Anniyah had been in a good mood in the day, she'd spoken to her husband someone had passed away so he was going to the graveyard. She also spoke to her sister in law and nephews, then afterwards had a nap until asr time. Her stepmum said how Anniyah's husband had sent his pictures, Anniyah said he sends me them everyday I only send mine on Friday. Anniyah's stepmum said that's good see you should be happy, still you be in a mood with him sometimes. Anniyah's stepmum then said you need to have a big heart, you don't know how your dad only used to ring me three times in a week Anniyah replied I do keep a big heart. Anniyah thought if I didn't have a big heart I'd never be sat here waiting for my husband to be by my side. It hurt a lot, no one understood the pain Anniyah felt each day being away from her husband, the ache only she and her heart knew. People were lucky, husband and wife side by side also them becoming parents whilst Anniyah yearned for happiness and her not having to bear the separation from her spouse. Anniyah's dad and stepmum asked her what's the matter she said nothing only God knows. Anniyah kept her feelings locked inside her heart and threw the key away.