Juvia pov

I love him ....
I love him since I laid my eyes on him .
I love him because he is the one make my rain go away .

I love him because he is my happiness and no one can replace him in my life .
He is my life ..
I don't have other loveable things .
Gajeel have his own family to take care .

But me .

Gray Sama proposed me a month ago .
And today he is gone .
He just disappeared.
No one knows where he go .
He left me alone .

It's really hard to move on and I can't...

I really love him .

But he have to leave me alone like he did once upon a time .

But this time is freaking hurt because we are dating and I'm his fiance.

He didn't tell me anything or Inform me about his leave he just take his stuff like he is going to tour but he broke my heart again and again .

Why won't he realised it .
I lose my hope . I didn't search for him like I did last time .
I just let him .

I want to move on and start new life .

And I did but I got a secret suprise after gray leave me . After 2 weeks I found out I'm pregnant with his kid .

Well I'm going to be the baby mother I won't abort my baby for that shit head .
Let him be one day he will return and know the truth about our baby. .
I think I'll move on .I just hope my baby will be mine. And I won't never forgive him.

After few years.

"Slyvia! Storm ! We are getting late !mommy will leave you guys !" I called my babies for third time. Yes I have cute twins .

They are 4 years old. This December they will turn to be 5 years old babies .they growing so fast.

" Nuuuuu! Mommy!" Both of yelled while running towards me.
I just give them smile and take them to guild they can spend time with nashi , Emma and gale ! .

I went to guide with them .
Both of them starts to play with their friends and I went to the girls .

I saw erza being pregnant is scaring as hell . jellal want to run away from her but for their baby he fullfil her needs which is 2828392937389 strawberry cakes .that women gonna get diabetes in end of her pregnancy.

I saw all of them happy with their husbands ...but I'm not.
" It's all your fault gray we could be like this ..." I said to myself I wipe tears falling from my cheeks.
" Mommy what's wrong !" Slyvia eyes is now wet with tears .

" Who i need to hit ?" Storm making his fist up.

" No! Babies mommy just think about daddy. .. don't you want a daddy ?" I asked them .

" Mommy we don't need daddy who makes our mom cry. We only need you mommy daddy just a extra pack for our happiness but we have you mommy ! You are our happiness!"
Storm said . He such a genius boy. Slyvia nod with him .

" Look gray what you have miss in your life ..." I said to myself and hug her babies.

" I always love you babies... Please don't hate your father.." I asked them .
They just smiled for it and say nothing.

" Juvia !!" Cana San slurred . I looked her and tell kids to play with their friends.

"Hi Cana San ...!" I smile greeting her .

" You looking hot by the way why not look for a new boy friend maybe husband" she said . Juvia just blush .

" Cana San juvia may need parthner in her life but she wants her husband or boyfriend to accept my babies too" I said and smile .

Cana San just nodded and give a grin for her answer.

" How about Lyon ?" She asked .

"Lyon really a good guy but he is not available. He is with meredy San and I really love their relationship.i totally ship them !" I squeal when think about their cute pair .

" Whatever girl or we can be lesbian if you want to !" She wink .
Juvia blushed and wave her .

When she walking home with her babies to her house but she heard something that make her froze on spot .

"Did you heard about ice mage that coming back to magnolia?" Someone said .

" Yeah I heard about it . His name gray fullbuster right ?" They said .

I couldn't hear that anymore so I left from there .

I went to guild and saw a familiar face. .

Raven hair standing Infront of bar talking to Mira .
He look back and saw me standing dumbstruck with his appear in guild .

I couldn't say anything or think anything I just numb when saw his face after a long time .

Wait kids where is them ?

" Mommy!! " They run towards me .
Gray look me with curious eyes and his face shock when saw my kids .

He just staring them .
Strom who is exact replica of gray must make him understand whose child is that .

He came closer to me .

" Juvia ..." His voice in such a longing tone .

I stare him with hard glare .

