I can't believe the boys would talk about me behind my back. We only had six more shows on tour, and then we were going to take a ten day break and return. Maybe I could quit and not return? I could start my own meet and greet, with just me. That way their would be no drama.

Someone knocked at my door, I opened it and saw Blake? I was about to shut the door, when he pushed it open and walked into my room. We'll come on in, I guess!

"Hear me out," Blake said pacing around my room.

Should I give him a chance to talk? Maybe we could just be friends. He hurt me and I wasn't going to date him again, that's for sure. He hurt me so bad, that maybe we could only be acquaintances.

"Okay," I said jumping on my bed. I took a deep breath and looked up at Blake's shocked face. Am I gonna regret giving him a chance later on? "Just please don't lie to me."

"I won't. I promise," he said still walking around my room.

He hurt me and he needs to know how it feels. This is unbelievable! Why does their have to be drama in life? Why are their douchebags in this world?

"Don't make promises you can't keep," I said looking up at Blake, who finally stopped pacing my room frantically. He looked like he didn't understand what I meant. "Do you remember when you promised you would never break my heart? When you promised we would always stick together and be together, no matter what?"

"I'm sorry," he said looking down. "I never meant to hurt you."

"We'll you did!" I snapped. He looked shocked that I had yelled at him, I was shocked he didn't believe his own girlfriend. Well, now, ex-girlfriend.

"It was all a mistake. A misunderstanding," he said laughing. Was this some kind of joke to him?

"A mistake was ever talking to you, texting you, staying up all night to facetime you, trusting you, dating you, and being in that stupid groupchat with you," I said.

"I never meant any of those rude things or mean names I called you. I was just jealous and I should've believed you," Blake said still looking down.

"Oh, please!" I scoffed and rolled my eyes. "Blake, you can't even look at me right now."

"Loren. Can we atleast be friends?" he asked.

No! "Yes," I said. "But we're never going to date again."

"Never say never," he said smiling.

"We aren't ever going to date again," I scoffed. Did he really think I was going take him back?

"Oh, okay," he said awkwardly. "I'm gonna go," he said pointing to the door and running out. My phone buzzed on the table and I picked it up.

Blake:
She forgave me! 😄

Hunter:
Really? Loren??? Why would u do that?😡

Loren:
him & i are just friends.

Loren:
who are the four new people on tour?

Mario:
ME!!!! 😌

No top lip:
mehhhhh 👸💨👂👀👃

Brando:
Zach is coming to😋

Loren:
too*

Zachary:
TRIGGERED1!1@&2&1&

Markus:
u can gear my sweatpants😎😎😎

Loren:
you* wear*

Loren:
lol, you tried. 😂

Loren:
all of you can take an 'L.'

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jenn:
thanks for 1.53k
im glad vidcon is over,
ppl can stop bragging about it.
they're happy, i understand.
sorry. it's about to be
5 am...bye!