Hurt

"Are you gay?" Killua says nonchalantly. Immediately Gon's face turns red and he ducks his head a little bit. Killua has been wondering the entire car ride and found a chance to ask so he did.

"N-No..." Gon answers as more of a question then a statement.

"OH MY GOSH YOU ARE! We should go on a double date with my boyfriend! His names Hisoka and he asked me out not to long ago," Killua gets excited.

"I-I'm n-not gay!" Gon stutters. In reality Gon has been questioning his sexuality ever since Killua came to the school. He has never given it much thought before then. He always just assumed he was straight and just focused on his schoolwork.

"Your tone says otherwise," Killua giggles as Gon punches his arm. Gon still flustered Killua tries to think of a way to lighten the mood. "Hmmm... I'm going to try this out," Killua tries to skateboard from one end of the treehouse to the other. He fell on the first try and just layed there for a second. As Gon laughs so hard he is brought to tears.

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The car comes to a screeching hault in front of Gon's home. Once again Gon almost hits his head on the dashboard. "Byyyyeeee! See you whenever we are suppose to go to school!" Killua yells as Gon exits the vehicle.

"Bye!" Gon pulls a toothy smile that shows off his braces. Killua gets a call so Gon heads into his house.

"Hey babe!" Hisoka on the other line greets Killua.

"Hey! What's up?!" Killua doesn't move the car. 'No calling or texting and driving. It's the law after all,' Killua thinks as he parks the car in Gon's driveway.

"Are we still on for tonight?" Hisoka asks. Killua smiles thinking about it.

"Of course..."

Meanwhile Gon enters his house to Mito running to him and embracing him. "WHERE HAVE YOU BEEN!? YOU WEREN'T WITH THAT KILLUA KID WERE YOU?" She says sounding concerned.

"He's my best and pretty much only friend Mito!" Gon gets a little to defensive. Gon notices this and runs to his room.

"Gon! GON WHERE ARE YOU GOING?!" Gon stuffs his face into his pillow as he hears Mito running up the stairs. "You have never misbehaved before! Is it because of the Killua delinquent!?" Mito spats at the door. Gon looks out his window and notices Killua's car is still there. 'I wish he was in here with me...' Gon starts to think then slaps his own head. 'No... he has a boyfriend anyway... wait since when does that dictate if I can hang out with him or not...?' Gon starts to think. 'Wait... i blushed when he called me cute

blush

/bləSH/

verb

1.
develop a pink tinge in the face from embarrassment or shame.
"she blushed at the unexpected compliment"

synonyms:redden, turn/go pink, turn/go red, flush, color, burn up

I wasn't ashamed... was I embarrassed? Embarrassed of what? Being called cute by my crus- wait wait wait... when did I ever say or think Killua as my crush!' Gon thinks frantically. 'I don't want to ruin our friendship! But not being with him feels horrible...' Gon again stuffing his face into his pillow and sighs.

Back in Killua's car. "Are you sure?" Killua looks at Gon's house suspiciously. "He doesn't seem like that kind of person..."

"Trust me... he's even worse news than you are," Hisoka responds. 'Even though Killua really isn't that bad. He just puts up a front,' Hisoka sees right through Killua. 'He's just to scared to get hurt,' Hisoka evilly smiles on the other line.

"Really...?" Killua can't quite believe what Hisoka is trying to sell him.

"Yes... I'm sure," Hisoka lies through his teeth.

"Okay. I won't talk to him anymore." Killua pulls out of Gon's driveway. 'It's going all according to plan....' Hisoka thinks.

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'I can't stop thinking about him! This is disgusting,' for the millionth time in the past 24 hours Killua was thinking of Gon. Not just what they did or fun memories. More of how Gon's hair looks soft and how much he wants to run his hands through it. Or how pink and plump his lips are. Or how Gon would show a little spark in his eyes only to Killua. 'I have to stop thinking about him. He abused so many people! I can't be with him...' Killua thinks while imagining what it would be like to meet Gon's lips with his own. 'NOPE! I SHOULD STOP! I have a boyfriend anyway,' Killua rubs his eyes to try to push his inappropriate thoughts away.

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It's been two weeks and Gon has barely heard from Killua. Gon will approach Killua but immediately Killua will leave finding some excuse. 'Hisoka told me about you... pathetic self absorbed... ugh,' Killua thinks about Gon.

"Why don't you talk to me anymore!?" Gon yells at Killua outside of the school. Gon was in class but he walked out once he saw Killua out the window. The teacher yelled at him to stop but he ran as fast as he could to the parking lot. It was pouring rain so both Gon and Killua were soaked.

"You're such a pathetic and horrible human being that's why!" Killua yells. "HISOKA TOLD ME EVERYTHING! HOW CAN YOU BE SO HEARTLESS! I THOUGHT YOU WERE A GOOD PERSON GON! You sure as hell seemed it. BUT YOU CAN GO FUCK YOURSELF! AND STAY THE HELL AWAY FROM ME!" 'I thought we could be bestfriends...' Killua finishes in his head. Gon was taken back and tears started welling up in his eyes. Killua noticed and didn't care. 'He deserves everything I'm giving him,' Killua throws his skateboard on the ground and starts riding away. Killua sees a car he thinks is suitable for him and looks right in Gon's eyes and brings the skateboard above his head. He turns to the concrete and smashes the board against it. Killua throws it in the trees and smirks at Gon. 'To think that at one point... that smirk melted my heart,' Gon thinks. Killua makes his way to the car he likes. He slowly walks around it. He picks up a stray brick and breaks the drivers side window. Once he unlocked the doors he hot wired it and started driving away. All the while Gon falls to his knees sobbing. 'What's this feeling? It feels as if my heart broke into two...' Gon can't hold the hurting feeling in much longer so he screams. He screams through his sobs making it come out cracky. Everybody in the school heard him and the nurse runs to his side as quick as she can. 'Nothing will be solved... by just sitting here,' Gon thinks eventually. While being a wobbly mess, Gon rights himself and stands. He slowly raises his head. Emotionless as ever. 'He'll feel the same way soon enough,' Gon thinks as a bunch of staff and students surround him asking questions.

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