I know, I know.. The picture has nothing to do with the chapter... I don't care😜

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2 weeks later, on July 22nd, we were in Dallas, and I was really excited because I would get to see Saige in two days! Tonight they have a show, then we will be leaving for my hometown! I made sure to get Saige backstage tickets so she could meet the boys in person and so I could see her. She said that she was still living in the same house she was when we moved, so I still know where she lives. I want to, when we get to Denver, go to her house and surprise her. She texted me saying that she had a surprise for me. I'm excited for that too.

Ashton and I were also still thinking about a baby. I had wanted to be a mum since I was about five, so I was serious about it.

I was backstage with Talia, and we were talking about the whole baby thing.

"So are you guys still thinking about having a baby?" She had asked.

"Yeah. Well, I am, but I don't know about Ashton. He's mentioned it once since then, but I think he has too much else to think about," I explained.

"Oh, so you guys aren't having any kids soon?"

"Probably not, or at least not for a while, I'm guessing.."

"Okay. Well, if you ever need to talk, I'm right here."

"Thanks, Talia."

"You're welcome."

I walked into the dressing room, and I made sure all of the boys were fully clothed before I walked in. When I walked in, Calum was sitting on the love seat talking to the other boys while they were sitting on the couch. I sat down in between Ashton's legs, and he started to play with my long, brown hair that I had curled earlier that day. Talia walked in, and she sat down next to Calum, of course. Michael and Luke looked at us jealously. They just didn't have girlfriends.

"What, Mikey and Lukey? Are you jealous that you don't have a fucking beautiful girlfriend like me?" Ashton asked them.

"Or a gorgeous girlfriend like me?" Calum added before kissing Talia.

We wanted to mess with them more, so we turned it into a make out session. After about 3 seconds, Luke and Michael got disgusted and left.

Ashton stopped kissing me and looked at the clock. "We only have 5 minutes till we need to go out on stage," he said.

"Well, then we have 5 more minutes to make out," I told him.

"No, but seriously, Madds-"

"Shut up and kiss me, Irwin!" I growled, then started kissing him. I could get aggressive when it came to making out.

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After the show, we got on the plane and took off for Denver! We would be there in about 2 hours, but I tried to sleep anyways. I was sitting beside Ashton like always, and I fell asleep with my head on his shoulder.

I woke up and Ashton was staring at me. He was always staring at me when I was sleeping. I took my head off his shoulder. I looked out the window, and I didn't think we were close to landing.

"Ashton, how long was I asleep?" I asked him.

"About an hour and thirty minutes?" It came out more like a question, though.

"Okay. That's longer than I thought. So we'll be landing in like 20 to 30 minutes?"

"Yeah, so you better stay up."

"Okay. I wanna cuddle," I smiled

"We were cuddling the whole time you were asleep," Ashton chuckled.

"Are you turning down a cuddle?"

"Um, no, cuddle with me," he smuggled up next to me.

"That's what I thought," I giggled.

I put my head on his chest, and he wrapped his arms around me. He put his chin on the top of my head, and I grabbed ahold of his long fingers. I played with his fingers a lot. Ashton took his chin off the top of my head, and started to say something.

"Madds, have you- never mind," he started, but didn't finish.

"No, Ash, what were you gonna say?"

"I was wondering if you've thought any more about a baby.."

"Every day."

"Me too," he sighed but smiled.

"Really?"

"Yup. And I've thought more seriously about it," he looked at me.

"Same here."

Ashton just sighed, and put his chin back on my head.

I just thought then. He wanted to have a baby too. This was getting really serious.

Ten minutes later, we landed, and then I drove off to Saige's house with Ashton. He was helping me with the surprise. He was now dressed up as a pizza guy. Once we got to her house, I hid in one of the bushes and watched Ashton ring the doorbell and wait. I heard footsteps towards the door, and then the door swung open.

"Hello, I have a large pepperoni pizza for Saige Jenner," Ashton announced to Saige's mom.

"Saige! Did you order a pizza?" Her mom yelled.

"No!" Saige ran towards the door.

Saige saw the "pizza guy" and knew it was Ashton. She laughed, and said, "I know it's you, Ashton Irwin." She said it like she's known him for her whole life. Her mom then left. It finally kicked in to her that Ashton was there and that I must be with him. "Wait! If you're here, where's Maddie? I wanna see her!" I jumped out from the bush, and she ran to me. She hugged me and didn't let go. She whispered in my ear, "Are you pregnant yet?" I hoped Ashton hadn't heard.

I then told her, "No, but I have a story to tell you."

"Can't wait," she replied.

"You guys don't have a concert tomorrow night, do you?" She asked Ashton.

"No, but on Wednesday we do" Ashton replied, and today was Monday, so we had tomorrow to do whatever we wanted. The boys didn't have meetings.