He flinch a little with my stare but I couldn't care less .

" How are you? " He ask me .

" I'm fine ."I spat

He look me and his eyes wet with tears .

" Are they mine ?" He asked .

I nodded.
He stated to curse his self .

" God !why I have to be stupid !" He yelled .

Gray pov

She standing Infront of me as a mother of my children.
I miss her so much but seeing her reaction I don't think she want to see me here or now .

Well it's totally my fault I shouldn't have left her again but I have to because I went to meet a dangerous person but I got trap by him .

I was not able to escape his place until now .

" What is your name girl ?" I asked the young girl who have my hair and juvia's eyes she looks adorable like her mother . She shyly hide behind juvia and hold her dress tightly. Suddenly I felt something hitting my hand and saw her twin .
This boy look like me except his hair .he have her mother's hair.

" Storm stop ! " Juvia scold him.
He stood in protective pose like he is protecting juvia and his sister and I'm a bad guy who gonna hurt them .

" Juvia ...what is their name?" I ask we give up asking to my babies .

" This is Strom fullbuster and this is slyvia fullbuster" juvia said .

" Hey guys I'm your father ..." They face frown but slyvia smile a little before greet me .

" Hi Papa ..." She called me .
Such a sweet baby voice she have There.Obviously juvia's attitude.

"Storm,...."juvia trail off in warning tone make him greet me too .

"Okey babies you can spend time with your dad and gray you can spend time with them whenever you want" she said to me .

I smile .

" Okay thanks juvia I Will meet you later " I said .
Her face have big frown now.
" Well gray you can only spend time with your babies ..not me."

What ... My juvia .. ... Don't want me to be in her life .

It's really my fault. ..

" But juvia..." I tried to talk with her.

" No gray ! Stop it I don't want to talk Infront of babies understand!" She snap her eyes is so dangerous. So I just nodded and follow her back to home.

I play with my kids and they getting close to me .

Months past .

The kids love me so much but juvia still talking with me like I'm a stranger.but it change juvia start to treat me like a friend now.

I went to guild with my kids and juvia went to mission yesterday so she Will in guild by now.
When we get to guild my kids run to their mom and hug her before went to play with their friends.

"Hey juvia ..who was the cute guy drop you off in guild few minutes ago huh ?" Cana said to juvia make me stop my track

What ...?

A guy with my juvia !

I saw her face red.
I fist my hand. She is blushing for a prick.

I could feel myself burning in jealously.

" Hehe ... He just a friend juvia get In that mission. He really a good guy ..." She said .

I ask help to erza and she ask me to drop slyvia and Strom in my house. Use this chance man !" She said and pat me harder.

Well juvia I'm going to make it up with you.

And it's night time .

I went house alone after drop twins at erza's house .

I open the door to find juvia watching movie and look him who open the door .

I closed the door .juvia face fill with confusion when notice I don't bring kids with me .

She stood up and come to me.

" Gray where is storm and slyvia ?" She ask in worried tone.

" I drop at erza house .. we need to talk ..." I said .

She frown .
" About what ?"

" About us...." After that word came out her face turn to be cold .

" Well if you want to talk about ..us ... There's nothing to talk about and I don't want to talk about it .." she said in cold voice .

She tried to walk away but I pin her to wall .

She blush when notice how close are we now .

She ask me to move but I just get closer.

" Juvia I love you.." I said to her .

Her face seem to be shock when I said I love you to her because when we was dating I never confessed to her directly.

Her eyes now filled with Tears.

"Then why you have to leave me ....". She cried .

I hug her tightly.

" I have to ... I tried to come back but get into a trap " I explained to her what happen.

" Juvia can you give me a chance ....will you marry me ?" I ask her .

She nodded.
I carried to our bed to sleep .

Next morning I woke up to find her in my arms .

I kiss we and she kiss me back .

She show me pinky finger and ask promise.

" Don't leave me again ..." She said

I kiss her as I promised.