jimin had just gotten back to his house after his date with their team captain, kim namjoon.

he raked his hand through his hair, the events of the date making him feel awful, however he did manage to get namjoon to promise he wouldn't take part in taehyung's plan.

the teenager tugged his phone out of his pocket nevertheless, feeling the need to apologize.

-october nineteenth

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I'm sorry.

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I really don't know why i'm like this.

namjoon
no, it's okay.

namjoon
you have no reason to apologize.

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I do.

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If you go on a date with someone you shouldn't talk about someone else.

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That's just selfish to the other person's feelings.

namjoon
it is, but it's okay.

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It's not.

namjoon
jimin, i'm not mad.

namjoon
i really don't mind you talking about jungkook.

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why

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i thought you would be

namjoon
because i like you and i like it when you talk about things you like- even if its another guy.
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i don't deserve for you to like me

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you're so selfless

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and kind to me

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and just overall amazing

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but i don't know how to like someone

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when i'm too caught up over someone else

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please don't wait for me

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and please move on

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i'm sure anyone would be happy to feel the way you made me feel tonight

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important, respected, appreciated

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it's just right now i can't accept all of that

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right now i need to focus on making jungkook feel that way too

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but still

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Thank you.
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-october nineteenth