Today was a hard day.

Hoseok told me that he needed to go out of town for a dance workshop. He asked me if I would be okay here alone, and of course I said yes, not wanting to worry him.

But in reality I was scared. So scared that without him I'd crumble again. Terrified that I wasn't as strong as I began to think.

But I couldn't hold Hoseok back from what he wanted to do.

That would be selfish of me.