Weak Is Just A Mindset

💎 Boys Groupchat

KingCam has changed PrettyBoyShawny to GoodieTwoShoesShawny (Thank you FANGIRL9899 it's a good fit I dedicate this chapter to you for the funny name for Shawn!)

KingCam has changed Arabella to BeautifulAri

KingCam has changed TayTayCantDance to TicklishTaylor

GoodieTwoShoesShawny: wtf?! Why are you calling me goodie two shoe asshole?

KingCam: because I can

KingCam:

TicklishTaylor: oh my lord Cameron really?!

KingCam: What? I'm funny 😄 I crack myself up!

FuckfaceMatty: oh god!

AssfaceGilinsky:

LardoJJ:

HairyHayes: RT!

NastyNash: RT!

AssfaceGilinsky: Whoa! DO NOT RT for my nudes! I'll fucking kill you Lardo! Don't fucking do it! I'll kill you too Hairy and Nasty!

LardoJJ: aww I'm waiting! You're a pussy!

HairyHayes: I'm not even there so you can't assface!

NastyNash: I'm with Hayes so I'm not home either 😂😂😂😂😂

GoodieTwoShoesShawny:

AssfaceGilinsky: stop! It's true you fart all day dude! 😂😂😂

LardoJJ:

NastyNash:

FuckfaceMatty:

HairyHayes:

TicklishTaylor:

KingCam:

GoodieTwoShoesShawny: 😁😁😁😁😁😁😁 I started a trend didn't I? The Shawny is funny trend!

AssfaceGilinsky: y'all are too much I'm on the floor!

LardoJJ: we all are assface!

KingCam: were too much!

NastyNash: anyone heard from Arabella?

TicklishTaylor: nope

HairyHayes: no

FuckfaceMatty: maybe she's sleeping?

GoodieTwoShoesShawny: or she's hurt...

Arabella's POV:


I began to wake up, the pain was coursing through me, I felt weak and like shit. I finally pull myself up and out of the tub. I nearly fall over as I do, so I grab onto the side of the shower, my eyes land on the dried blood on my arm that hurt. I took a deep breath and got myself to my feet and steadied myself. I walked to the sink and cleaned my arm up, then I wrapped a bandage around it and grabbed my purse. I left my hotel room and headed back to the house, praying that Gavin was at work already so I could grab a few things. I walked towards home, feeling weaker and weaker. Something didn't feel right, but I pushed it off and kept walking until I arrived, Gavin wasn't home but someone was. I finally spotted the car and saw it was Gavin's twin brother Devin, I sighed in relief and walked to the front door. I unlocked the door and walked inside. Devin was sitting on the couch watching tv, he looked up and immediately ran to me,

"Ari...you don't look so good, let's get you in bed."

I tried to protest but I was too weak, he picked me up bridal style and brought me to Gavin's room, my own personal dungeon. I knew I was trapped now, even though Devin has no idea what his twin does to me, I wanted to tell someone, anyone but Devin wasn't it. Maybe those boys will listen they seem to care. Devin laid me down and covered me up, giving me a kiss on the forehead,

"Sleep, Gavin will be home in a few hours, I'm going to the store when he gets home, I'll get your favorite for dinner."

"Thanks, Devin," I say and then sleep takes over surprisingly.

💎 Boys Group Chat

AssfaceGilinsky: I wish we knew where she lived...

LardoJJ: I think I found her Instagram!

NastyNash: send us the link!

HairyHayes: show us!

TicklishTaylor: I need to see what she looks like!

KingCam: I think I found her too..

GoodieTwoShoesShawny: maybe we've seen her before?

FuckfaceMatty: I need to see her face...

LardoJJ:

Arabella's notifications:

JackJohnson started following you

JackGilinsky started following you

ShawnMendes started following you

TaylorCaniff started following you

MattyEpinosa started following you

HayesGrier started following you

NashGrier started following you

CameronDallas started following you

JackJohnson, JackGilinsky, ShawnMendes & 5 more liked your picture

JackJohnson, JackGilinsky, ShawnMendes & 5 more liked your picture

JackJohnson, JackGilinsky, ShawnMendes & 5 more liked your picture

JackJohnson, JackGilinsky, ShawnMendes & 5 more liked your picture

JackJohnson, JackGilinsky, ShawnMendes & 5 more liked your picture

JackJohnson, JackGilinsky, ShawnMendes & 5 more liked your picture

MattyEspinosa DMD you!

