Chapter 10: Anything but calm

Disclaimer : I do not own any of the gifs or The 100 characters except Enyo. Credit to the people that made the gifs. And i have used some bellarke headcanon touches/taking care of eachother for my fic- courtesy of @jasperjoordan on tumblr.

It had been 2 days since the bomb destroyed the bridge and a lot of work was being done within the camp. The hunting groups had been going out more frequently, on edge not knowing when the grounders would retaliate, so they had to catch whatever they saw. Water wasn't an issue but just to be sure they had the water tank filled up to the maximum and rationed it with the food. Latrine duty wasn't something anyone liked to do but Jasper was put on guard shifts so he wasn't complaining.

Meanwhile, Enyo had been helping Raven with the spitballing idea of putting minefields in place around the camp. Enyo's back was still healing but now she could at least walk without passing out from the pain. Monty had recommended moonshine for a pain reliever but Enyo strongly declined after that was the reason she couldn't fight back when she was taken. No one argued with her after that. She mainly sat in Ravens tent, talking about where the landmines should go based on where her people would attack from. Raven appreciated the distraction from her breakup with Finn, and learning about the grounders battle strategies definitely worked. But Raven hadn't really had much chance to talk to Enyo about what happened on unity day.

Bellamy had been hovering around the grounder warrior ever since they both recovered from their ailments. But they both seemed pretty oblivious to their new no proximity rule, closer than they were before. It started out casual as Bellamy's hand lingered a little too long on her shoulder when they were talking and she needed some steady support, or when they were saying goodnight to eachother. Even though now Enyo had moved into Bellamy's tent, so when they say goodnight outside the tents entrance, they go into their shared tent and separate makeshift beds. And then there's the touches on their arms, or the small of their backs when they pass eachother in camp; a reflex to show the other that they are there for eachother. Always finding time for eachother if they needed it, talking or just taking comfort in the companionable silence. And when Enyo had been helping end a few squabbles over some of the delinquents switching chores, and she ended up helping most of them even though Clarke said not to exert herself, she had forgotten to eat. A couple hours later, Enyo had woken up in their shared tent to Bellamy's hand on her shoulder, squeezing gently. "Raven mentioned you'd missed dinner." He had said, even though Raven had never told him anything, he knew what was going on in their camp and he made damn sure to check how many meals Enyo was having. He had stayed until she ate everything, their knees touching, not believing she'll not give it away to one of the delinquents or her brother. (Bellamy had already been checking on the mini grounder and making sure Harper or Miller slipped some extra rations on the small boys plate.)

Everyone had noticed the change between them but no one questioned it. Octavia had found it amusing, along with Jasper and Monty. Raven on the other hand felt a longing ache in her chest, reminding her of her and Finn. Their relationship was filled with love and now she was ignoring him, her family, her ex boyfriend. Raven was throwing herself into her projects, not facing her feelings of jealousy over the fact that Finn had chosen Clarke as he hadn't asked Raven for a second chance. After an entire lifetime of love, he wasn't willing to fight for her. Raven wasn't Finns first choice.

Seeing Raven's inner struggle, Enyo decided that a conversation was needed.
"You're being oddly quiet. What's wrong with you?"
"Your the one thats been telling me to watch my mouth." Raven replied, distracted.
Quirking a disbelieving eyebrow, "and your listening to me now?"

Raven pulled a face and threw a screw driver at Enyo which she caught with a smug smile. Since meeting Raven, Enyo had just assumed that the girl was always moody, but over the past couple of days it was like she was going through the stages of grief. And today was anger. But Enyo was aware that one of her own flaws was to help people when they were upset. And although she wasnt going to stick her nose in the reason that upset the raven haired girl, Enyo wanted to at least make her smile.

"Be the kind of woman, that when your feet hit the floor each morning, the devil says 'oh crap, she's up!'" Enyo declared to the strong woman before her. Raven was confused at first but let her lips twist into a small smile.
"Your weird, you know that?" Raven snarked with less venom than she'd used at anyone in days.
Nodding her head and shrugging, Enyo smiled. "Ive been told. But i embrace the weird."
Raven shook her head, amused at the other girls weirdness. But she had noticed how Enyo was always a pretty open talker, never turning away a topic of conversation.

