I never anticipated spending my senior year in California, homeschooled, and spending almost all of my time in the City of Hope getting treated for my 'sickness'.

I anticipated to be in
Doncaster, spending my senior year in Hall Cross Academy. Acting, Singing, and Dancing with the drama club like I did since freshman year.

Now I'm stuck here, in my room, (where I spend almost of my time since we moved here last year ) watching plays and movies. I always did enjoyed acting. I was gonna major in it, maybe even become a famous actor. That's all impossible now Though.

We don't have the funds to send me to college anymore, and even if we did I wouldn't live long enough to do something with my education. College seems pointless to me now. Everything seems pointless.

I guess that's what happens when you get Non-Hodgkin Lymphoma cancer at sixteen.

It messes up your life.