I thought I loved you

But I was wrong.

Maybe I craved a feeling

Of being wanted

And being loved

But when you showed me

How you felt

And made me feel

What I was craving,

I got scared.

And I ran away

I pushed you so far away

That I ruined us

Because maybe I don't love you

Maybe I just thought I did

Because you were the only one

Who ever made me feel needed

And now everything we had

All the laughs and the memories

Have been ruined

By my selfishness

For someone to need me

How I thought I needed you.