Arabella's POV:

I awoke to Gavin screaming about me being a slut, I instantly sat up and looked around, Devin was fighting with Gavin and my phone was in Gavin's hand lighting up with notifications on Instagram,

"You whore! Who the fuck is Matt??!" Gavin screamed at me.

"A friend! That's all so chill Gavin!" I snap back at him.

"Excuse you?" Gavin says as he throws my phone against the wall and it breaks the screen a bit.

He runs at me and grabs me by the arms, squeezing hard and lifting me off the ground, I fight back, kicking at him.

Gavin lets go and falls to the ground after Devin hits him with the lamp in our room, I fall to the ground, and it all comes out at once, all the pain I held inside from all the abuse Gavin was doing I grabbed my broken phone and sent one message to the group chat.

💎 Boys Group Chat

BeautifulAri: I don't know how you guys found me on Instagram but I need to say this one thing before I leave... It's becoming too much, I just need to escape...

FuckfaceMatty: did he touch you again?

GoodieTwoShoesShawny: imma kills him I fucking swear!

KingCam: where do you live Ari?

NastyNash: if he hurt you...

HairyHayes: he's going to pay.....

AssfaceGilinsky: I'll snap his fucking neck!

LardoJJ: Whoa slow down! What happened??

TicklishTaylor: Let him come near you again, I'll fucking beat him senseless

FuckfaceMatty: I think she's going to do something, stupid guys...

Arabella's POV:

I read all the messages and started crying, Devin sat next to me on the floor of Gavin's room and pulled me onto his lap and hugged me tight as I cried into his chest. I let out all the pain, all the hurt and all the bad things Gavin has done to me over the last 6 months. Devin just let me cry and he held me until I passed out, which he picked me up and brought me to the spare room and laid me down where he was going to sleep. He sat next to me as I slept through the night.

The next morning......

I awoke to Gavin and Devins voices in the hallway, Gavin was fully sober, something he hasn't been in 6 months,

"I'm sorry, I didn't mean to hurt her Dev..." Gavin cried out.

"It doesn't matter!" Devin replied back, sounding annoyed.

"Fine, I'm just gonna go, I'll be back later," Gavin says.

I hear footsteps walking away and then the door opens and I see Devins face, which softens when he sees me awake,

"Hey, how'd you sleep?"

"Fine," I say.

"Hungry?" He asks looking at me.

I just nod and get up, "Yes imma go shower first."

"Okay, I'll go make us something," Devin smiles and leaves the room.

I got off the bed and went into Gavin's room and looked around my stuff until I found an outfit I wanted

I went to shower, first I made two new cuts:

One for him finding out about the boys

One for him hurting me again

I mean nothing to him, and I need to figure out how to get away from him. After showering I went downstairs and ate with Devin.

Later that night...

Devin left for the store to get me some sour patch kids, Doritos, and monster. I was sitting on the couch, my broken phone in my lap. I heard the door and looked up expecting to see Devin, but it was Gavin instead and he was so drunk. He stumbled over to me, I instantly put my guard up, knowing what might come next,

"Where's my brother you hoe?"

"At the store asshole," I say bravely standing up.

"Watch your fucking mouth slut," Gavin slurs, "I bet you fucked my brother when I wasn't home."

"Uhm no! That's cheating and I don't do that fuckface," I snap at him, feeling braver.

That angered him, he came at me, grabbing me by the throat and squeezing the breath right out of me, I couldn't breath and I felt like I could pass out any second, I kicked my feet hard and connected with his balls and he dropped me, I gasped for breath and sent a message to the group chat.

BeautifulAri: I'm going to kill myself....goodbye and thank you for all the laughs... but I can't keep living with him choking me out while he's drunk as fuck. 345 golden rose lane

I left the message and headed for the closet, throwing stuff into my suitcases, I zip them up and head into the bathroom, I picked up the razor as I saw a DM from Matt:

MattyEspinosa: I'm coming to get you...pack your stuff now!"

AriStevens: it's too late for me...

MattyEspinosa: don't fucking say that! I'm in the car on my way with Shawn, Nash, and Taylor!

I don't reply, I take the razor and drag it across my skin as I say,

You are a Hoe

You are a Slut

You are not loved

You need to die

No one will ever love you

5 new cuts, 5 new things I hated about myself, and 5 new reasons to run away.

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