Another day in the guild, another day of everyone hitting me with magic, and calling me names. Great. This has been since the GMG and I lost, so I blame no one but me. Besides, who else is there to blame? I deserve this.

Sitting up, I looked down at my cut wrist, which I don't hide any more. No point hiding any of it. No one really would care for me, and neither do I. I'm worthless. Finally getting out of bed, I get a green tank top, with a brown short skirt, and my brown boots and undergarment. Heading to the bathroom and passing the mirror I look my self over.

Scars line my legs, arms, and basically everywhere on my body. Most from my supposed nakuma, and the rest...from me. I sigh, and get my bath ready, adding the strawberry and vanilla scented bubble wash and hopping in. It felt nice against my body. The bath is were I relax, and disappear from reality. I remember who it was with my friends when they treated me kindly, and how it could be.

After a hour, I wash my hair and get out. Quickly drying my hair, getting dressed and putting my hair in two pigtails, I grab my belt and keys and head to the guild. I stopped walking on the side of the river long ago. Mainly because I know if on the guild members saw me fall in they wouldn't care.

Who would?

Reaching the guild, I walked in as quietly as I can, only to be spotted and magic started being thrown at me. I try to dodge but can't. By the time it's over, I'm so broken I hurts to move so I close my eyes. A pair of feet walks up to me so I open my eyes, and look up. My vision is blurry but I can make out the pink hair: Natsu.

He lists me up by my hair, and looks at my sternly. I visibly shake waiting for what will happen next.

"You're put of Team Natsu, you're and should kill yourself. You don't belong here. No here cares for you, and now I see why your father never cared for you. You're whiny, and always complain. You can't even dodge anything. Not even your spirits love you." The last part hurt, and I teared up facing the truth. He was right...I needed to just leave.

"O-ok....Natsu..."I looked down, and he dropped me to the floor with a bang. I looked up at the roof of the guild, not moving.

"Get up you weakling and get out. " It was sweet Wendy saying that. I can't believe it.

"Did you not hear here?! Get out wench! No one love you! Your pathetic and should just die!" That was Natsu again.

I sat up abruptly panting. My bed was from sweat, my blonde hair stuck to my face and back, and the moon shone in my room. I placed a hand on my head and laid back into my soft, and welcoming bed.

"It was just a dream, that's all it was....but....everything they said was true," Tears blurred my eyes, as they began falling softly down my cheeks and into either my chest, or the bed. "I can't so anything right anymore, I can't believe the guild still is with me." I closed my eyes. " I can't do anything right.."

With that thought, I fell deep into sleep again, welcoming the nightmare all over again.