chapter 127- quick talk and comments
Anniyah had woken up two minutes before eleven, she did her morning routine and went down her stepmum said "oh anniyah's awake", anniyah replied "I was awake, I was brushing my hair and sorting out my bed". Anniyah's stepmum always targeted her with comments and sarcasm to bring her down. Then anniyah's stepmum told her how she'd spoken to anniyah's husband. Anniyah opened the door to throw some rubbish out, her stepmum said "you went out you shouldn't go out when your dad's sleeping you made so much noise". Then when anniyah's husband rang her they only spoke for a bit as he was late for the gym which made her frustrated and caused her tears to start flowing from her dark brown eyes. It wasn't fair that he'd rang her stepmum first, today she felt unimportant and always was made to feel like a bad daughter thanks to her stepmum. Her heart hurt she was tired of being made to feel this way. She cleansed her face to get rid of her tears and the redness which would inform her family she'd been crying and she didn't need that. She felt like running so far where no pain could touch her, where she didn't have to hear constant sarcastic remarks and be made to feel rubbish about herself. When she was happy, the smile would appear on her face her she's would glow but when she cried her face would become red her eyes would look empty of any light. She didn't feel like going down now, what was the point anyway. Her left side hurt, but she was used to her body hurting and she wasn't really bothered about it as she just wasn't in the mood to focus on it as she was tired.
Broken but she breaks more and more each day, only she knows how she fights her battle. The emptiness in her eyes all she wants is happiness, peace and love. She feels all alone no one understands her pain, she loves the calming rain pounding it's like it's also telling of it's painful tale. On happy days she talks but on sad days she stays silent trying to remove the negativity from her mind as it only damages her but it's very hard so she prays to God to make it better and easier for ease, goodness light and happiness to be included in her life and fate.
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