So deciding to blurt it out, Raven brought up the topic that she had been wondering about since it happened. "Why did you kiss me on unity day? You said it was because i 'look like her'."
Enyo was stunned at her words, silently vowing to never drink again for the second time. She hadnt really drunk much of the grounder wines that were at celebrations but her friends had told her that she was an affectionate drunk. Until now she didn't believe them. But Enyo knew she kind of owed Raven an explanation, not wanting to give her the wrong idea.

Blowing out a breath, "cliff note version... you look like someone i used to love. You have the same colour hair, skin, and eyes as her, i guess when i was drunk i got confused. But it wont happen again. Dont get me wrong your smart and hot but i think being with someone who looks like my ex is just weird. And not my normal weird but creepy weird." Enyo huffed and smiled apologetically.

Raven was surprised at this new information, this grounder girl having relationship issues like her, so she treaded her words slowly when she asked, "used to love? Why would that matter if you don't love her anymore?"
Being as blunt in her answer as she was with everything, "she's dead."
Raven wished she hadn't said anything, thinking she'd offended her and stammering an apology. But Enyo held up her hand shaking her head.
Once she is sure she didnt upset her, Raven asked, "what happened?"
Raven was aware she had isolated herself from the rest of the group, so she didn't know Enyo. But she did know that if Enyo didn't want to talk about something, then she would say that.
"We were childhood sweethearts. We were kids and we fell in love. But turns out she wasnt Trikru, she was from another clan. And back then all of the clans were at war. She betrayed me. Betrayed my people. Lied to me and broke my heart. So she payed the price."

Enyo's voice held the vulnerability that she didn't normally show to anyone but Lincoln. Not even her brother. Raven seemed unaware of that fact but she had heard the honesty within her pain. Letting the story hit too close to home.
Sighing, Enyo let her walls down that were wrapped around her heart. "She died 3 years ago. And the revenge didn't change anything but it sure as hell felt good."
Those words stuck with Raven.

Octavia then emerged into the tent. "En, ready to train me?" The two had been talking about it but Enyo hadn't felt completely up to it until today. But Clarke made Octavia promise to make sure Enyo takes it easy.
Nodding and standing up, Octavia leaves to where they were going to practice. But before Enyo leaves Raven to her devices, she needed to conclude their conversation. She hadn't opened up to someone like this but she did feel less guarded around Bellamy."I love too hard. Care too much, so when i fall i dont break. I shatter into a million pieces...something tells me you do too."

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"What are you doing in here?" Bellamy asked Raven when he noticed her in the middle of his and Enyo's tent. Enyo wasn't here so he figured she hadnt been invited in. Remembering Enyo's words, Raven chose to let her anger fuel her as she made the decision to sleep with the man that Finn despised.

"Your mistaking me for someone who cares." Bellamy responds midly, when he catches on to Raven's mood. He knew something had happened with the princess and spacewalker but he didn't give a damn. What one of his co leaders and the camps tracker did was none of his business. And he had other things on his mind.

Raven is aware why Bellamy doesn't give a damn. And who he does give a damn about. But he was clearly oblivious to how he feels about the fiery redhead in camp, oblivious to the sparks brewing between them. Which is as good time as any for Raven, hoping that they would both get something out of this. Bellamy felt a little unnerved at what she was suggesting, a certain face popping into his mind. But the fact that Bellamy didn't want to, deeply didnt want to sleep with anyone but...and felt like he was betraying Enyo is what tipped him to start realising why he felt that way. But he didnt accept it. Couldn't. So when Bellamy agreed and they kissed, they both let their minds shut down as she clawed at her revenge and he clawed at denial.

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"Yu ste moubeda kom yu wich in, okteivia." Enyo congratulated as they came back from hunting with the most food, compared to other groups. Enyo didnt think going out hunting was a good idea but given that the food stock had been completely burned to the ground, they had no choice. Enyo had paired up with Octavia and she was delighted to see how well the girl had picked up the skills. As part of the favours Enyo owed, Octavia was being taught the grounder language and how to fight. She had a lot of pent up rage so the youngest Blake didn't really listen to the tacticul skills in fighting, choosing rather impulse. But Octavia was still struggling with the language so Enyo translated. "You are more than what you believe, Octavia."

