am i being selfish?
am i being selfish, wishing you were here?
or were you being selfish?
leaving me, leaving us.

not a single note,

not a single letter,

no phone calls or text messages. 

you didn't even say goodbye.

it's like you just disappeared. 
into thin air, just like that.

do you remember our wanderings?
those days were the best days of my life.
those days when we would disappear together.
we went to so many places, tae.
aspan park
biseulsan 
lotte world
the observatory at eworld
did our time together mean nothing to you?
were they that easy to throw away?

i miss my best friend.
my childish kid brother.

it was supposed to be you and me. 

am i being selfish?

am i not merciful?

where are you, taehyung?
this game of hide and seek has lasted way too long.

i don't want to play anymore.