Anniyah was tired of always feeling useless and not good enough as a wife. It broke her always, not many understood her trials she wished she could be like others' wives who knew how to do everything unlike her and she didn't have a visual impairment she knew the devil was trapping her in negative thoughts and she had to find a way away from them. Her husband loves her a lot, but she knows he also wishes she would know how to do stuff which is why sometimes she would say to him you should get remarried and have a wife who will know how to do everything even though she knew she would never be able to bear that really.
And she knew he always wanted her to be happy but it isn't always easy as she's such a sensitive person people's words easily broke her which no one understood. She was always going through tests in her life, but she reminded herself it was because her creator loved her and through it wanted her closer making her realise people will break you and leave you but I will never leave you. Plus God was the one who never left her side and always got her through the hard times whenever she thought she couldn't go on any longer. She was physically tired but it didn't mean she had lost hope, no she had more hope in Allah than anyone else and was still fighting the battles in her life. For those who think marriage is not a good thing and causes more problems than peace, its not always like that. Marriage is actually about soulmates helping each other, compromise, fighting weaknesses, loving each other immensely and sticking by each other in any situation. There are some people who think Anniyah's husband doesn't treat her right but actually he loved her a lot and would never leave her even if there were a million reasons. He wanted her to be happy, when she was in pain he would make sure she took medicine or massage her body.