"Okay, good. I have a surprise for you guys," Saige told us.

"Okay. Sounds great," Ashton and I said in sync.

I was staying at Saige's that night while the boys stayed at a hotel. Then, the next night, I would stay with them, but now, I needed to catch up with Saige.

Ashton left, and I went to Saige's room. It was exactly the same as it was when I left, except a little more teenage, because I left when I was 11, and now we were 17. I sat on her bed right beside her.

"So, tell me your story," she said.

"Okay, about 2 weeks ago, I threw up randomly, so we thought I was pregnant," I started, but she cut me off.

"So you and Ashton have had sex?" She seemed surprised.

"Duh. Twice," I replied, and she smiled. I continued, "Anyways, we got three pregnancy tests, and they were all negative. Then, I started crying, and Ashton and I talked about trying for a baby."

"Maddie, I'm not sure if you'd want to have a baby..."

"I'm 100% sure. Ashton and I have talked about it quite a lot."

"Okay. It's your choice, and I support you."

"Thanks, Saige," I smiled at her

"You're welcome."

We talked more, then fell asleep at 4am.

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The next evening, some people from my old school in Denver, the boys, One Direction, and I were at Saige's house, and it was 5pm. Her parents went away that day, and they wouldn't be back until tomorrow evening.

"This is my surprise!" Saige announced.

She had streamers up everywhere, chips, alcohol, pizza, lots of other foods, and she had even hired a DJ.

"This is awesome! Thanks Saige!" Calum thanked her, and the 5SOS and 1D boys agreed.

"This is really cool, Saige. Thanks," I told her.

"You're welcome," she replied to all of us.

Music started playing, and we started dancing. I went out to the kitchen to get a drink and pizza. I ate my pizza and drank a little, then caught up with some kids from my old school in Denver. I socialized for about 20 minutes, then went to see where Ashton was. I didn't find him, so I asked the other boys.

"Mikey, have you seen Ashton?" I asked Michael.

"No I haven't.." He shrugged.

"Luke do you know where Ashton is?" I asked Luke, but he turned me down too.

Next, I asked Calum who was dancing with Talia, "have you seen Ashton?"

"I haven't. Have you, Talia?" He turned towards Talia.

"I saw him going up the stairs a few minutes ago," she told me.

I thanked her, then walked up the stairs. There wasn't much upstairs except for a bathroom, Saige's room and her parent's room. First, I looked in the bathroom. No Ashton there. Next her parent's room, but still no Ash. Last, I knocked on Saige's door, then opened it to see a naked Ashton and a naked Saige in the bed together.

"WHAT THE FUCK IS GOING ON HERE!?" I screamed in tears.

"Hey, babe... Just with your friend here," Ashton slurred, obviously drunk.

"Yeah, Maddison!" Saige was drunk too.

"I'M LEAVING!" I yelled, still sobbing.

I slammed the door and ran down the stairs, almost falling on my face. Luke saw me crying, and ran up to me.

"Maddie, what's wrong?" He asked.

"Go up into Saige's bedroom and ask Saige or Ashton!" I was crying and yelling at Luke, and I felt bad.

*Luke's POV*

"Ashton isn't cheating on you is he?" I asked.

Maddie was just crying and nodding her head. I pulled her into a hug and stroked her hair. I tried to soothe her by saying, "It'sokay, Maddie. It's okay," but it backfired.

"It's not okay! My shitty boyfriend that I gave my fucking virginity and my whole damn heart to is fucking cheating on me!" She yelled and cussed.

"I'll be back.." I told her, and she nodded.

I ran upstairs, and I knocked on Saige's door.

Ashton came to the door in boxers and asked slowly, "What do you want, Lukey?"

"Go away!" Saige yelled, drunk also.

"No. Maddie is crying, and she told me, and I quote, 'her shitty boyfriend that she gave her fucking virginity and her whole damn heart to is fucking cheating on her'!Care to explain?!" I almost yelled.

Ashton seemed to snap back to reality, because he said, "Oh my fucking God, what have I done? I need to get her back."

"Yeah, you better. But that might be hard. She's pretty hurt" I warned him.

"I'll do whatever to get her back," he replied, and I smiled.

He ran down the steps and over to Maddie.

*Maddison's POV*

Ashton ran over to me, and took ahold of my hands. "I'm very fucking sorry," he apologized.

I took my hands out of his grasp, and I just ran to the washroom, then locked the door. I immediately heard knocking on the door.

"Madds, babe, let me in!!" Ashton yelled.

"No, I already s-said n-no!" I cried.

"Please, I'm sorry, babe!"

"Stop calling me babe!"

"What do you mean?"

"We're through!!"

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Ooooo... Cliffhanger!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Sorry about that.... What do you think Ashton will do next???? Comment!!

-Lizzie xx