JoJo's POV

I got into my car and headed to the destination I had in my GPA. I've never been to this place before but lately I've been doing things I would never do before so it's time for something new. Time to spice it up, for him. I arrived at the boutique close to my home and parked my car and walked inside. It was nothing but lingerie and accessories and toys all around I couldn't believe it for a moment. I couldn't believe I was in the same building as all of this mess.

"Welcome!" A random lady popped out from the corner scaring me.

"Oh I'm so sorry I didn't mean to scare you haha!" She said with a lot of energy and I just took a breathe while holding my chest.

"You're fine you're fine." I responded.

"Can I help you look for something today?" She asked in a calmer voice.

"Yes, everything!" I expressed not knowing a damn thing.

"Ok! First off what brings you in today?" She asked and I thought for a second to say the right response.

"Just a special night, or special nights" I hesitated.

"Ok! Is it for you alone or someone else?" She asked making me giggle a little.

"It's for me and a special man" I responded and she nodded her head then scanned the store.

"Oh nice. Ok special night or nights for a special man.....Oh, right this way!" She said then guided me to the other side of the store. I checked out everything as we walked to the other side of the store. I wonder if Roman comes to stores like these, like I don't already know the answer to that question. He probably looses his mind in these types of stores.

"So this is our couples area we call "Lovers". There is a lot here so you can take your time and try on anything and if you need any help just let me know!" She said cheerfully and I thanked her then she walked away.

I looked all around at the things hanging on the wall in front of me. I never thought I would come face to face with this stuff but lately I've been a lot of things I never imagined myself doing. I dug inside my purse and pulled my phone out and opened a list Roman hinted at me.

*Butt plug

*Cuffs

*Lube

*Corset

*Whip

Nothing too crazy..for others. I never used a butt plug before I don't like whips or cuffs and I really don't see myself in some corset. I never tried any of this before, but I am curious how it will feel. I've already stepped out of my comfort zone there is no turning back now. I picked one of everything on the list and picked out a dark red corset then walked into the changing room. As I was changing out of my normal clothes my phone started ringing. I looked at it and saw "Eva" pop up on the screen and answered it.

"Hello?"

"Hey girl what's up?"

"Nothing much just...shopping"

"And you didn't invite me? Are we not friends anymore?"

"Eva stop you know we're not friends, we're sisters"

"Okay then why didn't you hit your sister up! I'm bored out of my mind!"

"Don't you have to pack for work?"

"Yes, but I'm not doing that right now"

"Then do that"

"That's not fun, shopping is. Where are you?"

"At a boutique"

"Oh cute which one"

"One close to my house you never heard of it"

"...wait...the adult one?!"

".....Maybe...."

"Ohhhhh that's why you didn't want me to come it's okay I get it"

"Thanks for understa-"

"Wait, why are you there?"

"Just cause..."

"Cause of Roman right?"

"No! I came by choice"

"Yeah sure. You woke up today and told YOURSELF you are going to a adult store FOR YOURSELF? Get real JoJo you're there for him"

"For him and I. No i'm not just doing this for myself but I'm not doing it just for him"

"You can keep saying that but I know you are. What crazy mess did he tell you to get?"

"Butt plugs, lube, cuffs, whips"

"....JoJo...do you hear yourself?"

"Yeah..."

"And you are seriously getting all of that.."

"Hey you were the one that said I should fight for him"

"NOT LIKE THIS JOJO!"

"Well what other way can I?!"

"I don't know I just know the stuff you just listed off is so not you. Just promise me you'll stand your ground come time to"

"There's more crazy stuff on this list that I'm even sure what they are and I have no intentions finding out. I'm only getting what I feeling the slightest comfortable with"

"Okay, as long as you are agreeing to it and not pressuring yourself into it"

"I'm not I promise, I'm honestly curious"

"Geez I never thought I would see the day JoJo get curious with butt plugs"

"Had to come someday"

"Yeah that's true just didn't realize it would happen so soon"

"Well since you aren't busy wanna quickly rush here and help me pick out a corset?"

"SAY NO MORE" *Click*

I looked at my phone and giggled then sat it down and finished changing into the black corset. I will say it fit nice and it shows off my curves nicely. I just don't think this one is memorizing. I changed out of it and back into my normal clothes and walked out the changing room. I placed the black one on a rack and looked around at more corsets since they were literally everywhere. I looked around for about 5 minutes and found two good ones and then Eva showed up. As she walked towards me I held up the two corsets and she looked at both and shook her head.

"What? These are cute!"

"Cute for a newbie. You don't want to make that obvious to Roman. You need something that BELONGS on you and just you!"

"Trust me I don't see myself in any of this stuff"

"Well now you're about to"

We walked around the whole store picking out sets that I know for a fact I wouldn't pick out myself. I'm pretty sure Eva caught up in the moment she started picking out stuff for herself. We finally went to the changing room and I tried on three dark red ones and two nude ones and I didn't like any. My body looked banging of course but the set itself didn't pop to me and I doubt it would pop to Roman, thats when I started to loose hope.

