**** Hey guys, I have a couple things to say :) 

1. My senior year started and the classes are brutal, legit, hard homework on the second day, like it blows. 

2. One of the reasons I've been drawing out the whole Ryker and Ronnie separation is because the sooner I get them back together, the sooner this book ends. But it's starting to get stale, and I know by now some of you have negative feelings towards the book Ronnie, so I will be doing a little leap in their relationship, not necessarily forgiveness, but its a start. You'll see ;) I think/hope at least some of you will like it, based on what I know of you from previous chapters/books haha. 

Rynnie isn't dead is all I can say ;) 

3. I love you all, you're beautiful, your ass is life, your body is perfect, your face is the sun, your eyes are the kind that you could drown in, and you can talk to me anytime, I mean it <3 

If you ever have a question/comment/concern and don't wanna post it in a comment for whatever reason, you can message me, and I can elaborate on it and hopefully explain better :)  

And if you ever feel down, suicidal, depressed, or just anything and want to talk, I promise you I'm not mean, Ill listen and try to help, and do whatever you would like <3 Stay strong my lovelies. I love you all to infinity and beyond ****

*Ryker* 

I woke up a little while later, embarrassed to where my mind had gone in my dreams, to a specific night spent with Ronnie, not spent sleeping, but rather breathing heavily and pressing into each other, hands scraping down bodies and-...... I need to stop. 

I heard hushed voices, and I got up to head to the bathroom, but on the way there, something caught my eye and I paused.

It was Leah and Ryan standing by the door. Ryan was leaned against the door-frame leaning down towards Leah's face, whispering to her. They probably thought I was asleep. 

I felt like a stalker fangirl that looks at their OTP from afar and mutters "now kiss" under their breath furiously, but I was completely okay with it. I hid myself around the corner and peeked in the hallway to stalk-watch them, grinning and blushing like crazy. 

Just kiss already damnit, you know you want to.....come on............you're so close already, just lean down a little more Ryan, lean up a little more Leah, and kiss and get married and have babies and- 

I bit my lip and hold my breath, watching them standing there. I may be infringing on a special moment between them, but hell if I was gonna pass up this opportunity to see this little moment between them. And they didn't have to know...Though they probably would....

There was a little giggle from Leah and she opened the door for Ryan. He stepped out but then changed his mind, turning his head to look at Leah. 

This is it, I could see it in his eyes, he was staring at her in that way, that way filled with love, lust, whatever you want to call it; it was love. You could tell my the way he looked at her that it was gonna happen. I saw her subconsciously tilt her head up higher, and I had to muffle a squeal. 

Kiss, kiss, kiss, kiss, kiss.... 

1,2,3 and he whipped around, leaning down to Leah's level, his face so close to hers, his lips almost at hers. 

But goddamn, he turned his head just before it could happen, instead kissing her cheek quickly before turning around and walking away quickly.

She stood there a moment, letting her hand fall to her sides, and the door slammed shut. 

I squealed, running to her and picking her up, spinning her around and laughing at her shocked face. 

"Personally, I think he should have kissed you, but it was so cute oh my Jinxxy, I just-" I started to say, and she came out of her stupor, looking at me questioningly.

"Wait, you were watching?" she asked me, and I set her down on the ground grinning. 

"Um, hell yeah I was. I wasn't gonna pass up seeing 2 of my best friends finally sailing the ship and admitting that they are OTP" I said in a 'duh' tone. 

She scoffed and punched my arm-hard, may I add- but there was a dark blush on her cheeks and her lips pulled up ever so slightly.

"You know it's true. Look, it was adorable, you guys are the cutest and it was romantic, if not slightly disappointing, that he kissed your cheek after the date, instead of going for a kiss kiss" I said, slyly smirking and following her to the bedroom.

"D-date? Who said it was a date?" she asked alarmingly, and I shook my head at her, sighing. Poor girl, she was in denial. 

"I did...do" I said, and she tried to scowl at me, but her beet-red face was giving her away. 

"Well it wasn't" she said, and I patted her head lightly. "It wasn't, but it was" I said, and she rolled her eyes, huffing "fine" and turning away, like that would save me from seeing the immense grin she let out, her tongue sticking out cutely. 

"It was so romantic awww, like a movie scene, and I was the spying mother in the window, except I wanted you to kiss, and I wouldn't have interrupted, I would've given you space and time and just let it play out and-" 

She slammed her hand over my mouth so I couldn't say anymore. 

