open my heart to big I guessed. It's my fault.

  I love you for 5 years  . I love you and still do but what you did gray . Tell me what's wrong about me am I fat ? Ugly?not fair enough? Or stupid?
You know I'm more smarter than you . Why did you have to this . I just wanted to love you .I was ready to sacrifice everything for you. But you .it's my fault.

I still remember our first met . When I was 11 years old you was same class with me . But I don't know much I was pretty far I guessed but I heard you love one of my best friend but she rejected you . I feel bad for you.  I really don't know who are you . I only get close to you when we was 13! Same class ! We was close too close .
It's still bring smiles when I remembered it .

I loved you but thanks for rejected me kindly. But the truth is I never get over after all you are my first love maybe I thought that you are..

First it hurt when I saw you flirting with other girls loving them .
But after.two years I don't fell anything thanks ! I happy .

But three days ago you made me cry not you my hope .
My bestie talked with you which give you same result.

I thought love came from heart and I learned something I don't have heart so where is the love ?

I still wondering can I fall in love after my first was a torture.

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