you were blind, taehyung.
you were so damn blind
i have the biggest crush on you

then again, maybe you did notice
but decided not to bring it up, 
for the sake of our friendship.

but jeez, was i ever in love with you.

i was envious of eunjae in seventh grade
jealous that you spent all your time with your girlfriend in tenth grade
for fucks sake, even the choir teacher got more "i love you's" 

i never said anything though.
i wanted you to be happy
i didn't want to put you in an awkward position,
let alone put our friendship on the line.
so i kept it to myself.

what relationship would kim taehyung want from me anyway?

but at least i got to be your best friend.
i'd take that over nothing any day.
 

i got to listen to your problems,
be your first source of comfort,
but i was only ever one of the guys.

i'm so in love with you kim taehyung.

do you feel the same?