when someone utters your name
I feel the world stop
I feel my heart crack
and tears form puddles in my eyes

holding on to you was never the plan
but the pain gets worse every time

I miss you like hell, you know
but you left me there
standing, all alone
with no one to go to
no place to call home

sometimes I think I've moved on
but then my mind wanders
back to the late night chats
and how we laughed until we cried

I remember the worry that would build up
when you never messaged for a few days
I remember the times we spoke about love
and our future lives
I remember daydreaming about meeting you
once upon a time 

but good things never last
there is no such thing as a happy ending
this is no fairytale
this is real life

and losing you,
well,
that was the realest pain I've ever felt