-october fourth

namjoon
listen, jimin.

namjoon
i don't want to lecture you or anything and i know i just met you after you joined the team unlike taehyung and hoseok, but i think it's important to address important things instead of just pretending they didn't happen.

namjoon
the fact that you care about what he thinks of you so much that you'd put yourself and body in jeopardy is really disappointing.

namjoon
it's sad to watch you destroy yourself just because he tells you to.

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he's right through

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i haven't been eating well i need to stop

namjoon
you shouldn't stop eating treats if you like them.

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i meant eating all together

namjoon
you're literally the smallest person on the team.

namjoon
just because you can't run as fast as us doesn't mean it's about your weight, you just need to build up endurance little by little, not overworking your body in one day.

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but jungkook told me to run off the calories because it looked like i was gaining weight.

namjoon
you haven't gained anything, he's trying to faze you out.

namjoon
i'm the captain jimin, he's not supposed be assigning you exercises.

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i don't mind it

namjoon
jungkook doesn't see us as a team.

namjoon
he's trying to play volleyball professionally in college and he's willing to use and step on whoever it takes to do it.

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i think he should

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he's incredible

namjoon
you'll get there too if you just give it awhile.

namjoon
we're all going out for ice cream tomorrow to celebrate before the game, you should come too.

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will jungkook be there

namjoon
probably not, he never goes.

namjoon
he usually just spends the entire day before matches practicing.

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i should practice too then

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maybe we can do it together

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My mom said i should stay home and rest so i don't pass out again at the game.

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sorry for lying

namjoon
alright, take care jimin.

namjoon
remember we have faith in you as a teammate.

-october fourth