(A/N Dedicated to _TeenForLife cause I sorta lost inspiration & she brought it back.I LOVE her story Hired Heart.& update weekend will be next weekend :).Halloween chapter. I promise it won't  Niam forever.Or will it....10/31/14)                                                                Liam's POV                                                                                                                           When I seen Niall start to laugh I realized that 1.He looked really funny on the floor covered in ingredients 2.He has a very beautiful smile 3.His laugh is infectious.So I started to laugh with him not even noticing the door open.So when my laughter slowly but surely died down,you could only imagine how embarrassed I was to see everybody,including a giggling Niall, staring at me.My skin went a shade darker but it was barely noticeable.Well to everyone but Zayn who looked on with a smirk.All I did was wave shyly as I got up off the floor.I went over & helped Niall up then proceeded to shew all the boys out of my kitchen.

It wasn't long till the lasagna & cake was ready.I then walked out into the dining room one dish in each hand setting it on the table.They all look amazed that I can cook.Harry looked hesitant to eat.Ha guess I scarred him a little. I sat down beside Niall & since he sat in the corner I also sat on the left side of Zayn in front of Louis.I then proceeded to get myself some lasagna because damn I was hungry.It's some pretty good lasagna if I could say so myself.

As the meal went on everyone was chatting animatedly but me & I couldn't help but feel left out.& that's what brings me here awkwardly eating cake.All of a sudden I feel pressure on my right knee.I look to see a tanned hand squeezing my knee & follow it to see a perfectly tanned face giving me a smirk.I blush.Why can't I stop fucking blushing dammit.He must have noticed I wasn't talking.He then decided to push my & push my limits & stroke my thigh.Up & down,up & down,up & down.Higher & higher.The whole time he just sat looking at his plate eating with a smirk.I have no idea how no-one notices my extremely flustered appearance. All of a sudden Niall stands apparently going to bed & I stand with him trying to get release from the torture.If I didn't have sweatpants on you could probably see my hard-on underneath.

Once we get out the door I tap Niall on the shoulder."Thanks for getting me out of there" I sign with gratitude. "Why'd you want to leave?" He signed looking very confused."I usually go to bed early on Saturdays" I lie easily even though I feel a pang go guilt run through." K babe whatever floats your boat" Babe. What does he mean by that."What do you mean by that." I say deciding to confront him. "By what" he signs fidgeting."Babe" I sign back. I'm not ready for more than friends.Not yet at least."I call all my friends babe." He lies easily but I can still tell its a lie."Is there a problem with me calling you that?" His face looks so innocent that I can't say yes.
" No...Babe"I say playing around."Well we're at your door so night Lili".

When I walk into my room I sit down & to see another vase with two roses.I open the card & again it's in German.I grab the laptop once more & translate to french.It reads: 

Roses are red & roses are white,you looked so wonderful tonight.When your not around I miss you,& everything you do makes me want to kiss you.

Whoever it is has to be very creative.I have to admit I liked the clever little poem.The roses in the vase are read & white so I immediately looked up the meaning of a red rose & a white rose together.When I looked it up it said: 

A bouquet of red & white roses would mean a person was saying I love you intensely & my intentions are honorable. 

Woah.I knew someone had a crush but not this strong. I know they think they love me but do they really even know me.Why would they love me. Besides they'll probably just end up leaving me or moving on eventually anyway. I'm worthless.& that's when feel a low point coming on. A low point is when I think about something sad & dwell on it to long & I get extremely depressed. I used to cut but I promised Aiden a long time ago i'd quit.

Aiden

I haven't seen him since the evening before I was basically kidnapped. I haven't ever been without him that long since I met him. I didn't know how much I missed him till just now.I didn't realize the tears streaming down my face till I felt them drip on my hands. Soon my silent crying turns into full on sobs.Then I feel arms rap around me tightly & I immediately freak out. I'm thrashing around & just flailing my arms till I look & see that Niall was the one behind me. I calm down progressively then scoot away from him all the way back to the headboard.

Once I feel the patterned hardwood against my back I bring my knees up to my chest,rap my arms around them,then bury my head in them just hoping to disappear. I feel a light tapping on my shoulder.I look up to see Niall bringing a thumb up to my face then wiping the remaining tears out of my eyes.hen " You shouldn't be aloud to cry Lili." he signs but I just shake my head. Next thing I know I'm being licked all over by a huge,blue St. Bernard & despite how sad I  am I laugh & my mood brightens.

Finally Niall shifts back into his human form & I resume my position instead this time I spread my knees a little & don't try to make myself invisible."Want to tell me what that was about now?" he asked & at that moment I decide I trust Niall.So I decide to show him.I get off the bed & stand up holding my arm out to Niall."What are we doing." he signs.Still holding my hand out I sign with one hand "Trust Me".