Gray pov
Finally after 6 years of training and job .

I been 6 years I visit my guild my friends.but it seems like someone is out of my mind.

In few minutes I Will be in magnolia and I can go home have a nice rest and meet my girlfriend .wait yea juvia !

Yup I and juvia had dating to each other 6 years ago. Im barely in house because want to get saving for our life together but it's seems like I have forgotten her existing .how can it happen?

No way I can forgot a women who is waiting for me for 6 years wait if I calculate before we get together it's wow I don't know I keep that women for a long time . But after I won't let her wait for me anymore..I will make her the most happiest woman in her life

I still remember our last conversation with this job which to lead to a fight...she must not so angry with me .hope she will take me again .

Flash back

Juvia let me go ! I have to take this job it paying us a lot of money we will have a better life after this! I said to her crying figure who is holding my hand as her life is hanging on it .
She keeps crying and croaked out

Gray Sama please don't leave juvia again! Please it's too long gray Sama will forget about her ! She doesn't want gray Sama leave her again ! She don't want rain again! Please!

She keeps  begging me to not leave her .

Suddenly I felt angry. And I let I consumed me .

Why can't you understand it in your thick skull! I want to leave it's final don't try to stop me and I won't stop for your stupid action. Now go away let me go ! I don't care ! Im leaving either you like it or not !

With that I push her figure and leave her crying alone rain starts to fall .I do feel guilty leaving her behind but I have to I don't have much choice.

Bye gray  ! We won't meet again! A small low voice behind me but I ignored it .

Ends

Now I feel shame because of behaviour and anger I took her .I still remember her eyes full of pain and sadness
She don't deserve any of it .

Train is now here magnolia.

Magnolia quite change actually.
I went to guild.

On the way to guild I saw a banner with mira is sitting on chair umm look like she is model wait she was a model .

I grab  a soccer magazine before heading to guild I was looking through the magazine maybe I could get information.

Ohw Mira has married laxus and erza married jelal .and they are pregnant gonna be little emotional

Levy and gajeel have a son name gale wow they are pretty fast!

Lucy and natsu dating and living together wow some how flame brain got his girlfriend and poor Lucy dealing with him .

Now I'm here Infront of my guild I open the door loudly and yelled
I'm back !

All of eyes now on me then they start to cheer .

I went to master office and tell him that I'm back .

I went to guild hall my eyes are searching for certain blue women but there's no any of it .

Maybe she went outside.i tell myself and order a drink from Mira she look more mature now .

She hands me a drink a left me without saying anything.

I'm confused what happen?

I saw erza come inside guild I wave at her .

She saw me and give me a sad smile whats that about ?

I went to her and talk with her alot

Turns out Romeo and Wendy are dating . great!

So I ask her question I want to ask from beginning

Erza where is juvia ? Not that I miss her but she is not here ? Where she go ? I ask her .

Her face turn to be cold .

She is far from here gray ........you gonna.....
Before she could finish it natsu smack make my head bang on table .

I distracted and start to throw punch at my frenemy. But I notice natsu wasn't giving me friendly punches it's because of anger.

I saw door burst open a mental freak get inside the guild and he was mad nope livid . He looks like gonna kill all of us .behind him is lily who is trying to calm him down,what  wrong with him !

He eyes meet mine in a blink of second he is Infront of me throw a punch on my face make me bleed .

What the hell metal freak !
I yell at him but its just makes him more anger he was about to hit me again erza stop him

Leave him gajeel he is not worth it.
Erza tell him

I'm looking at them with a confusion writing all over my face .

I notice all guild members wasn't much happy than before there something wrong about this but what is that ?

All of them look sad and sorrowful look Especially Cana ,erza ,Mira and Lucy .

Whats happening here ?

He is the reason! We lost her because of him !  What is he talking about who is her?

I was about to open my mouth.

He doesn't know yet ! Leave it gajeel do you think she would be happy to see this ! We are against each other ! I know you miss her and love her but doesn't mean all blame on him ! Maybe the blame on him we can't do anything he still our nakama !erza say to gajeel with such a broken voice .

Now I'm getting curious who is she ? And that she must be close with gajeel and others too !

Hello tell me who the hell you talking about?!I yell at them .

Erza just look away while others just keep their heads down .some pit growing up in my stomach making me worry and freak out .

You stupid fullbuster it's juvia she's gone !she leave all of us ! 
Gajeel at yell at me .

Wait where did juvia go ? I just about to apologize and make her happiest woman in world did she go to long trip ?

Where did she go ? When she will be back ?
I ask them.

Gajeel seems to be very mad become depressed storm out the guild I'm confused with his behaviour.

Cana come forward.

She won't be back gray not now not forever she is gone ! She died ! Don't you know what happen after you live she lock herself in her room ! You doesn't inform us you're going job for long time too making us think juvia with you but turn out to be she is not!she Starve herself is doesn't eat or drink water for a month ! She lack of nutrition and she was lying on bed with pale too pale skin and bones can been seen on her face and body !you know how much hurt she been through! It's was Lucky because we want to clean juvia room and then imagine you saw your friend lying on bed without energy heart beat low ! And her breathing also slow ...she just keeping your picture and hugging your toy!  How can you be so heartless to leave a girl like juvia alone ! She was so sad and weak until rain stop !after we found her we admit her to hospital because its very serious.she was in coma for 2 years ! Freaking two year she was holding her dear life ! But you dammit ! You can't fix this gray it's too late and can't be fixed! Cana  yell before broke down Infront of me.

I just stand there numb don't know how to feel it .in a flash I start to run . Away from guild

I keep running until I get to cemetery I was searching for her and I found her

Juvia lockser
A friend, a member,a lover

My knees when weak I fall down on ground while crying out .it's start to rain I let myself drench in rain .

I look. Up on sky and scream as loud as I can .

. every one I love every one I want will leave me but this time it's my fault.

I cry and let out all my feelings to her grave I lay my head on her grave and

Whisper.

I love you juvia lockser we will meet soon .......

With that I black out.

I hope I can meet her as soon as I can .

Wait for me juvia lockser your gray sama is coming too you !