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Gods existed, right?

If so then why am I still getting hurt?

If Gods do exist then why aren't they helping me?

That because Gods don't exist... that's what I believe.

It was just another boring day. We're learning about Greek Mythology again.

Why are we even talking about Greek Gods even if it won't help us in the future?

Zeus cheating on his wife, Hera with other goddesses like Artemis and Athena.

This is pretty disturbing. The pictures hold meaning but Kronos eating his own children?

They suddenly showed a picture of eighteen Greek Gods.

Athena, Hermes, Aeolus, Chronos, Artemis, Poros, Hades, Aphrodite, Hebes, Ares, Apollo, Zeus, Hephaestus, Themis, Dionysus, Satyr, Poseidon and Erebus.

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Time passes by and how did we go to Greek Gods to Fallen Angels?

The bell rang and everyone starts leaving the classroom.

I went to my locker but was pinned there by someone.

Great, we have the drama girl here.

Why is it always me?

"What do you want now?" I roll my eyes on her then she scoffed.

"Why can't you just leave this place?" She told me.

"Why won't you just leave me alone?" I told her then she smirked.

"You seriously want to die. Say that again." She said but I kept quiet.

"I SAID SAY THAT AGAIN!" Her voice suddenly became deeper.

Before I knew it, she was already a different creature.

She's no human. She has black wings and har hands became claws.

"I SAID SAY THAT AGAIN!" She was about to hit me but I dodged it.

What kind of sorcery is this?!?

IS THIS EVEN A HUMAN!?

She continues attacking me until the lights all went out.

"God damn it." I run away from her.

I stopped when she flew towards me and stopped right in front of me. She was so ready to kill me.

I shut my eyes, waiting for the pain to hit me but there's no pain at all. Instead, I heard a scream. I was about to open my eyes but someone kept it closed.

"Keep your eyes closed." Someone said but it was a guy.

"Don't go too hard on her, Mark." One said.

"You go overboard sometimes."  I heard another voice then I started to wonder.

Who are these people?

I heard another scream and another one.

What was going on?

"What the heck.." I mumbled under my breath.

"Keep your eyes closed if you don't want to see blood." The guy said, again but softly and continue covering my eyes. I shut up and after a few seconds, he finally uncovered my eyes.

She was gone and there was two guys in front of me.

I look back and the guy that was covering my eyes was still there. There are more guys behind him.

"Who are you people?" I asked him then one of them pull me up.

"We are Gods that's here to keep you safe." One said then I scoffed.

Gods?

"I believe that Gods doesn't exist," I said then the guy that pull me up let me go.

"They are real, Sweetie." Another one said then I look around.

"Listen, just because you're all handsome, that doesn't mean that you can call yourselves Gods and if you're all Gods, why are you all here in the Human World?" I said then they all kept quiet.

I also kept quiet until one grabbed my wrist and turn me around, so I can look at him.

"How did we kill that Fallen Angel? You just saw what happened with your own eyes and you're saying that Gods aren't real. We aren't here to deal with what you say, we're here to get rid of the Sinners that are hiding in human bodies." He said then I removed his hand on me.

"So? Why won't you just do your job? If you call yourselves Gods, then fine but that doesn't change my mind that Gods aren't real. You're here to get rid of the Sinners, right? If you're here to do that then don't involve me." I said then left them there.

I left school after getting my bag.

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I felt like someone is following me. I look back and saw the guys from earlier. Is a gang following me? There's so many of them. I roll my eyes and continue walking.

Are they really Gods? If they are then why aren't they... nevermind.

"Why won't things go the way I want?" I mumbled to myself.

"Ever heard of Reality?" One of the guys shouted and I stopped. How did he hear that?

"What do you want and why are you following me!?" I snapped at them.

"As I said, we're here to keep you safe." One suddenly appeared in front of me. I flinched and pushed him.

"I don't need to be safe. I can die whenever I want." I said then his eyes widened. I took this chance to run away.

Why do I have to say that?

It is true anyway. I do want to die for a long time...

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I entered my house and threw my bag in the floor. I went to the kitchen and go to the drawers.

I took a bag of white powder, hence cocaine. 

Yup, kids. I take drugs.

I bring out a cup from the cabinets and poured water in a glass. I added the drug in the water and watch it sink to the bottom of the glass.

The drug started to dissolve in the water cause the clear water to turn into this white-ish colour.

It's been two years since I start doing drugs. It's more like a habit but it's slowly turning into an addiction. I tried to stop but it won't.

I'm crazy for doing this but this is the only way to relieve my stress.

"This is useless." I sighed and was about to drink it until I felt my hand was stopped by someone or something...

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