Smiling proudly, she fist pumped Monty and Jasper as they came up to put the food rations away that the hunting groups had brought back. Enyo walked out of the dropship and looked around the camp to find the curly haired leader. Normally they would eat in their tent at this time and talk about each others childhoods. What it was like to live on the ground and on the ark. Especially with their siblings. One illegal and the other so different from the grounders society. But after opening up to Raven, Enyo was ready to talk about the girl that had broken her heart. The girl that brought out the darker side in Enyo. It was a big deal to her. This particular topic that had caused so many insecurities and led her down a dark path of blood and destruction that she's known for. That she cant wipe away. But Bellamy made her feel safe, like she wasn't losing herself. Bellamy could tell that Enyo had been holding things back, she knew more about the things he'd done than he knew about what she had. But he was patient. And patience is something Enyo never knew she needed.

Figuring he was in their shared tent, Enyo walked across camp, wrapping her coat further around herself at the cool night chill. Stopping outside of the tent, Enyo heard voices coming from inside and debated whether or not to go in. She knew Bellamy wouldn't mind if she just entered the tent as long as she didn't interupt whatever meeting he had, seeing as it was her tent too and she helped lead alongside him, so she stepped inside.

Immediately, she was greeted with a scene that caused her to freeze. Bellamy sat up in his bed, feeling the twist he had earlier even stronger at this moment. Raven was getting dressed until the emotionless look on Enyo's face caused her to stop. Enyo breathed in, letting the walls back up around her heart, constricting more than before. She felt her stomach clench and tears behind her eyes. But she reined it in. Her face gave nothing away except for the clenched fists at her sides.

Voice void of emotion. "Clarke, Finn and Myles are the only group that havent come back. Thought you should know."
Raven chased after her once Enyo abruptly left the tent, seemingly alarmed at the new information. "Wait. So there was another guy with them?"
Enyo didn't slow down on her way through camp, voice still monotone. "Thats literally what i just said. The three of them went hunting together and havent come back."

They were in the dropship now and Raven felt guilt at her actions. She'd let the idea that Finn and Clarke were up to no good, alone in the woods, fuel her to go to Bellamy. When all along something could have happened to him. No matter what Finn had done to her, he was Raven's family. She couldn't lose him.

Swallowing her fears, she picked up a gun. "Then we have to go find them."
Rolling her eyes, Enyo let in a little of her darkness. "Sure your not too busy?"
Raven looked up at her at that. Raven knew what the underlying tone meant. But she hadn't really expected to get this reaction from the grounder girl. Bellamy was easier to read than her. But now Raven knew she'd hurt someone like she'd been hurt. But Finn might be in trouble, so her emotions were a little over the place. "whats that supposed to mean?"
Everyone in the dropship was watching the interaction with curiosity, wondering if a fight was about to take place. Octavia was the closest to them and she noted the look of concealed anger on Enyo's face.
Stepping toe to toe with the girl she'd let her guard down with, letting her eyes carry her emotions. "Playing dumb doesnt suit you Reyes."

When Bellamy suddenly made an appearance, fully clothed, he noticed the tense silence and the two girls having some sort of stand off. He didn't like how everyone's eyes went to him and back to them, including his sister's. Clearing his throat and asking with as much nonchalance as he could muster, "there a problem here?"

Enyo scoffed. Picking up her bow an arrows and pushing past Raven and out of the dropship. "Im going to look for them. Feel free to do whatever the hell you want."
Those words had stung Bellamy and he was clueless as to why they had such an effect on him. Octavia followed her out with Monty. And after giving Miller a heads up to watch out for the camp until they got back, him and Raven joined them. They stayed at the back whilst the other three walked up front.
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"You okay?" Monty asked Enyo from her right as they trekked through the dark woods. The warrior leading up front, trying to concentrate on following her friend's tracks, eyes used to the darkness.
Huffing impatiently, Enyo replied, "if i say yes will you stop asking?"
"Not if it isn't the truth." Octavia responded quickly. They were both worried about the turn in Enyo's mood. They'd never seen her like this before. But both of them considered her a part of the 100. Octavia looked up to Enyo, feeling more herself around the warrior. Whereas Monty had quickly bonded with both grounders, forever grateful that they had come into his and Jasper's lives.

Enyo contemplated opening up but after the situation of hurt it had led her to in the first place, she decided against it. Deciding to have a guarded cryptic answer that wouldn't push her friends away and would protect her. "Its nothing i haven't been through before. Trust me I'll get over it."

The truth was Enyo didn't really understand why she was so hurt. She wasn't completely oblivious to the fact that it had something to do wth what she had walked in on earlier but unbeknownst to her, Enyo didn't expect to ever start liking someone like that again, thinking that after what she'd been through, she wasn't capable. And after some one night stands, including Anya, she never really had another reason to believe otherwise. But the grounder was unaware of her subconscious decisions, never one to revolve her world around someone else like that. But she was weirded out by how betrayed she felt. Reminding her of her rage by the betrayal she had been through when she was in Trikru being tortured.