"Eva I really don't think any of this is for me"

"Oh come on JoJo those were so cute on you! What's wrong with it?"

"It's just not popping to me like I don't want to buy any of this stuff"

"Ugh well here is one black set I picked out for myself. You'll probably hate it but it's wor-"

"Oh my gosh that's cute!"

"Isn't it?! Wait you like it?"

"We'll see in a second"

I went into the changing room and realized it wasn't my size and asked eva to get my size and she did in a flash. I gave her her set back on tried on my size and I loved it. I stepped out to show Eva and her mouth dropped.

"Oh my gosh!"

"I know right?!"

"That's the one girl. He's going to snatch you up in that"

"I wanna snatch myself up in this this is SO cute!"

"So are you going to buy it?"

"I would be stupid not to!"

"Yay! You're welcome by the way"

"Thanks sister"

I hugged her then went back into the changing room and changed into my normal clothes then walked out. Eva and I bought everything we wanted to get then left the store.

"So what's the plan?" She asked me as I sat everything in my car then closed it.

"Honestly I don't know yet"

"Have any ideas?"

"No but I'm going to find some"

"Where?"

"I don't know...online" I said and she laughed.

"Okay I'll definitely leave that part to yourself, but if you need me just let me know"

"Of course I will" I said then we hugged and parted ways.

I got home and placed everything in my bed then spread it out and looked and thought hard about it.

"What am I going to do?" I thought to myself.

I don't want to do something that will make me uncomfortable but I do at the same type. Roman is so much better at this stuff then I am which doesn't help my problem. If I wanna make him stay then I gotta think of something good. Not even good something perfect that will make him loose is mind. I sighed then moved everything on my bed to the side and turned my smart tv on. I go to google and started searching.

"This is what we're resorting too huh jojo.." I mumbled to myself and started watching some videos.

Three videos in I started to get ideas and in the mood. Watching the ways the man touched the woman reminded me of Roman's touch. I started touching myself thinking of Roman and missing him. My memory jogged back to this morning with us in the bathtub and I started to loose myself in my memories completely forgetting about the videos. I love his touch so much it almost felt like he was touching me as I thought of him touching me right now. I started to touch myself more and deeper feeling myself reaching my climax till my phone started ringing knocking out the mood. I looked over to see a random number I didn't know and ignored it. I just sat there and continued watching the video and thought about Roman. I wonder what he's doing right now.

Charly's POV

"Say it again" He demanded in my ear.

"It's yours!" I moaned loudly as he thrusted harder from the back with my arms tied behind me.

"Again"

"It's yours!" I shouted louder.

"Louder" He demanded going deeper make me gasp.

"IT'S YOURS ROMAN, IT'S YOURS IT'S ALL YOURS" I shouted the last bit of energy inside me as he went faster showing no mercy.

He threw me down in front of him and continued thrusting behind me as I lost all energy to him. I miss him so much and I miss this feeling even more. He grabbed my hips and lift me up slightly pounding hard behind me a few times till he pulled out and came all over my butt and back. He let go of me and I completely fell in bed again breathless still wanting more. I looked behind me and saw Roman laying back on the headboard sweating and breathless. I love that look on him and knowing I'm apart of that reason. I gathered some energy to pull myself up and lay on his chest and hear his heart beat fast.

"I missed you, so much baby" I said lightly.

He just looked down at me and gave a weak smile then leaned back closing his eyes.

"You don't miss me as well?" I said slightly irritated.

"Yeah...I'm just whined" He said putting a smile back on my face.

"You're staying the night right?" I asked and I got no response causing me to look up at him.

"Look I'm tired right now just relax" He finally spoke.

"How can I? You been bailing on me for days now and I can't just trust you'll say now" I whined and he sighed and scratched his eyebrow.

"You know I have to pack up for my trip"

"I can help"

"I'll think about it. Just let me rest please"

"Okay" I said slightly irritated.

He finally shows up at my place and give me what I want and now he wants to leave just to pack? Really? I didn't wait and panic for him to just up and leave me again. I missed him too much and I need him so much he is not about to leave me again. We sat together for a few more minutes then his phone went off which he ignored for a second then looked over and reached for it.

"Can you at least stay for another hour? So I can have you to myself" I said trying to make him feel guilty.

He didn't respond but made a sound and smirked at his phone making me curious.

"Who's that?" I asked

"Nothing. Just rest up I'm going to wash up" He replied then left the bed and went into the bathroom with his phone.

What the fuck is getting into him? He just up left me in bed without saying baby or anything to me! He's slipping away from me and I can tell meaning one thing, it's another woman. I know he messed around with other women before me and I bet one of them want him back now that he's with me. I don't know which bitch it could be but I know a couple who could be the one. I said it once and I'll say it again, I'm not letting another one slip out of my hands again.

Especially Roman.

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Lol I'm just playing. Hope you liked this chapter! I actually had this chapter in draft for a while but I didn't know where I wanted to go with it so it took a moment to think about while life is happening you know.

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