A/N: Izuku POV unless said otherwise!

It was a day like every other day. I woke up, went to the bathroom took my razorblade out and began cutting myself. 42 times split equally on both of my arms. Why 42? Just because it's the answer to everything! 42 different ways I feel useless, 42 different ways they hurt me and no one ever cared to look at me. To stop the pain, to stop the bulling and finally to save me!

Useless!

Deku!

Waste of Space!

You can't do anything right!

Me: *sigh*

I looked down at my wrist. Both were covered completely in blood. Some cuts were deeper than the others. I quickly cleaned them and bandaged them up, before going back to my room to change into my school uniform.

Once I was done, I went to the kitchen and prepared breakfast for my mother. I didn't feel like eating. I was fat and disgusting, I didn't deserve to eat. I did nothing good. At school I failed my test, got ZERO points. I was called multiple times to go to the principle for my behavior. I was simply useless and a bother to everyone.

No food! You don't deserve a reward!

My mother came into the living room and sat there waiting for the food. The food was ready at the right moment; I took the plate and placed it in front of my mother.

Me: Good Morning!

She didn't respond. It wasn't unusual. She always ignored me. I was happy that she still was providing me with a lovely home and food. After she finished her plate she went and placed it into the dishwasher. My mother didn't spare me even one glance the whole time.

I am a waste of space... Even air was better than me!

I went to my room, took my school bag and went to Aldera Junior High. For once in a long while, I arrived early. Normally my friend Kacchan would have cornered me on the way here and beaten me up in order to went his anger out at someone. At this point, I didn't care anymore. I couldn't feel the pain of the burns from his explosion or the bruises I got from him.

Lessons began and I didn't pay them much attention. I would learn for the lessons beforehand in order to not be punished or send to the principal's office for causing something I didn't do. Be it mockery of the teacher or something another student did, they would always send me instead. It was like they enjoyed it.

It doesn't matter anymore, no one cares to bother! It's normal at this point. I deserve it!

I applied to a UA, I was still holding on to my dream. I wanted to be Hero even when I was diagnossed as quirkless. I still wanted to be one!

It was the last lesson for the day and the teacher came in with a stack of paper.

Teacher: I would hand these out but who am I kidding, we don't need them. I already know that you all want to be heroes! I also saw that we have two students applying for UA.

Way to go! She enjoys it, clearly! Why though?! I have never done something to harm her or hurt her.

Katsuki: Ok, who of you damn extra thinks he is fucking better than me!

Teacher: Oh Izuku, you applied to UA too, right?

Katsuki: Right, as if that stupid nerd could even be a hero. Didn't you learn anything, Deku! You are useless! How can you idiot even think that you are fucking better than me, huh?!

Teacher: Now, now, settle down you can discuss this later.

The class was giving me death glares until the end of the lesson. Everyone got out of the classroom leaving me alone.

Maybe it would be better if I disappeared?

At least I won't get beaten by Kacchan again.

I went to my locker, took my shoes, and began walking home. The moment I exited the school building someone dragged me behind it. That someone was a friend of Bakugo. They would beat me up frequently. After we arrived at the spot, he wanted me to be, he threw me on the ground in front of Kacchan.

Katsuki: You haven't learned anything?!!! Then let me teach you a lesson you won't forget!

He took my schoolbag and took out my notebooks. I knew that he knows about my quirk analyzing books for the future. He took it out and began to burn it with his explosion, after that he threw it on the ground and came straight at me.

Kacchan's eyes were blood red and burning with rage, and yet he looked so distant and cold at the same time.

He and his minion's began beating me up again. I curled myself into a ball for protection. However, they soon began using their quirks on me. Kacchan was burning my uniform and my skin. My right shoulder had some first degree burns, my back on the other hand had a third degree large burn covering my spine. Small cuts here and there and also new bruises. After he was satisfying with what he has done, Katsuki began backing away.

Katsuki: Here's a word of advice, nerd. Don't even think of applying or else...

He said this easily with a small smirk pulling on one side of his mouth.

Katsuki: You know, if you really want to be a hero that badly, there's actually a way, just pray that you'll be born with a quirk in your next life, and take a swan dive off the roof.

I watches my best friend say these words as it they were nothing and he also said it with a feral grin. Bakugo then quickly turned around and left.

Maybe I should... No one even cares, so why should I stay alive anymore? Life is meaningless and dull, why bother to live anymore?

I slowly stood up and began coughing. I looked at my hand, which I used to cover my mouth and saw some blood.

He didn't spare me this time. He went full force. Am I only good as a punching bag? Well at least I am good for something!

As I was going home, I was attacked by a sludge villain. I didn't even realized it myself until I couldn't even breath anymore.

At least I don't need to live another day!

I stopped struggling and the sludge villain stopped for a moment clearly confused why his victim would do that.

Villain: Why did you stop struggling?

Me: It's pointless, why should I? I am just useless. If you think, you can use my body for anything than be my guest!

Villain: Wait... are you suicidal kid?

Me: I wish to die, so yeah I guess... You would do me a huge favor.

Villain: YOU ARE TO YOUNG TO THI- you know what, thanks kid. I will do it as quickly as I can so that you won't suffer for long!

Me: Thanks. I appreciate it.

Villain: No problem.

The sludge villain began to do his work and I could feel my conscious slowly fading.

Finally, I would be free!

Or so I thought, until I was blown to the side and woke up to someone slapping me.

As I was slowly gaining conscious, I could see All Might in front of me.

Maybe If I ask him, he would surely know the answer to my question...

All Might: I am glad you are ok young man. I thought I lost you there for a moment!

He began collecting the villain and was about to jump of.

Me: All Might wait!

I grabbed his leg before he jumped. In midair, he realized that I was with him. All Might brought us to a rooftop.

All Might: That was really reckless young man.

Me: I have a question!

All Might: Make it quick!

Me: Can a quirkless child become a hero?

All Might: No, I don't think so. Dreaming to be one is ok, but you should dream to be something more realistic. If you want to help people, there's plenty of other ways to do it. Why not be a detective or a police officer maybe even a doctor or a nurse?

I watched him jump off as I considered what he said. I wanted to laugh so much but I couldn't. The reality was sad. I couldn't be anything he suggested as they won't tolerate quirkless people. I began thinking more about reality and quickly began sobbing.

There is nothing a qurikless, useless abomination, like me could be... There is not hope.

A good hour later, I went to the staircase and tried to open the door. It was locked so I began knocking on it until someone opened it for me. It took another hour for someone to notice me and get me off the building. I was escorted out with two security guards. Once I was out, I head back home.

At home, I didn't even care to bandage all the new injuries I had. I quickly changed into something more comfortable. If I wanted to end my live than I would at least want to wear something comfortable. My mother wasn't at home and did't even care if I suddenly disappear.

You would be proud of me, taking your advice for once, Kacchan!

I went to the roof of an abandon building close to where I live and went to edge. I didn't hesitate climbing over the railing of the building. I then closed my eyes and let myself fall.

I am sorry for being such a burden to everyone!