Monty squeezed her arm, never one to push something that wasn't his business. Octavia, however, knew that the scene in the dropship had something to do with her brother, resolving to talk to him later. Bellamy made no move to mention what had happened earlier and neither did Raven. Her main focus right now was Finn. And Bellamy would talk to Enyo away from the others in their tent when they got back to camp.

"We should split up, cover more ground." Monty nodded at Enyo's words, walking off alone not too far from the others. Enyo listened to his loud footsteps through the shrubs that separated him, so she knew he was okay. Octavia spread out more to the left, Raven joining her and Bellamy still at the back, keeping a close eye on them. It was getting darker as more time passed but no one was willing to go back quite yet. As Monty was talking with Bellamy and Raven over the radio, Enyo and Octavia kept moving forward, hearing something from upfront.

Octavia put her blade down slightly as she moved the bushes out of the way, trusting Enyo to have her back in case something jumped out. But Octavia dropped to her knees, seeing a gasping Myles with an arrow in his chest. Enyo lowered her bow and arrow, knowing instantly that Anya had taken Clarke and probably Finn as leverage. The others caught up and realised the same thing, Ravens heart dropping. The only thing that caught Enyo's attention then was Bellamy's frustrated shouts into the radio. But Monty wasnt responding. She'd gotten distracted by Myles. Letting her friend be unprotected .With a deafeted sigh, Raven and Octavia picked up Myles as gently and slowly as they could. Meanwhile Enyo backtracked to where Monty had gone off by himself, uncaring to what the others were doing.

She followed his tracks until they ended, disappearing without a trace. Enyo felt like screaming in frustration but kept her mouth shut. Now Monty too, she thinks. Her people could still be out here. Picking them off one by one. As Anya's advisor, she was aware of the tactics used against the enemy, having invented this one herself. Taking Clarke made the most sense, she was seen as the leader of the sky people. And as for taking Monty and Finn, they were probably being used as leverage against Clarke.

"Enyo!Enyo!" Bellamy's shouts reaching her ears. Grumbling under her breath she made her way back to them. But when she saw that they were making their way back to the dropship, she stopped. They can't be serious, she thought. Bellamy turned back to face her when he didn't feel her presence beside him, causing the others who were holding up Myles to stop too.

"I'm going after them. They'll be at my camp." She stated strongly.
"Its pitch black and they're counting on us to separate. We're going back to our camp." Bellamy said, clenching his jaw.
Enyo glared through the night. "Then go to your camp. Im not stopping you."
Turning, towards the direction of Trikru camps, Enyo clutched her arrow on her bowstring, listening to the forest around her as she walked silently. She didnt make it barely fifteen feet when she felt a hand wrap around her forearm, stopping her from moving forward. She knew who it was without looking.

"You can barely keep up with Octavia when you two train. You still need to let your back heal." Bellamy's deep voice held authority and because she knew him so well, concern.
But being this close to him after what she saw earlier hurt. And being as stubborn as she was, Enyo refused to accept what that meant. Shrugging, she bit back. He is just a friend."So we leave them to die? Great plan when i know exactly where they are. Exactly where they're being held captive. And i have the experience."
Rubbing his hand down his face, "Yeah and if they catch you, you'll die with them. How's that gunna help?", he said exasperated.
Enyo narrowed her eyes, "then its a good thing this rescue mission doesnt depend on your unwavering faith in me." , she spoke, sarcastically.

Bellamy stepped in between Enyo and her path. "Im not gunna let you kill yourself!"
Stepping toe to toe, Enyo tipped her chin up in defiance. "You don't control what i do Blake. So you better back the fuck off."
His voice had carried through the forest and caused Raven to cart back Myles on her own as Octavia sped over to the two. The younger Blake wasn't sure what exactly was going on between them as she heard the cold threat of what Enyo had just said. But she could see them clearly now, not coated in darkness and they were chest to chest, breathing heavy and gazes locked. They made no move to look in her direction and by the looks of it they didnt even care that she was there, or they didnt notice.

"En, Bell's right. The three of them are smart, they can take care of themselves." Octavia was interupted by Enyo's scoff so she decided to take another route. "You know Abraham will follow you. Which will put him at risk." Using a softer tone now. "Come home."
Enyo looked away from Bellamy and they knew they had her. Fighting her motherly instincts, Enyo walked back to her brother. To her friends. Her new home.