"Stop. Talking. About. It. You're gonna make me fangirl like you and we don't need that" she said, and I grinned, licking her hand so she pulled it away.

"YOU GUYS ARE SO ROMANTIC! RYAH IS GOING CANNON" I yelled at the top of my lungs. 

Leah jumped on me, pinning me to the bed and holding my arms above my head. 

I could probably get out of her grip, but what would be the fun in that?

"Oh baby, I had no idea you felt this way. Kinky" I said, smirking and winking at her. 

She rolled her eyes and laughed, letting go of my hands but staying sitting on my stomach. I put my arms behind my back and looked up at her smirking. 

"Romantic" I whispered, earning a fake glare from her. 

"That was hardly romantic. I've seen romantic, that was-" she started to say, then paused and shook her head. 

"It was too! And what are you talking about? Tell me!" I said, flipping us over and sitting on her stomach, more like hovering because I was self-conscious and worried I would hurt her. I leaned down and pinned her arms above her head, smirking.

"TELL ME NOW WOMAN OR I WILL GET THE WHIP" I said loudly to her, making her wriggle with laughs. 

Our neighbors thought we were hardcore lesbians who were into BDSM. I liked it rough, but I don't know about some of that shit. All I knew what that it was funny as fuck so we never corrected them, not that they said it to our faces. 

"I don't think you want to know...." she said, but I shook her lightly, fake growling. 

"Tell me" I commanded, sitting up and crossing my arms. 

"Well....Ryan's showed me videos....of...you and...you know....yeah" she said, and I rolled off of her, biting my lip. 

"Wait......Ryan has videos of Ronnie and I? What the fuck, why?" I said, hiding the pain with confusion. I wasn't sad that she mentioned it, I sort of made her. But it hurt to remember all the times I had with Ronnie....knowing that they wouldn't happen again. Unless I had a fucking miracle. 

"The fangirls demanded it!" she said matter of factly, and I just shook my head laughing. "Well, moving on then, what videos?" I asked her, curiosity winning out over the fear of painful memories. 

"Well I've seen the video you took of Ronnie in his boxers in the street screaming 'I just want to kiss your lips, the ones between your hips', and the one Ronnie took of you talking to the neighbor boy about cumming or something-you look hot, by the way. Nice bra choice. And the Link underwear really sealed the look and brought it all together. " she said, and I shoved her lightly, shaking my head. I had an obsession with Link, it was a problem.....to some people, but to me, it was a lifestyle. 

 I cringed, but grinned at the memory. That had been a good day, spent in the pool goofing around with Ronnie.....

"And Ryan took a video of you and Ronnie leaving the court room, kissing-hardcore pg-13, by the way missy, you naughty girl" she paused to scold me, laughing. "That was light as fuck, I'd be genuinely concerned if Ryan had videos of Ronnie and I being naughty for real" I said smirking, and Leah looked at me disgusted, shoving me but laughing hard. 

"Ew. And he showed me the video of you guys dancing on the sidewalk. That was really cute" she said, and I smiled, nodding.

"It was...." I said, drifting off into my memories, grinning as I remembered that night, dancing around, really badly, with Ronnie making strange beat sounds as the music. It was quite possibly one of the best moments of my life. 

"Anyone watching could tell that you guys were in love" she said, and I smiled sadly. "Yeah, we were..." I mumbled. 

You mean you *are. 

I'm still head over heels, but I have no idea how Ronnie feels, especially after my surprise kiss, that wasn't planned at all, or expected....I swear. It would've been slightly, at least a tad smoother if I had planned it. Which I didn't consider, at all.... 

"That's why I know you guys can patch it up" she said to me, smiling encouragingly. 

I shrugged and lay back. 

I wish we could......

She smirked at me and nudged my elbow, lying next to me and pulling out her phone, most definitely to text Ryan and see if he was home safe and such. 

I pulled out my phone and hovered over Ronnie's contact, before chastising myself and moving to text Jacky about what I had seen. He was on board with me. Then I started texting Ashley about nothing and everything. 

Ashley. He was great, really. We went on motorcycle rides at least 3 times a week and hung out a lot, going to stores, dinner, parks, talking and joking around. He was a really big help to me, and I fucking loved that we were getting closer and closer. I could honestly call him a best friend, 100 percent positive, no question or doubt about it, we were best friends.