14. THIS TIME I MEAN IT

As promised ❤️

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Taehyung's POV

I rushed to the hospital as soon as I heard the news. I'm relieved. At last he is awake. Namjoon said he is transferred to the recovery room. He is doing great and needs rest. As soon as he recovers hi energy he can be released soon.

The moment I entered his room, my heart beats erratically. I'm nervous as hell. When Namjoon, Yoongi and Hoseok saw ne they said their good-byes to Jin and left us alone.

"J-jin ... I-" I can't even finish my sentence because I feel like every word that I will try to say will become tears.

"I'm sorry Jin. I'm so sorry. I shouldn't told you those things Jin. I was wrong. I'm sorry Jin."

I don't know the exact words that I should say. No words can console the pain he has experienced through me. I will just accept the fact that he might not forgive me and hate me forever.

"TaeTae, it's okay. I want you to be happy that's why I set you free. Don't feel guilty about what I did to myself. It's my choice, Tae. I'm not mad at you. Go back to her and live your life. I'm okay. Don't worry."

He touched my face and wiped my tears away. He again has that smile on his face. But I'm a fool no more.

"No Jin, I'm not obligated nor guilty. I'm afraid. Afraid that I might totally lose you. A week after I left you, I realized that I didn't really loved Iris. I love you. But I was blinded because I was used to us being together and I mistook what I feel for Iris as love. And then I saw you with Namjoon. I thought you found someone else and I was furious. I called you names and I'm sorry for that. I know you are not those things I'm just stupid and an asshole. I'm really really sorry."

Jin just looked at me and he is crying.

"H-hey don't cry. You don't have to forgive me Jinnie, just let me take care of you. I want to be here for you."

After saying those words, Jin grabbed me and pulled me to a hug.

"I'm not mad at you, that's true Tae. I would lie if I say that I won't be needing you. I need you Taehyung. I want you to be with me, but I don't deserve you. You have a bright future ahead of you and you shouldn't be stuck with me I'm-"

"Don't say that!"

I pulled away from his hug and looked at him as I stopped his words. I can't accept thay he thinks like that. I don't want him to think like that. Thi sounds selfish but I don't want anyone aside from Jin. He is all I need and I swear I'll do everything to keep him.

"But Tae it's true."

"Why? Why di you think that way?"

I asked him that question. Prompting him to open up to me.

"B-because ummm ... Why do you need to know? You don't have to know!"

I see that he doesn't want to open up to me yet. I won't push him to it. I want him to trust me. I will also have to tell Namjoon, Hoseok, and Yoongi the same thing. And if this means waiting for him to tell me his situation I will wait. But that doesn't mean I will also stop looking for those bastards that abused my precious Jinnie. I will make them pay.

"Jin, listen, okay? I love you and if you want, I want to be back in your life and protect you 'til the day I die. I want to be there for you in your darkest nights and your brightest days. I want to make up for all the pain I caused you. I want to shower you with love and do the things I didn't do when I has the first chance. Will you give me that chance Jin?"

"Promise me Taehyung, you will never hurt me again? I might not be able to handle it this time, I might lose it." He held my hand and used his thumb to caress my palm. He has a shy smile on his lips, with a little reddish blush that spreads all over his face.

"I promise, Jin. I will take care of you."

This time, I was the one who pulled him for a hug.

"I love you, TaeTae."

"I love you too, Jinnie. This time I mean it."


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Hi!!! I'm back sorry for not updating yesterday. I was really busy.

But really, y'all surprised me! Last night I was so happy that we ranked #4 on TaeJin even for just a couple of hours I'm so happy. Now, we reached 1k reads I'm thankful. As you know, this is my first ever attempt to write, and for you to give this your time and attention really meant a lot. So thank you!!

We we're almost halfway through this story. Buckle up and enjoy the ride 💜😍

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