-october twenty second

jungkook
jimin, hey.

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hey gguk

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did you finish your surprise

jungkook
yeah, i actually did it already.

jungkook
just have to wait now.

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wait for what

jungkook
the happiness.

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i don't understand

jungkook
anyways, i told you i was going to tell the truth today.

jungkook
is it okay if i start?

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yeah

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go ahead

jungkook
i started to hate you because literally everyone else loved you.

jungkook
namjoon even fell IN love with you,
and i've never even seen him have a crush before.

jungkook
i got jealous, which is why i took it out on you.

jungkook
they stopped talking to me and hanging out completely, i thought maybe if i knew someone didn't like you -me- then maybe i could fool myself to not be jealous.

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i'm sorry they ditched you

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seriously no one deserves that

jungkook
but anyways i want to tell you something else.

jungkook
i know you like me.

jungkook
and honestly if i would have given you a chance i think i would have liked you too.

jungkook
romantically, that is.

jungkook
but i didn't, so i'm sorry.

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it's okay jungkook

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i know i don't deserve you

jungkook
that's so opposite from the truth that it's ironic.

jungkook
i'm the one who doesn't, and will never deserve you.

jungkook
jimin you deserve the whole world.

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i don't

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but thank you

jungkook
you do.

jungkook
seriously.

jungkook
you deserve everything good and nice in this world and that isn't me.

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that's okay jungkook

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i still like you

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i love you

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if we're being truthful

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can i be honest too

jungkook
i saw you weren't home.

jungkook
i brought some flowers to your house, so i hope you enjoy them.

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why flowers?

jungkook
consider it paying back a favor before the favor is even done.

jungkook
anyways have a good life, jimin.

jungkook
thanks for being such a great person.

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alright, see you tomorrow, jungkook.
read 11:01

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wait

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i need to tell you the truth too

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jungkook i do this thing where i type out the things i want to tell you

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and then i just deleted them because i'm too scared to actually send it

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but not right now

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i love you jeongguk

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so fucking much

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i think you're amazing and there's nothing i care more about in my life than you

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in a way

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you give me the passion i need to get through the day

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and i really need to thank you for that before i never manage to get it out
delivered 11:28

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jungkook

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are you busy
delivered 11:52

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that's okay

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i just hope that when you see this

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maybe you'll realize how important you are
delivered 12:45

-october twenty second