700 READS YOU GOTTA BE JOKIN
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your pov

it lands on..

the phone?

everyone starts laughing along with me.

"BAHAH Y/N YOU GOTTA KISS THE PHONE!"

gaten says in between laughs.

i lightly slap the back of his head.

"i mean i'll do it but i'm sorry viewers, this outta be weird."

everyone is laughing while i lean in and kiss the phone's camera.

noah starts saying,

"eWWWW! i got y/n's cOOties on my pHonE!"

i laugh and millie slaps his shoulder.

there is many comments on the live saying we should do truth or dare.

sophia speaks up and says,

"we already did truth or dare but i guess we can do it again. but how about YOU guys dare us this time! or truth us."

everyone nods.

ellie just stands up and mumbles,

"i'm going to go to sleep. night guys."

sadie nods and yawns.

"me too. bye guys!",

sadie says to the camera.

"goodnight everyone."

we all say goodnight to both of them and continue the game.

noah speaks first.

"okay, millie, truth or dare?"

millie thinks for a second before saying,

"truth."

many comments came in my noah just HAD to choose this one,

"okay, who do you like millie? as a crush?"

noah smirks, forgetting he was live.

millie blushes and mumbles,

"noah."

noah laughs and slings his arm around her shoulder before his face freezing.

he just realized what she just said.

they just exposed themselves and they both became a blushing mess.

sophia, gaten & i started laughing our butts off.

millie, obviously wanting to change the subject said,

"okay. y/n, truth or dare?"

i responded with,

"dare. i ain't no wimp!"

millie laughs and picks a dare from a fan.

she smirks and says,

"i dare you to do a handstand since we all know how good you are at those."

i laugh and oblige.

i stand up and i walk to a wall ad do a handstand.

FORGETTING, how loose my shirt is.

my shirt fell down revealing my bra.

and i wasn't wearing a sports bra.

i was wearing,

a.

freaking.

cup.

bra.

i immediately fell down and pulled down my shirt.

millie and sophia were the only ones laughing.

gaten and noah were turned around but millie still got everything on the live.

i became so self conscious since i basically just flashed everyone.

9.2k people to be exact.

and jaeden, finn, and jack were three of the many people.

i wrapped my arms around my chest and i cleared my throat.

i took the phone from millie and i started reading the comments.

'ew, why is she so skinny?'

'how does she have boobs yet i can see her freaking rib cage?'

'eat food!'

i laughed nervously and i handed millie the phone.

"i, uh, i'm going to go to bed. goodnight."

i stood up and ran to my room, tears streaming down my face.

i need to stop letting these people get to me.

but i can't.

it's as if i'm addicted to reading their thoughts about me.

not to mention it's now painfully obvious about my disorder.

i hear them calling my name, but i just tune them out and continue to run to my room.

i shut the door and i lock it, jumping on to my bed after.

i get under the blankets, and get out my computer.

i log in and i immediately check out my instagram.

i go through my comments, some of them being really sweet, and others being really rude.

'kys'

'why are you here'

'i liked the cast better when you weren't friends with them.'

'how are YOU friends with FINN?'

'jaeden deserves better than you.'

i close my computer quickly, thinking it was better for my mental health to stop looking at the comments.

but knowing my stupid and curious self, i have to check my dms.

i go on my phone and i look through my requested dms.

i respond to some sweet dms, but i ignore the rude ones.

i think it is pretty clear i'm sobbing by now.

i'm interrupted by my thoughts when i hear a knock at my door.

i wipe my tears the best i can and plaster a fake-a s s smile on my face.

i open the door to see sophia and mills standing there.

"we-we are, uh, sleeping in here. remember?"

i nod my head and let them come in.

i think they see my laptop and phone on my bed and they look at them curiously but i just move them and let them crawl into bed with me.

(dont think nasty, you perv)

i slightly sniffle and say,

"well, goodnight guys."

i turn on my side and i hear them start texting.

i think they're texting eachother.

probably about me.

:(

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i'm sorry if i caused you pain