Heyo! I'm up for a bit today to relax during the weekend and I've decided to do irusukawaakari 's challenge ayyyyyy.

Also, I slightly have amnesia so if I misspell anyone's name I apologize.

Adventure Time

(a retelling of cranerain's Wattpad fabulous life)

This account started way back in 2015, after I closed my old account because of an argument with my "best" internet friend. My username back then was "NerDOLLAR" because I was a crazy fan of Durarara. I had some followers from my past account like simswimsbob  NeraineIsHere  and Arctic_Sky  the most well-known authors on Wattpad

I fell into depression for a while and it took me a few weeks to get over with and move on with life. I used to be a hard sucker for One Piece and began publishing my first romantic tragedy fan fiction ever: Long Distance Love Affair. It was based on one of DECO*27's songs where two lovers love each other, constantly talk on the phone but have never met each other before. And the song suits my mental state.

I continued it for a while and the fan fiction surprisingly hit the top and a lot of ppl loved it. I gained some followers. I don't quite remember their usernames because we don't contact much to each other anymore but I still follow them (you can check them out in the earliest section).

This fan fiction also allowed me to meet the amazing Marimooz  who quickly became best friend.

Then I watched Diabolik Lovers and wrote a fan fiction of it. It only lasted for one chapter cuz of my lack of motivation. Then I wrote Secrets & Lies (Law x Kid sinful Heaven). I then fell into Knb hell and read a bunch of (mostly) Akashi fan fictions, and fell in love with akashi_ryuuki 's works. My most favorite one is still 69 days. We eventually became friends. I also became friends with sakura-kisses (pls publish Perks of Being a Devil Fruit User again!)

Eventually, I got bored quickly and caught up with school/other affairs and had to discontinue them.

When I came back, I promised myself that I would change and (re)opened my covershop. I still remember some ppl back then complain about my style and I didn't quite get over it yet. I was very prideful for my works.

So some customers came in. I gained my followers and attention. I also opened another account to plan out my RP characters. The account was also a place where I used to organize my light novel characters as of to date.

I also published Alter (first on the RP account then this one). I gained some attention and suggestions to improve. It was a very happy moment. I met stardew- and became friends with her too. I am now missing the "Special Task Force". I also met lastwill-  thanks to our perfect friendship compatible on my RP account. I loved her story (The Wandering Witch and used to comment a bunch) I'm so sorry that you don't see me a lot anymore. Anyway, we became best friends after I recommended her stardew- stories lol.

I was EXTREMELY jealous of other designers, questioning why in the WORLD they were so good. I used Pixlr app, Phonto and other apps to get this far but I was GREEDY for more. So I went to YouTube, learned hacking skill and downloaded CS2 and CS4. Because I had a basic knowledge of CS6 before thanks to me LGBT class and watching YouTube speedcover, I instantly knew what I had to do.

I then devoted my time to graphic designing and writing Alter with the intention to convert it to a manga someday. I think this was also the time when I met irusukawaakari   DestinyGirlz  DestinedFate  ArisatoHoharu  kingoftears  Amayacchi_ taeyeorii and more.

I also found the idols of my life who are Abyss-of-Crazy  and @seventhstar

I was lost in the abyss of graphics and constantly went to DeviantArt to look up references, temples, Photoshop colorings  styles, etc. I believed that by looking at something for a long time, you learn something by breaking it down. Such as "oh so they probably used this tool to do this and this. I should try it out!"

After that..... idk, I improved? I mean, I supposed I improved in digital art, how to deal with ppl, correct grammar, how to write a story, etc.

But..... I didn't really feel complete. Actually, I was never out of depression in the first place because I always feel that I'm not true to myself. Everyone wanted me to be honest but I've learned that honesty leads me to nowhere the hard way. They know a part of me, but that will be the only info they ever know. And perhaps it was why I slowly lost interest in interacting with others. I mainly reply when it's important or to wish my friends and followers a great holiday. I become slower and more inactive every day.

But... Marimooz was there for me and comforted me. She was patient and listened to me ranting my issues and doubts. Perhaps that was why I'm still sane.

I still meet more ppl. Although, I've lost quite a bit of interest in graphic designing and heading toward digital art. I don't stay up on Wattpad often anymore. There are a lot of reasons but it's mainly because of school. I'm at the end of my sophomore year and preparing for my junior year. Thus, I lost concentration on Wattpad.

When I come back, maybe there will be a lot of new creations to come out. I'm so happy that you guys stick with me this far. Truly and honestly. Thanks for being patient even though I'm a mess.

Thank you :)

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Here is a little rough sketch of Chell I drew for lastwill- what do you think?