Anniyah laughed and joked with her husband but when he said that they're going to close the Australian embassy in Pakistan too it made anniyah sad. It was annoying that both embassies were closed nothing good was happening. Her heart hurt and tears dropped she didn't feel like doing anything or going to have breakfast. When would this painful separation and distance end, everyone tells her to be hopeful but there are times where her hope diminishes. She felt like she couldn't breathe, she just wanted to scream as the pain felt too much. When she told her dad and stepmum how she felt her stepmum said if you stay upset and worried time won't pass you have to be patient but no one knew how it felt awaiting your spouse's arrival but all doors close for you. She felt like breaking something or doing something to herself every day and night she spent without him. Sure they spoke in the morning for a bit but it wasn't enough. Her eyes burned with the pain she hid in them. Plus if she died she wouldn't have to be here to bear this pain anymore. She always tried to be hopeful but it wasn't easy. It would be big eid next month but anniyah wasn't in the mood. It was such a dull day today she hoped it rains again as the sound of the rain made her feel good.