Niall's pov:

I've woken up to Zayn's warm hands around my waist, his nose poking mine as he lightly snored. He looked so peaceful resting when he's asleep. I brought up hand to caresses his cheek and placed a kiss on forehead, then started to trace the tiger tattoo on his shoulder admiring his beautiful naked body, only wearing boxers from under the covers.

"Harry." I hear Zayn mumbles in a tiny moan. I felt my heart breaking that he's having a dirty dream about him.

I slowly get out of bed trying not to disturb Zayn and hop in the shower alone. I felt the warm water hit against my skin feeling some sort over my doubts of being with Zayn.

Harry is a really attractive guy with green eyes and that hair of his. He could be perfect for Zayn, if Zayn still wants him. I'm having difficulties moving on the fact that Zayn slept with Harry a week ago, but I'm to damn stubborn to accept it.

"Babe? You in here?" I hear Zayn's groggy voice inside the bathroom.

"Yeah, I'll be out in a few."

"What's the rush? I'll hop in the shower with you." I could imagine Zayn grinning, hearing him shuffling to take off his boxers.

I really didn't want to rain on Zayn's parade, but unfortunately I need some space. "Zayn, I just really need to be alone right now."

I hear Zayn fumbles to open the shower curtains wide, making me squeak. "Zayn!"

"You were fine yesterday, what's wrong?" He pouted, my eyes went up and down seeing him full blown naked that made me want to faint.

"I just need to clear my mind is all."

"Are you having doubts about us? Zayn asked nervously, his upper lip twitches a bit.

"It's not you Zayn, it's me?" I say not even sure if I'm even convincing myself.

Zayn lunged his lips at me against mine, I guess it was his way of showing me he cares for me. I let my hand wonder all over his bare chest feeling my fingers around down his abs.

"I'm half a heart without you Niall." Zayn starred directing into my eyes meaning what he said. It almost made me faint, but I was grasping at his muscular biceps.

I've seen Zayn naked before, but my god he's such a sëx god. Who was I kidding when he wanted me to be his sugar baby. I'm happy I accepted it.

"We'll talk once I get out. I'm just trying to figure things out for myself."

"It will crush me if you decide to leave me." Zayn mumbles, resting his head against my chest. The water from the shower head is getting everything wet.

"I just think we need to talk and see what happens in the future." I say burying my face  on his hair smelling cinnamon cherries.

"Do you need more convincing?" Zayn looked up from my chest.

His eyelashes are so pretty.

"I don't think I nee-" I try to say, but was attacked by Zayn's lips again. Shoving his tongue aggressively into mouth and my god, this was probably the most hottest kiss I've had with Zayn.

"Zayn." I moan into mouth before I pushed him away, he looked hurt by me stopping me him from pleasuring me.

"Let's talk." Zayn says helping me out the shower.

I borrowed a shirt that says cool kids don't dance a black pair of boxers, which fit oddly tight.

I saw Zayn's eyes looking at my arse and I blushed. "My eyes are up here."

"You got such a cute peachy bum." Zayn grinned licking his lips.

"Come, let's talk." I say extending my hand out and Zayn gladly takes, as he go out to the balcony for the first time for me.

I sit on top of Zayn on a lawn chair, feeling his arms wrapped around my waist as I admired the view.

"I feel like you're going to leave me." Zayn mumbled kissing my cheek and neck.

"When you were sleeping, you started to moan out Harry's name. I know, I should be over you sleeping with him by now, but if you're having any doubts about us, I think you should tell me." I admit.

"It was just wet dream about him, but of course I don't want to be with Harry, I don't know why I'm having dreams about him."

"So this has been happening recently?" I asked kind of annoyed and jealous.

"Just a few times, but you're the only man for me Niall. I didn't want to tell you cause you feel you're not good enough for me."

"How you expect me to believe that when you've been with many people before me. I thought you don't do relationships with anyone, but you want to try with me. What makes me special?" I've been dying to ask this question no matter how many times Zayn answers it, I need to know why am the chosen one to be with him.

"You're the highlight of my word baby. Nobody can compare to your charm and I shouldn't have gotten into you sëx first. I craved no string attached relationship for a long time, but I've found someone that completes me and that's you." Zayn admits truthfully holding me tight in his arms, as he put his faced against my neck.

"I'm so much younger and what if I grow older, I don't won't you to get tired of me."

"Baby, how could I get tired of you? I respect you and I fück you with permission. You're the best thing in my life right now. Harry isn't the person I never wanted, he's a distant memory in the past now and you're my future." Zayn says playing with my hair.

"Okay Zayn, I believe you." I sigh in relief.

"Don't be afraid to talk to me Niall, I don't want you feeling insecure that you aren't good enough for me." Zayn reassures me.

"I'll keep that in mind." I hummed, then cooed as Boris came into the bedroom and walked towards the
Balcony, and I picked him up from the floor.

He licked my face and I couldn't help giggled, as I was unaware of Zayn fondling staring at me with loving eyes.

Maybe it's time stop overreacting and just be with Zayn without feeling I'm not enough for him.

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