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Folding her clothes that were on the bed of blankets, Enyo picked up everything in the tent that was hers. Her bag, that she quickly placed her necklaces in, her small sketchbook of folded pages that she'd recently drew in and her weapons. As soon as they got back to camp she checked on her brother, filled Jasper in on what happened to Monty and how Bellamy wont let anyone go after them, and come straight to her and Bellamy's tent. Which was soon to be just Bellamy's tent. She had already let her tears fall on the trek back to the dropship, feeling her frustration and stress bubble over. She did feel better after but made sure not to draw attention to herself. And feeling a presence behind her in the tent now, it hadn't worked.

"I told you, im not gunna let you get yourself killed for them." Bellamy warned. He didn't like the fact that Monty, Clarke and Finn had been taken but if he had to chose between living and dying for them...and they weren't important enough for him to risk his life as well as the peoples he cares about.
"Good for you but im not leaving camp." She replied, primly.
Frowning, Bellamy stepped more into the tent. "Then what are you doing?"
Picking up her things as tactful as she could, she spinned to face him.

"Congratulations you have your tent to yourself. Im sharing with my brother and Jasper."
Feeling guilty, Bellamy apologised. "Look i know ive been an asshole but im just trying to protect you."
Scoffing, Enyo felt her anger boil over. "Okay first of all, you've been a grade A asshole. And second, i dont want your protection! Ive survived this long without it so i dont need it now. Stick your apologies in your mouth, thats where all the bullshits coming from."

Striding out of his tent before he can get a word in edge ways, Enyo stormed through the camp with her things almost falling out of her arms due to her angry pace. Seemingly dropping everything when she cursed, forgetting which tent her brother was in. She wasn't in the mood to search through every tent. Especially when her brother would ask what has her in such a mood. She'd either lie or tell the truth and right now, her whole life literally all over the floor, neither sounded appealing. What is it with me just spilling my guts to people and it biting me in the ass. Always the one to get hurt, Enyo thinks to herself.

"Need a hand, sugar?" A feminine voice piped up from above Enyo's crouched form. The blonde, slim girl crouched down too and Enyo recognised her from Octavia's conversation about Bellamy's harem in the first few days on the ground. Octavia discussed it because Enyo had asked why she was unwilling to befriend any of the girls in the camp, not trusting them to put her before her brother.
"Im Bree. Bellamy didnt mention me?" She asked sweetly. Bree, like most of the others, assumed the reason he had stopped sleeping with them is because of the girl in front of her. Which definitely piqued Bree's interest.

"No. But I've heard things." Enyo shrugged. The items on the floor being sorted again by Enyo so she could find a way to pick them up and carry without dropping anything.
Bree didn't like the attention not being on her, putting her hand on Enyo's arm to gain her attention. Enyo looked up and something inside her stirred at the girls seductive smile.
"Good things?"
Enyo smirked at her, realising the girls intent and feeling a little smug about it, turning on her own charm as she stroked her hand up Bree's arm, that was still holding onto her. Bree shivered, excitement racing through her. If this girl can satisfy Bellamy so much that he turns everyone else away... Bree's thoughts trail off as Enyo brushes her hair away from her face, tugging playfully.

"Extremely good things." She winked, her voice going husky the more they talked. Bree smiled, eyes going dark as she pulled her closer, both still crouching in the middle of camp in the dark.
"What about you?" Bree asked innocently batting her eyelashes.
Their breaths fanning across eachothers faces, lips only a foot apart.
Licking her lips and completely forgetting about her belongings on the floor, Enyo let herself get distracted from everything thats happened in her favourite way. "Babe I'll have you writhing in pleasure better than anyone has before. The quicker we get to your tent, the more orgasms I'll give you."
Shooting up and pulling Enyo with her, Bree walks backwards towards her tent, kissing her with eagerness. Their lips were soft but the kiss wasn't, all hot and steamy. Another flare of excitement shot through Bree again, remembering, "my tent isnt empty..."
Chuckling at Bree's feined innocence, Enyo revels in their sexual chemistry. The only time she can forget her problems. Bree waits for the girl's response and when she hears it, Bree practically purrs. "The more the merrier."

Authors note: annnd yeah that just happened. I'll have another chapter up by friday night, latest. Once again thanks for the votes. Cant stop smiling when i get the notifications 😄😉

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