"...Oh god... Oh god, no.... N-No... NO!... Please... Please, wake up!... WAKE UP!... NATSU!" He sobbed loudly, screaming for the younger boy to wake up; to be alive. But knowing it's all futile; as guilt and self-blame and loathing hit him hard.

He immediately pulled his thickly fluid member out, feeling as enormous amount of cum came dripping off his member and the rosette's opening; making him feel more disgusted and ashamed with himself. How!? How could he had let something like this happen!? And to his best friend and crush too! He... He killed him. He sobbed harder, wrapping the younger boy into his arms, tightly.

"I'm so sorry... I'm so sorry... I'm so sorry..." He repeated over and over. But know matter how much he apologize's, he knew that won't bring him back. Burring his face into the once warm, but now icy cold neck. All the while, grieving in immense pain like none other he had ever felt before. He didn't know what drove him into doing such a thing. Yeah he was drunk, but to go as so far for his feeling's to take over and hurt Natsu like that, was so unforgivable! He would live with this regret for the rest of his life. And another death, added, because of him.

He pulled Natsu's limp and smaller body closer to his chest, putting the rosette's limp head that was left hanging, into his neck, and start rocking back and forth. His apologize's and tear's never once stopping. He didn't know what to do; his special person was dead and it was all because of him. Just thinking about it, drove him into crying harder; it echoed across his empty house, sounding eerily and broken.

How was he supposed to explain this to his friend's? His family? He felt lost. Cold. Not even his magic was this cold. Their fire, his fire; that brighten's up everyone's day's was forever gone, and it'll never come back. Never again. The dead just can't come back to the living. It's just isn't possible. And it's all his fault. He was all to blame, even if he wasn't conscious of doing so.

"This wasn't suppose to happen... Not like this... Not like this... Oh god, please no, Natsu!" He cried in great misery. "I'm so sorry... I'm so sorry... I didn't want this to happen... Not like this... Oh god, not like this..." His broken wailing's were muffled against the pinkette's icy neck.
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So what you think? Sorry if it was short. Hmmm... Maybe a part 3?